User:Abhimanyu kumar.s

ROAD TO END

I see the Third coming on the Road,

Finding no answer of Second on the Board.

Road is full of Lust and Dust in this Land,

Yes, yes I want to get out of this Wasteland.

Should I hide under the Chaucer's inn

Or else inside the Forster's False cave.

Here, the things are aparted on the sand

Its mere ruined Culture and Anarchy on the Land.

The Kingdom of God is within yourself

Best reach the King rest to weap.

What's that? I find something dark as Dante's hell,

Yet, we think that, he is King of Dark Chamber.

Oh! King no Road, no inn nor caves I need,

Please Find the Exit to this Wasteland creed.

Will I find the Road to your land?

Or I will ever remain in Eliot's Wasteland.

abhimanyu kumar.s

Chapter 21: An aftermath

Spinning eyes, pretty lips,

Golden strip

Presence sign of purity,

In the Closest of divinity,

Gave me a sound completion.

She was an Angel

Appeared, rendered and disappeared.

Clouds here and there

Tension everywhere, meet nowhere

Love, waiting for love not for love.

Beauty is culture, tradition truth,

Keats with Art, here its for love.

Dilemma in mind,

Split in personality,

Physique in love, psyche in tradition.

Neither can I leave,

Nor can I live,

Leave can live my actions,

No one can solve my fractions.

Oh! Lord of seven hills how shall I tell you....

Those were the pearls,

Which were her eyes.

The autumn leaves fall,

They say nothing at all.

Broken heart, addicted in disorder.

My heart dissolved within,

Like butter on a hot pan.

Emotions felt in tranquility,

Tranquility experienced reality,

Reality gave nothing; off course nothing dear.

Happiness She gave,

Buried me in a grave.

I found happiness, filling my emptiness

Seeking to nothingness

Toughest chemistry darling.

Day and nights pass in memories,

Bogus start and unpolished ending.

Hours spent were few, still

Eternal happiness

I knew from new.

Her smile, vision and utterance,

Cherish and nourish my destiny.

Name in veins, remembrance in strains.

Yet, far I feel till my last breath

One man, one Name one love.

Only and only one love.

She haunts and hunts my nights,

With her giggling and fragrance of air,

Such images are in cage, in care.

Nerves working in dual stand,

Punctual tradition, sincere love.

Who is She? Who am I?

My soul sounds, rounds and bounds,

'To Knit Fate's thread

I can't chop tradition's thread'.

abhimanyu kumar.s

WRITER AND CULTURE

Green was culture, Green were you. After a revolt, after a red, You have become black, Your culture black. Perhaps, I will write in black.

Hip pop, hip hop, Bi pop, Jockey tight, body loose. Loose is the costume, Loose is your future. It is thy culture.

I get up in heat, Tightening my feet, Empty heat, Empty Zest. I am thirsty to change you. Can you give me some water?

You too get up in heat, Posing your fittings, Around your settings. I am thirsty for water, You are thirsty for culture.

You forgot your origin and seed, While you are busy to feed need. You want a trend, You want a mixture, Thinking change is must.

I see a mass culture building, At the outdoors you are kneeling. You are kneeling with feeling, Begging for hybridity, For a culture of santry.

I was not a poet, But your condition made me. I have a query for your culture, Will this continue in future? I think yes; what you say?

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abhimanyu kumar.s THE KUMPA

I struck the board and cried, No more! I will be in this paradise. The paradise of Kumpa's and graves, Having steady looks and shapes.

Those who have strained to build the nest, The nest of Kumpa's from the west. Melted their ideologies in the east, Diminished the traditional laws in the east.

There was a special Kumpa in the east, Influenced by west, accent of east. Highly qualified but minor in grave, Deeply bound to nasty western wave.

Ideology filled without knowledge, Views killed the students knowledge. Empowerment were the watch words, Awake! Awake were the code words.

Disappointment resulted to Kumpa's, Heavily insulted and crooked by tradition. Ossify! Ossify! , await! await! , Were the final words of Kumpa's.

Speaking the truth is the divine world, Speaking untruth is the world of death. Leading a moral life is a heaven, Leading Kumpa's life is not less than hell.

abhimanyu kumar.s MY WEDNESDAY

It was a cool and lucky day for them, But it was hot and black summer to me. He framed a special music for the day, She moulded her tears in to my way.

Two solitary stars at once I saw, Both were mixture of Beauty and Tongue. The Beauty I knew was innocent, The Tongue was strange and spicy.

Madam spicy levelled a compliant to authority, With her immoral reason and sentiment of duty. It was a pre plan for this day, A tiny gyre formed for the black day.

It was not gyre of Yeats, But had a vast formation of Vysa's taste. Though the name appeared hundreds of years past, But had the trace and face till the last.

Authority and its members were in recycles, For the haunt tears and band of disciples. Blind with pride and fooled by haste, Future reserved to speechless fate.

Though I am a creature of this nature, I have my pride still undended. I cannot toil blindly to this nature, Because the Almighty is still in this creature.

