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Joseph Conrad Inman was born on March 16, 1989 to parents Jerry Franklin Inman and Barbara Marie Inman. He was born by Cesarean section from his mother, Barbara's womb. He has five older siblings, the youngest being a sister nine years older than he. As he moved into the house his two oldest siblings were already leaving or gone.

His family were members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Being raised by a principal and standard-driven family, he would do so trying to be the cleanest, kindest, most considerate person he could. He firmly believed in the Latter-day Saint church and would stress to everyone who would listen his disapproval of drugs (including alcohol, narcotics, and smoke).

He grew quickly in physique. He would be a head taller than most others in his age group until he turned twelve years old. By then he had reached six feet and two inches tall. Being a big person would lead him to ponder a lot about his size. He would be constantly grateful that he was big and strong, but would never consider hurting or taking advantage of others who didn't have his ability. But something strange would happen because of his many hours of thinking.

He would wonder deeply about principles of life and why things are and what will ultimately wind up happening in "the end"; not death, but after death, if something were to happen after death. The Latter-day Saint church teaches that we will live forever after our mortal or Earthly life. He would have several panic attacks from the prospect of nothing ever ending, for some reason he was scared of conscious eternity. But he considered the alternative, to "sleep" forever or maybe for a while, so he could rest his conscious mind. And after these strange, abstract thoughts, life would change for him.

He very much seemed like a normal person, acting and reacting with his peers and people alike. But he was driven by strange motivation sometimes. He believed that people take things all for granted and they do not realize true purpose. He thought everyone should come to the realization that they are an individual and that there are many individuals in what is called "life." Life revolves around each person, not just one. Each individual should not think about making themselves happy by fulfilling desires given by the brain, but should worry about and being aware of those around them who have the same individualistic perspective on everything, and work on doing what would be beneficial to everyone else, or as many as possible.

But it would depend on how you look at things, or life. One is just consciousness produced by a brain which resides in our skull, and that just so happens to have a network of complex systems all working together for it to make what is called a "biological organism." People think of themselves as flesh, but the flesh is only just that. It houses our consciousness. But there is something very strange. Is it that by genetics or some ultimate intelligence that created us that knew that we would not live very long, so then our bodies would try to "live on" by reproduction? It seems logical that an organism and its intelligence would rather live forever than die, so why invent offspring? Why not find a cure fast? So was reproduction created by "life" as a last minute effort to "continue" or was this system planned by something else?

People should realize that life isn't just about having fun and doing whatever you like until you die. People need to be conscious about the future of their offspring since that is all we really can live for. But why? Why should we strive to do all this when its probable it will be all in vain? That's a question everyone needs to find their own answer to. Joseph Inman believed that being unselfish would ultimately make himself feel "happy" and be better to make others happy also. But he wasn't even without stress.

He considered what everyone else wanted him to do. You should not trust another human being. And until you realize that, he believed you won't be near true knowledge. So why trust his judgement? By not, it would be following it anyway and doing what you want and you would be, in a sense, contradicting your own motives, which you should never do. You should always do what you think is right.

He also believed ultimately that he may have no knowledge whatsoever. The only way to get knowledge is by trusting in other men, which are just as frail as he. No one should firmly believe in something, because you cannot know for a fact it is true. He thought that a person should be open to anything, but obviously not just open up to absolutely everything, because shock isn't necessarily desirable for a human being.

He believed that everybody should always have options for every thought and belief and opinion, not always sticking with a "fact" because you absolutely can not know anything for fact.

But stress comes to all, none can escape mortal stress. Even believing he had reached the pinnacle of human knowledge to possibly be gained by other humans, he still got mental pains from his beliefs, since he thought he had more responsibility with the "knowledge" he obtained, feeling as if he carried a heavy burden on his shoulders. He wanted everyone to be wary of everything, even in converting to his ideals, since it may lead to mental suffering and possibly depression. But for those seeking whatever the "truth" may be, he honestly thought he had it.