I Am What I Am (2021 film)

I Am What I Am is a 2021 Chinese animated comedy-drama film directed by Sun Haipeng.

Plot
Gyun is a timid 18 year old boy who lives with his grandfather in a village while his parents work on construction in Guangzhou. While watching a lion dance at a Lunar New Year festival, he was bullied by a team of black lion dancers who take his red envelope. Suddenly, a mysterious lone red lion dancer appears, takes the red envelope, and challenges the black lion to a Lettuce Picking Battle (a lion dancing tradition of masterfully scaling obstacles to grab a head of lettuce tied to a pole) using the stolen envelope. Both lions battle, scalling a scaffolding holding firecrackers, and the red lion wins, returning Gyun's red envelope. Gyun and the red lion run from the festival to escape the bullies, the red lion reveals to be a beautiful girl also named Gyun, a former lion dancing champion now Promotional Ambassador. She gives him her lion head and encourages him to pursue lion dancing, claiming that the flower of a cotton tree that fell on his head is proof that he is destined to be a hero. Later that night, Gyun makes a call to his parents, both wishing him Happy New Year and apologizing for not coming home to celebrate. Gyun says a prayer to a Buddha statue saying that he will compete in lion dancing to participate in the tournament in Guangzhou to see his parents and make them proud.

He enlists his friends to join his lion dancing team: a monkey-like Kat and an overweight Doggie. Kat would be the rear-end of the lion while Doggie beats the drums, which they realized they don't have. While they parade the streets begging for a sponsor to buy them a drum, the black lion team recognizes the lion head they're holding. They smash the lion head and beat up the three boys. The boys determined to not give up, seek to enroll into a lion dancing school. However since the local teacher is out of town, an elderly man points them into the direction of Qiang, an alcoholic salted fish seller. Qiang was once a profound lion dancer but gave up on the practice to settle down with his wife Jane and make a living. The boys relentlessly pursue him during his deliveries to beg him into teaching them. Qiang agrees to teach them since they volunteered to help him with his deliveries. Jane who was originally against Qiang returning to lion dancing eventually opens ups to him teaching the boys and they all grow close as the boys train. Qiang eventually takes the boys to buy a drum and red lion costume, and they compete against in a friendly match of Lettuce Picking against the students of local school they initially tried to enroll. The students completely obliterates the boys, and Qiang tells them they have a long way before they're ready to compete, but still to not give up. As the boys physically train and build muscle, they're experience in lion dance becomes better and better. Qiang then tells the boys about how the pillars that lion dancers dance upon represent the peaks of mountains, and that every lion dancing pillars have one impossibly high pillar present called the Sky Pillar. The Sky Pillar exists to represent humility and that there will always be a mountain too high for lions to climb.

Some time passes, and the boys eventually compete in a qualifiers match to eventually compete in Guangzhou. As Qiang goes to get water for the boys, he is discouraged as he overhears clients complaining to Jane while she is delivering the fish by herself, insulting Qiang for still lion dancing in his old age instead of supporting his wife. Qiang gets cold feet and wants to help her deliver the fish instead of supporting the boys in their tournament. Jane tells him that she always loved his lion dancing but persuaded him against it because of pressure from her family and neighbors, and that she was wrong for taking away his dream. She convinces him to go back and support the boys in their tournament. Qiang comes to the tournament far too late, but realizes the boys won the qualifications. As Qiang, Jane, and the boys celebrate, Gyun hears from a neighbor that his parents have came home from Guangzhou early. Estatic, Gyun rushes home only to find why. Gyun's father fell into a coma after a construction accident with no news on potential recovery. Gyun leaves the village to find work in Guangzhao to provide for his family, his friends leave him a lion head so that he can still find time to practice while he's in the city.

Time passes, and Gyun takes up numerous jobs to send money back home. Meanwhile, Qiang, Kat, and Doggie also work to provide some money for Gyun's family as well. Gyun slowly becomes more and more distant as he is working, calling home less and less. His friends and teacher, no longer receiving his calls, worry that he may not come back to compete. Gyun eventually meets up with Gyun, the girl that originally gifted him the red lion head. She is disheartened to see that he isn't lion dancing, and told him the reason she persuaded him to be a lion dancer was because she was not allowed to be one professionally by her parents, and hoped that someone that shared the same name as her could make a career out of lion dancing in her place. While delivering food, Gyun comes across Team Limitless, a team of white lion dancers who bully him for delivering their food so late. It is revealed that Gyun didn't intentionally give up on lion dancing, and was still practicing between jobs. However, because he strained himself working various jobs, he injured his foot and wasn't as graceful as he once was. He packs up and prepares to go home.

While on the way to the train station, Gyun's coworker convinces him to stay for a few minutes and watch the lion dancing tournament, the one that Gyun was suppose to be competing in. Because Gyun never showed up, Qiang had to take his place as the lion head. Qiang, Kat, and Doggie compete in the tournament under the name Team Salted Fish, and immediately catches the attention of the audience and the other contestants for his age and talent. As the contestants compete in an obstacle course, some of the lions agreed to collaborate to take down Team Salted Fish. Qiang attempts to foil the other contestants by racing the course barefoot, causing the contestants to be nauseated by the smell. The plan only briefly works and Team Salted Fish is badly beaten. However Gyun rushes in with his lion head at the last minute to compete as Team Salted Fish's second lion, and successfully completes the obstacle course. Successfully reunited, Team Salted Fish moves on to the semi-finals, gaining the respect of the black lion dances that originally bullied them.

Team Salted Fish soon win the semi-finals and now compete against Team Limitless in a final obstacle course in a Lettuce Picking Battle. Both lions race across the course and eventually both grab pieces of the lettuce, declaring it a tie. The tie-breaker round would be a exhibition performance on pillars modified to be far more difficult, while judged on choreography. Team Limitless goes first and gracefully completes the course. However, its reveals that Gyun severely injured his foot during the previous final match, calling for Qiang to forfeit. Gyun refuses and chooses to continue the tournament. While dancing across the course, Gyun and Kat move precariously, broke their lion head, and almost fell, but still managed across the pillars. Just as they were about to finish the course, Gyun realizes that their mistakes and broken lion head would not be enough points to win, so he wants to make an attempt at the Sky Pillar. Everyone realizing that Team Salted Fish is attempting the impossible, the other teams beat their drums in encouragement, as Kat throws Gyun towards the pillar. At the last second, Gyun throws his lion head at the Sky Pillar and he falls into the water below. The crowd goes ecstatic and Team Salted Fish wins the tournament, as the broken red lion head landed on top of the Sky Pillar. Back at home, a lion visits a Buddha statue and Gyun's father slowly wakes up. An after-credit scene shows Gyun in a college dorm with pictures of the his family, his friends, his teacher, and the tournament on the wall.

Controversy
A trailer for I Am What I Am attracted controversy on Weibo for being offensive due to the perceived exaggerated slanted eyes of the Chinese characters. Producer Zhang Miao defended the character design as aesthetic confidence as opposed to a traditional Western design of Asian characters in animation.

Reception
The movie was widely praised despite its modest box office takings.