Every horror has tis definition, Every sorrow has a kind of end. Alas! till now i had not known, My guide and fortune's guide are one, As the revolutions work without a murmur.

abhimanyu kumar.s OTHERS PROPERTY

Love with a sight, Quarrel will be tight. Eyes were as wax, Filtered my Berkely max.

8A to 5A,5A to 8A. What is the game? Where is my fame? I am Chaste 'single time'.

Agreement of one year, Can make my time, I swear. Gears with fears, Fears to tears, No tears except crocodile tears.

Girl in speed at utter need, Ten are minimum, maximum can feed. License to bike, license to car, No license for her back, No for her love.

You shake, shake my tool, Shake once to fool my tool. I respect her belongings, For becoming 'Others property'.

abhimanyu kumar.s I Hate You And Love Myself

Am an untold person, Am an unread poet. Read me, ask me, help me, Understand or be away from me. Be away, away from earth. I hate you and love myself.

Hell with your jealousy, Heaven in my silence. I have lot to express, About my love, my role. Hold your words behind me.

I have a heart fools. I mean human heart, got it? Do you have a heart? Do you know what a heart mean? Nay, you don't and don't need.

You say I am broken, Broken in love, in life. But I say am alive, Alive with memories, by blessings. Very alive in my actions Madam.

Never I thought, never I noticed, As hurt or failed in love. Am victorious ever since, I have won, in love too, For still we are together Sir.

She is my strength, life Today, tomorrow and everyday. You may think am mad, Ya, am mad for her, her love. Feel it please, She is my breath.

I have plenty to say, Plenteous to scold you people. Judge me well, criticize, But find justice to me. Because am not a sinner.

You say I am changed, Changed in words, attitude. Changed in living itself, Only answer to you is, Sun has not changed, even me.

My words list everything, Your lines spell something. Something which is everything, Everything to me, Nothing for you.

What you know and will know ah! My nights pass in thunder silence, I live in loneliness, loveless. Am dead, but like to live Value me, believe me, for We are living in one world.

abhimanyu kumar.s East Land

April is the cruellest month, Infalliably all the 12 months. Traditionally demise, spritually feeble, Materially firm and culturally parched.

Morning dark, night bright, droughts, storms, muddle in monsoon. Legendary roots got detached, Forming a new trend of hybridism.

Subjects face anarchical tendencies, Bones speak and stones still. Folk got restored by alien melody, Science replaced customs and values.

Everything in turmoil and chaos, Occult mind and Orient body. Nothing is constant in Orients, But absurdity, not change.

Imitations work here on grand scale, Respect to ancestors in small scale. Men powerless, others meaningless, Life is savage, absurd in nature.

Here nobody hears nobody, Everybody hears nobody here. Theories and reservation on screen, Stucturalists, some, others in green.

Life hapless and listless, Masses reveal gist in nothing. Examples speak no definitions. Writers speak only of imagination.

The sun comes and goes, Lives come and go, dead and gone. Genuine love a piligrimage, Material love a bin drainage.

High rise in crime and sufferings, Science, -isms, hunger, fashion, unemployment. once served spritual messages to the world, Awards in physics and chaste in metaphysics.

Eliot traverrsed with his barren land, Sterilized his land at sheer Ganga. Presently this land itself is dry, Dry in culture, wet in cries.

Incarnations, 'DA DA DA' doesn't work here, Demons and devils can do hell of heaven. Two faces work in Orient Spritious Mundi, One being progress and the other poverty.

Music should stop and dance start, Days, centuries and ages should restart. This art is impersonal, but tone personal, Personal or impersonal, life is hellish.

Hopes are to the weakest and most degraded, I've been born, and once is enough. Westernization, Modernization, Globalization.........

abhimanyu kumar.s Lost One, Have One

Everyone have a dream Some go, some withdraaw I went and went far I had a dream I have a dream

I dreamt with open eyes Dreamt with two One for heart Another for family One dissolved, another resolved

One dream happens once Once in life, once for all Fortunately it happend to me Unfortunately was broken Lost one, have one

I had a dream To defend her at heart Be in her arms Set her in my eyes Spend an age for her

I had a dream To live with her Make a family of her It was a whole half Remained only with half

Dreamt her to become My piece, My sprit This was a heart dream This was a lost dream Dream of every second in a minute.

I have a dream Get a good name A standard fame Rank in the starta Obidient son extra

I have a dream Making my brothers proud Being high in crowd Hearing my talks in class Name in mass of every class

I have a dream Be loyal to my mom Glad to be a son of her Pleasure to be a son of my dad Satisfied as a son of them

I have a dream Be with my family Respect my family Tradition what has changed in others Let not change for me forever

I have a dream See my dad happy Feel my mom, s love Be under my brothers care In one home till the end

I have a dream To become the best teacher To become the best friend To become the best citizen To my students, Friends and nation

I have a dream Regain the tradition Decentralize the vulgarity Bring back the chastity Let the birth have naturality.

I have a dream Make my lost dream alive Set her in my growth Experience her in my growth Measure my beats in her

I have a dream To still her with me Spear my hear in her heart To fulfill my left dream Being in her, with her

A dream is designed By many hopes and desires.

A dream is built. With true emotions and Feelings.

A dream is a teacher To a student.

Dream is a beauty Where charm never departs.

A dream is a lover To a true lover.

Dream is a timer Felt when aparted.

Dream is a talent Possesed by few.

Dream is a substance For a every art.

Dream is a dream When it is fulfilled.

Dream is also a dream When it is broken.

Dream is a colour in ones life Dream is happiness. Which can be persuaded Only persuaded not have.

I had two dreams Lost one, have one.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Pleasant Day

Everything is laughing singing, All the pretty flowers are sprung. See the campus in your fun, With your knowledge in the blank sun. You and I may sport and play, For it is a pleasant Day.

Bring the hoop and bring the ball, Come with happy faces all. Let us make a merry ring, Talk and laugh and dance and sing. Quickly, quickly come away, For it is a pleasant Day.

abhimanyu kumar.s Hard To Believe

Its very hard as rock Soft as butter To respect your teacher To wish a teacher May be its right May not be its right.

Teachers are with variety Personal variety, proffessional sequence Thinking, Finding and Rewinding This is how some are Hardly difficult to respect Softly to quite from teacher.

A teacher is ultimate Supreme to any power They are the over soul Life ends or trends By the immortal souls Such teachers are rare.

May be you do with Sometimes you don't Prepositional elements can end When a teacher of a kind Like the catcher in the hell Hard to believe such teachers.

Teacher is the only truth He or She the only belief Trust and belief the other name When that trust itself is broken From and by a teacher Can you believe? Am sure its hard to believe.

Wish and love and care Must be submitted to a teacher Surrendered with respect Become subaltern under teacher.

Disciples are free from Karma Liberated after their submission Recieving with honour, love Is the only Karma of a teacher.

She kicked me for submission She insulted my wishes She bombarded me for my Karma Gave strong pain in my -.

Is She a teacher? Is She a mother? Is She should be regarded? Is She should be rewarded? Its hard to believe her.

No student forgive her No one believe her No one should wish her I hope you wont.

abhimanyu kumar.s How Shall I Describe Thee

Limitless of pilgrims Not a day without them Running, walking and counting Timing their breath Chanting and fainting Widely whispering slogans Govinda Govindaa.

No one is an exception Not even the infant Physically challenged Mentally disordered Everyone you see Everywhere you see Shouting Govinda Govindaa.

Tradition is accepted Even modernity too No discrimination No heavy weights No slim weights are special Say to his highness Govinda Govindaa.

World at a sight Majestic hills Mighty and swift All for a glance All for Karma calling Govinda Govindaa.

He is The versatile For practice and sweat Entertainment and truth No truth can be hidden All are open All are willing to say Govinda Govindaa.

Newly couples, newly born Teen, adult and old Will for resolutions Kum Kum, Haldi, Karpuram Reach Sri Vari Gopuram Put your hands up and scream Govinda Govindaa.

Giggling, watering, murmuring Voice from all Refreshments at hold Ornaments and gold Sold at a piece Sold at a glance Go on Govinda Govindaa.

Residing at the peak All around peace Thurst for Thee Thee the ultimate Thee the sacred Come on lets get purified Along the seven hills At the feet of Thee OM NAMO VEKATESHAYA.

abhimanyu kumar.s I Want To Know Why?

I hated it I studied it The very depth of it Still, I fell in it I want to know why?

I have criticized it I have commented it I never liked it Yet, I have experienced it I want to know why?

I used to condemn it I always discouraged it Yet, I fell and experienced it I never knew and think will never know But I want to know why?

abhimanyu kumar.s Who Is This?

All are born All are perished Only one has not People may change People may range Only one cannot change.

You may wage wars You may run in cars But you can't reach the stars You have ignored You have adored Only one is matured.

They have gained They have lost One has remained static They play with it They respect it They sometimes follow it.

He is the king She is the queen All are at it Many are against it Many love it Some hate it.

Can you tell me Who is this?

abhimanyu kumar.s You Have Forgot Me

I want to forget you But you drive me You appeal for an urge Then why you don't remember me I feel sometimes You want to forget me You have forgot me.

How shall I forget you You are my breath You are my senses But you avoid me You drown me, because You want to forget me You have forgot me.

Have you forgot all All days and promises You always break promises You always swear and kill me How many times will you kill You like to forget me You have forgot me.

You tell I have cheated You rewind the same, that I couldn't make you mine You always remember to rewind But never want to read my mind You make me to think that You have forgot me.

You can't forget me I am not weak Not as much as you think I have the strength to awake you You can't avoid me You may only want to forget You have forgot me.

Listen jaanu How shall I forget you You are my source for breathing How can you forget me You too have loved me Then why you forget me Why you want to forget me.

You can never forget me Nor I can forget you But your silence say You have forgot me.

abhimanyu kumar.s Love Me, Love Me, Love Me

Love me, love me, love me White says love me Never, Ever, Never My heart say nevermore.

White gives peace White gave me pollution White sowed purity White spoiled my chastity.

White is superior It made me inferior White is cultured It destroyed my culture.

White is all Who said this all You, its only you Not I, never will I.

White says love me I say I don't White asks why I wont Because you ruled at my own.

abhimanyu kumar.s Slowly, Slowly

In my memory Precious as ivory She keeps floating Slowly, slowly.

In my treasury Remains my bravery Passing from her Slowly, slowly.

I see live scenes Lovely scenes Missing, living and loving Slowly, slowly.

Suddenly am afraid Will she be in me Or get away from me Slowly, slowly.

abhimanyu kumar.s Kump's

Playing with men Playing with son Men are in storms Kump's are in form.

Man of six Man of nine Fix in chatting Kump's in dating.

There shall be no trend There will be no end Kump's will dominate The future of men.

abhimanyu kumar.s Departing

In and around me I failed to see any True devotee, true heart Chanting Hare Rama, Hare Krishna.

I hoped for a vision Fortuned with a commotion Hi-tex, multiplex, complex Aiding Hare Rama, Hare Krishna.

It seemed as a market A perfect commercial market As though contract Contract with Rama, Krishna.

Spritual game is over Athiest are on move Breaking the centre Centre of Rama, Krishna.

abhimanyu kumar.s Missing Someone

The heart gets calm Memories become warm Eyes start sprinkling When something is missing Someone scratches your nerves Make you walk Without a talk Gets you in an ocean Ocean of memories Where you can either be in Or be out from it True happiness, or sadness Comes from deep part When you truely miss someone.

abhimanyu kumar.s I'll Not Come Back

Long, long and wide I will walk with tide Enough looking your side Will despatch from your ride.

In couple and triple year Have seen unexpected Cried a lot on expected Relations fear in a year.

I should have not read the past About moral ethics Principal epics Which made me to think Leaving only to blink The absurdity of life.

I will turn out from you Let you have the fun and joy I had enough of it, so I will not come back.

abhimanyu kumar.s Identity

This is to the motherland Where I have been born This is to the teacher Who taught me nothing This is to my lover Who turned away from me Many are there to address These few are to notice.

What you have taught? Why you came in? Why I opened my eyes mother! Hybridity, Modernization, Temporary You all have lost me Lost your identity in my life.

abhimanyu kumar.s Nothing Is Certain

What is certain? Life is certain Death too Today is not passed Tommorrow is awaiting Is life certain?

The years Our tears Certainly comes Frequently comes Wearing with seasons Today and tommorrow Is your life certain?

What you need you don't get What you get you don't deserve Everything is temporary Phony things happen Life is absurd Nothing is certain.

abhimanyu kumar.s Language Of Love

Emotions and imaginations The tranquility hours Sweet pictures and cruel strains Everything sounds when Language of love utters The memories The silence Aparted moments.

Love goes beyond emotions Words flow under feelings Bleeding ink covers The ocean of poetry Saddest phrases are drawn All is out in lines It's the language of poetry Which fulfills the language of love.

abhimanyu kumar.s Tragedy Of Because

I love her because They love her They love her because They love me They love me because I love her.

I love her because She is my love He loves her because She is his love Pardon she loved me because She was my lover Believe me i still love her because She is my only love.

abhimanyu kumar.s It Is 'The Seed'

Turning world views With some nonsense Creating child like theories Won't shackle the seed.

Laughters replacing crying Shots replacing dresses Offices replacing homes Cannot replace the seed.

It is the seed Which is dominant since ages Its few who turn conditions But few are few to Make large additions Unrecognizing the vitals It all doesn't work, as Patriarchy is the seed It is 'The Seed' mind you.

abhimanyu kumar.s The Laugh Of The Medusa/ A Critical Class

I began to laugh Aloud in my consiousness What a piece of barreness I feel the worst In her, near her She can make you boring In countable seconds She can make you sleep In couple of minutes.

She acts as voracious In gender and translations She herself forgets that She is fit only to make sleep Boy! you should see her smile The bloody smile in her boring class I assure you that She has the ugly tastes But its the knowledge which matters Not her bloody smile or structure.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Critical Span

Life is guided by fate Fate is guided by her talk Fate can wait for her She has the divine gift To make you sleep in few seconds As its she who can Take your life in a span I swear on her She never knows about herself But i have a doubt Wheather she thinks well Or goes only with worst.

abhimanyu kumar.s I And My Loneliness

I and my loneliness Often speak about you If you were with me By days, months and years I would have won your heart.

My loneliness searches you On the edges of my heart We often think if you were I would have been happy Indeed never lonely.

I and my loneliness River and the sea Why don't they apart When will they apart When will we get together.

We often speak about Your letters and memories I rage to my loneliness Why she gave you to me Why only you, not her.

abhimanyu kumar.s If I Were

If I were a mickey I would have cut Tear my heart I shall justify My feelings for her But she would not Not because am not man I am a jerry.

If I were a pen I would have rested Slept in her bag I can justify How I would admire myself For being in her fingers Sometimes in her teeth She would, as am her pen.

abhimanyu kumar.s Mother! Oh Mother

Mother! oh mother! Where are your children? Where have they been? Where have they lost? Mother! oh mother Am on you Yet can't see you Is you don't like me Or you don't like us Mother! your children Some on edges Many at peaks Why are all not equal Are all not your children? Maa I understand you You have lost your children You are been polluted all over Maa my mother Please batter your creation Batter and make it new This is a humble request From one of your children.

abhimanyu kumar.s Tiny Army

They move in a chain One army with zest I just sat wondering How tiny they are.

I really do appreciate them For their unity What a sound understanding They can fear you In a fist of time.

I and you Even mighty mammoths Get knocked by them How strong they are How weak we are.

abhimanyu kumar.s Lightening

It comes and disappears You too resemble it. You do strike as lightening In my heart always sparkling.

The day you entered in me My days were in light Till my beats work No one can get you away from me You are my brightness.

You and light Me and darkness When you leave me Its the darkness remains Only darkness darling.

abhimanyu kumar.s Play On Game

Round, round and round What's your name? Death and crimes Where are you from? Is the play of man Or the game of lord When will i know the truth.

I think this game or play Has the ever sports on But still the world Does it, rely on it Finally what will happens Only the lord knows.

You continue and continue Your round round play Crime, sloughts do it You just continue man Death! death! death! Thats sure at your hands.

Play as more as you need The game is on you He will make you play Till you breath which you breath.

abhimanyu kumar.s Come Lets Love Again

Let us become again strangers I not knowing you You not knowing me I want to sleep again For you will see me Chocolates, smiles, flowers and photos Lord! again, again please.

Let us start again The chatting and exchanges Your ring and eyes All the cares and love Everything am ready to start Again to face loneliness Again to miss you every moment.

Atleast once again i want But you can't which i can Fine, lets not love again As, love happens once and remains And remains till we live Possibily till we love So no need to start it again.

abhimanyu kumar.s Never Love Anyone

You may feel delighted The way you acted Well performed in my cage Taking it as a stage.

When you placed my heart That was the day I thought I pursued the happiness Atleast for six months.

My happiness vanished As your life cherished I still love you I mean I will love you.

These are the lines for you Thanking you for your actions For sometime, somewhile The fact remains is, You have lost me May be I have lost you.

abhimanyu kumar.s Impossible Jaanu

Forgetting you is impossible Its never possible by me Tell me how to forget you Its never possible by you too This crazy heart of your's Never let you go from it.

I have got addicted By your love and image You give freshness in morning Tear and dry me after that In nights! what to say You can't imagine jaanu Impossible honey its never possible.

abhimanyu kumar.s Multinational Area

We are developing We are dancing and adopting We are producing We are producing reproduced things. There is a Sun There is a family There will be a Sun There will be no family.

You are lifting You are adjusting You will lift You will never adjust. You want him He wants you He wants us He wants all from us.

I am alone I am alone with you I and you You and I We and world We and other world.

How long you will set How long you will follow How you will play How we will play. Global world is going We are mixing We are going We are perishing.

abhimanyu kumar.s Life or Love

Define if you can Live if you want Love if you can Which you can take.

Life has breath Love have life Life takes love Love takes breath.

My life is ambivalent Life or love Love or life Both needs me Certainly I need both But I am optional.

abhimanyu kumar.s Time

It walks It walks It will walk I will walk.

Never it gets strucked Never it get struck It is with everyone Some fail to be with it.

Something is certain It is 'The Certain' Laugh is available Cry is audiable My work is prefferable Because time is simple.

abhimanyu kumar.s I And Rain

Plan was well Promises were made He did'nt promised I did it later.

I forgot to tell him The meeting and timings But later I did I swear I did.

He covered us in morning I requested his highness He accepted our meeting We accepted the day.

abhimanyu kumar.s Waiting for Wednesday

You may ask You may be curious I may not be so, Wednesday will mark The true happiness of my life.

Waited, waited and noted When wednesday would come? When will such wednesday come? It was gifted Was a boon in my life.

Waiting and waited till wednesday Completely eight months and few days Frequently waited for wednesday Everything happened in couple hours For which I waited couple of ages.

abhimanyu kumar.s Mass Lecture

Where are you man? I love you I miss you Have you read the text? .

How are you son? I know you will do it I want you dear Why don't you speak? .

You should read You should feed me I am hungry Its time for lunch.

Man, how many I should How many lectures at once Which to do, which to not Mass lectures in mass voice.

abhimanyu kumar.s My Wednesday / Last meeting

I remembered study and her Got up at five Day was winter It was raining badly.

Promises were vital today I felt it will get filled I expected our meeting You may know, it happened so.

The moments became special Hearts delighted in love It was indeed crucial Happiest day in my life.

After some long nights Unexpected happened Feelings and touches aroused We sensed each other For the last meeting For my last happiness.

abhimanyu kumar.s Eyes

The eyes are here The pearls are here My love is here Black lines Artificial pencil Your feathers On your marbles Love you jaanu.

I get captured Find myself in it Striking stares Stares I swear It makes me yours When I see your eyes lord I feel that My eyes are not here.

abhimanyu kumar.s I Wanna Be With You

I want you I want to walk with you I want to talk I want to talk to you My heart wants My heart wants your heart.

Will you walk Will you walk with me Will you talk Will you talk to me Your heart wants Your heart wants my heart.

When all is set Why you wanna leave My lady you are mine My dear am always yours.

abhimanyu kumar.s My Soul Mates

I feel my strength Passing with the tense Three souls never leave Will never this person.

My eyes closed, I paint Our hundred of times Too difficult to open my eyes I will paint my eyes with them.

Our beings was too short But happenings, too long I love them all We are one and same at all.

abhimanyu kumar.s Sorry Honey

To be beyond my hands To open up my heart I see you honey In the darkest cage.

I think you feel lonely In the wild patches You are in clutches And you can't escape.

This man of yours Feels sorry for you honey I couldn't keep you in heaven Damn it, I couldn't dear, sorry.

abhimanyu kumar.s Evil Mind

Together they are Together we are Sweet wires on you Bitter results for you.

You never speak to us we never speak to you How much pain you bear We never understand.

You are attractive We take your attraction And spoil you, infact We thrash you both.

abhimanyu kumar.s Wish To Say

Wish to say tonight I miss you jaanu Your voice, the sweetness The depth of your eyes Travelling emotions I feel lonely jaanu.

Wish to say every night I want you dear Your chatting and talks Cares and love The swears and mistakes Making you and I You are with me dear.

Wish to say all time I miss you honey Presence and appearance The mornings and nights Your sense and my feeling I have to say sorry I will say love you honey I will ever love you Will miss you honey.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Farewell To Idiots

Come on, come on Join the party Mingle with our fools A farewell to your bloody rules.

Colourful dressings and settings Personal emotions and conflicts Smiles and cries We miss you, please forget us.

Calling for a presence of masters Insulting them before some idiots Bloody minds and capabilities Fit for nothing, nothing in reality.

Sweet hearts miss you all A farewell to you all Out of all from idiots We respect you with heart.

Deadly talks in walks Greeting and wishes on surface Curse and slaps in depth We know you are ready to fight.

We miss you one and all Name sake our love and all Its a farewell to you fools We mean farewell to idiots Get lost and we begg Never come back.

abhimanyu kumar.s On Department

Lovely time an early step I entered out In department Which meant to depart.

Two barren years I spent From wasteland to eastland From Saxon to Queer theory In a sterile department.

I don't know what I gained I know what I lost Gained an ideal personality Lost my love and friends.

By nature it is a paradise By features a bloody hell Some left a mark in me Some a nasty dust on me.

I look before and after And think for what is not The tressures of delight In way to depart.

abhimanyu kumar.s Part of Art

I a part You a part We a part.

I apart from you You apart from me We apart in ourselves.

A part apart Apart from a art Art a apt which aparts.

I part my art Apart from your part Unite you in my art.

abhimanyu kumar.s My Witches

Witches in a row Please me to bow Teach me to vow Urge me to sow.

Stupids are they Teachers are they Legends are they Witches are they.

I look to doors See barefoot witches Living in group Gambling within themselves.

I am confused of their play Salted within clay Witchcraft go together With their work and play.

My heart comes in flame Whenever I hear their name Such iron bars of cage, remind me The glories of my witches.

abhimanyu kumar.s Lotus, Formation

Second time I entered Unknowingly I entered The lotus formation In a formation by a lotus.

You may very well be aware With my name and knowledge I just couldn't do it there Indeed not even here.

Past is always past But my past always lies in present I was not out years ago I am not out years after too.

Weapons were not with me Words are not in me I am unarmed dear Please break this formation.

abhimanyu kumar.s Better Luck Next Time

A day will come Will you come that day? The day far beyond days A day long like arabian nights.

When will that day come When will I meet you Will you meet me? Or will I meet only day.

I know, that day will come You may also know that Will you be possibly pleased Or will you be probably displaced.

The day will come When you will search me You will search Which you didn't When I was with you.

Far you will go Far your promises That day you will realize Importance of me I will wait for such day.

abhimanyu kumar.s Last Days, Pardon Lost Days

I was ready to start We were curious to move I and we wanted to move Something hit us deeply I was in tears My lord! we were in tears.

Strange things touched us We doubted everything What will happen? Where will life lead us.

All are asked now Memories and golden days We and I in last days How to start the things How to last the things We lost the days But not ourselves.

abhimanyu kumar.s Forgetting You! Nay

I love you dear Today I submit You will remain in me Don't even think at worst That I can forget you Forgetting you! nay

On edge on love You made me new On me in life You took me in care Never will I forget your love Forgetting you! nay never

Love, what a love in you Knowing it's just a part Still to your core you did You had a hope you will Yes, I did I accept Forgetting you! is it possible

Let I be away from you Gone shall the days I am always with you Never ask will I forget Not in your dream too Forgetting you! nay nay never.

abhimanyu kumar.s ' I '

I am a soul Your life force I am the driver Really just a pinpoint of life My throne between my brows Detach from the world around me.

I am a ruler Ruler of all my sense organs In the problems of days Your changing ways I remain as I am, as I am just a peaceful soul.

I feel far away from you Away from the physical world I am beyond your world Beyond from intellect and traits I am peaceful here I am a meta soul.

abhimanyu kumar.s Judgement

Where we are Do you dare to speak Are you natural in here Where is your so called identity We are feeling the feelings Of others not ours We speak for others Not for ourselves Where is our naturalness We are just imitators Imitation, Imitation Silence! I hear the court is in session Can't you smell 'His' way Yes, yes We are experiencing it.

abhimanyu kumar.s You Remain In My Writings

Love is a love And remains always as a love It comes and fades It starts and remains But where?

Love happens and where it is next? We get involved in love We feel our breath in it Still we can't capture it But why?

Deep hearted dew still wet One perfect love But where? but why? Where shall I capture it? How?

Well, She is gone and here I must remain In my words in her Love will remain and grow By poetry and songs I capture you here Right here in my poems As you are a prisoner somewhere.

abhimanyu kumar.s Absurd

So will I live Like a half lizard I should live in With a space of snake.

I must live because I have come, not As a man or a being For all tell to live.

I live not because I should live I live only as One day I have to leave.

Living not for my sake Just living for I am alive.

abhimanyu kumar.s Name It

Bharatha, Hindustan, India! Pure, we-feeling, barren Maathashri you are sacred Maa you are protector Mom go away soon.

Bharatha, Hindustan, India! Love, understanding, materialist Every creature one We are brothers and sisters Leave alone, live alone.

Bharatha, Hindustan, India! Truth, reality, illusion Belief in almighty Life for humanity Only I am living.

Bharatha, Hindustan, India! Mauryas, Moughals, English English Nehru Gujarilal Nanda Lal Bahadhur Shastri Indira Gandhi Sanjeev Gandhi, probably, next H?

abhimanyu kumar.s Tenses

She hits my heart She is tearing up my heart They are demanding my heart I am getting no help.

She has touched my heart They have earned my heart She has been touching my heart They have been waiting for me.

She loved truely She was loving me truely They were loving me too much She had worried a bit They had hoped a lot She had been rolling They had been slipping away always.

She will return a day They may come She might be thinking They will be cursing, I know She would have asked my heart They should have remembered me She might have been testing, yes They would have been waiting still.

These are the twelve tenses Followed by my senses.

abhimanyu kumar.s Our Class

Strange views I found Some are true Many are very curious A bit of eyes with coldness The colors and flavors.

A thought which drives me As how far I have learnt them And to what they have read me I never feel alone as I never feel am different Something they express Many things I do It is my class, pardon It is our class.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Start Which Never Started

From where shall I start The song in which I got into The wave which I followed To the pain which I entered To the pain even in happiness.

From where do I notice Myself in a corner From a corner to core I get a stuff to notice My wounds on soul.

From here and now I say I started it of late Ended it up very early I don't have anything to say As nothing remains to start.

From the way to destiny A wave from shore I board On the lines of my destiny To shower the best From the never best in my life.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Special Appearance

It emerged in my 20's In the morning of spring The sweet voice The clarity in her eyes Here, at this juncture in my life Earth was established for me.

I really don't know why Even how it emerged But fortunately it emerged and developed It developed to the peaks and veins in my body Today when I survey In her absence and presence of my life It grows unspeakable Silently in my life.

However, what I feel the feel is It emerged, developed And have a feel, which wilds It will remain till last ceremony of my life.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Need I Need

For instance, I open my doors Give you reasons for why Why I need you No measure for stances No measure for reasons I be in her stances Working with circumstances.

I halt in dark, with Pursuing the darkness of your light You are a need as the space The space between you and me.

I get cold in summer In the absence of you for Which I need you I ask you for your living The living in my living Compare nothing, for instance The birth of you And death of mine.

abhimanyu kumar.s What Can You Say

What can you say When I say Say of the hunger Which I tend to seek Say of the never ending Which I never wanna end Say I feel the death Death in silence Say about the voice Which choose my nights The ways of dreams and The sand of earth.

What can I say When I rise my songs Brings me corn and water I say to all and you To the mortals and immortals That acknowledge the hands The invisible hands of love Take away the hunger If you wish breath too But for God's sake not your love Not your smile, your care Not the very substance A soul being in you for me.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Pain

Noiseless break of nerves You find many life curves Little you speak but Never you speak it.

Try is what you try To feel free as tree Tree of forest and street Free at one lonely at another.

Expressing it is never done Till the date I swear never Everything happens patiently Indeed happens noiseless.

Blood and breath, life and death Hi and hello, bye and good bye Gets one and becomes two Me and myself

abhimanyu kumar.s A Mystery

Mysterious growth in my lines Deep words drafting over and over Had an impression of poetry Have a will to do it.

Chapters carve a chapter By order replacing new My thoughts over love Most profound pages Imprinted voyages and wave Build my poetry of mystery.

I never knew that I will Become one day A poet of love in love A poet of society for society.

Still am not a recognized one Not as my best Eliot But have faith in almighty That, a day will come when I and my mysterious lines Will strike the heart of one and all.

abhimanyu kumar.s Lines For You

Just a mark of care For the one's of one land The ravishing care Seeming your nature of life.

Something dares my care The ruthless development in you Further your unseen future Avoids the mark in my care.

Your avoidance of roots Matured standard of living Mistakes me for your care. I wish you to return To the rules of nature Your nature to our nature The everlasting feeling of past Indeed true standards of living.

abhimanyu kumar.s What Of My Life

What a hell in my life My luckless love and life Soul with love and cares Banish to run, wait to be undone.

What a heaven in my life My work and tired less profession Mind with work and students Cherish to run, and run to be done.

What a logic in his hands On either which He would display The fountain joys and sorrows Everyday's report with my fate is filled.

What a truth of my life The unknown future and known past Will He frame a concern over me? To protect the what of my life.

abhimanyu kumar.s Where We Are?

The unrest sunshine of land Sunless land, I mean wasteland The imagination and motion Failing in this land of emotions.

Ideal qualities in states Almost perished in tastes The lovely faith in force Turned very neatly in course.

Centuries and ages of life Horrible experiments and tries Lifetime awards and merits Where are our spirits.

Advance and advanced life Merely ruining the meaning Do you sit and think to it Do we have anything left yet.

The progress and modernity Mistaken identity The cycle of birth The chain of bleeding life......... Just think where we are.

abhimanyu kumar.s Beloved King

Good morning masses News for all classes Wheat prices are rised Household products are hiked Birth rate has increased Am happy to convey to you Your death is very near.

Good afternoon masses News for all classes Our weapons have increased Our military forces ready I will protect your family Get a win for me Your death and my growth please.

Good night masses News for all classes We are good at technology All are developed High growth in slums Heavy taxation and debts 2G's and 3G's my partners I want to lead from front.

I assure your health and sanitation I will always be loyal in exploiting you Don't protest over me please Am damn good in killing You all belong to me Democracy is in my dictatorship Good night sweet dreams humma May your soul rest in peace.

abhimanyu kumar.s Broker

Flat and fat creature Nonsense speech a dirt Slowly he moves around To poke matters here and there Giving a sign of intellectual Begging for material gains.

I observed him closely Do respect for his age Realization not a soon one Stately bought the truth out Bloody creature assigned for some Cruel mind for security He assumes as only loyal Loyal to institution and head Fact reveals around is that Pointing one shows four for himself.

abhimanyu kumar.s Death By Dream

How to sleep when You dream of your death Sleeping will be meaningless Certainly death with meaning.

Better you find a love Get to her arms and heart Make sure that love be with you I bet you will get a sleep.

Dream of her and dream The death in her arms However the death is certain Then why not in her arms itself?

I don't say it is the only way But it is the only way for me As I dream of only her Not being with her in reality.

Atleast want to get her in dreams And dream death for for once with her Dear it is difficult to find a love But pursuing and not having is worst.

abhimanyu kumar.s Endless Words

The earth stops and Sky bows at a point When your memories come before me Our meetings and departs Delighted hearts and loneliness Just my soul wants to be In your arms and eyes.

I want to get the sight of Your depth ground wings Sometime, somewhile, awhile Without you, dear I swear Beats don't beat in heart Without you......without you Just a living in a not living.

abhimanyu kumar.s What Does A Man Need

There is a fight for everything Fight and desire for power Fight for rights Fight for equality Fight for love Fight, fight, fight!

We fight to get something We fight to apart from the same thing Some Leaders fight to unite Some leaders fight to divide All are fighting for themselves.

Who is concerned for all such rights Go and see in slums Go and experience the poverty in them Just ask them what they need Ask them whether they desire The comforts and gold The power or shares Or the desire for golden plates and beds.

What I say is for what We are fighting which is not permanent What a layman or any man needs ah! Two meals a day A garment to cover strip A roof to live Finally six feet of land to leave.

abhimanyu kumar.s Time To Dance

Freedom we gained brave leaders who tamed Under endless land and sand A dream of patriots and parrots Was valorous and victorious.

Today at this juncture What have we preserved Nothing indeed nothing Not the sweat and blood Not even unity and faith At last not even our identity.

What we have is The hatred among ourselves The life erasing past Needless war and power Power in hands of traitors Why man has lost in his victory No answer to be detected We are fit to dance Come lets dance for our victory Victory of death in all.

abhimanyu kumar.s An Urge

Today I declare the things Once of her with me for me Is not mine but with me The frozen fire love of her Today heats my heart and mind Still I will love her for myself For her love of once in one's life.

I hear the drizzling in my love Wet me in melting my love Though am strong enough to hold The memories and picture of her Sometimes I feel exhausted Exhausted with her moving away Moving away from me and once love.

abhimanyu kumar.s Birth Love

My love is like a birth Happens once, once for a soul Cute face and tiny structure Loved by all as a child Even I got the care and love All the joys and happiness on earth But only for somewhile and sometime As a man passes his infancy and gets adult.

All I know is my love remains in me As an infant child of innocence As the essence and childhood memories It comes before me when I think Think of myself with them and her.

Going with Keat's and his dogma Beauty is truth, truth beauty Love is birth, birth love This is all you know about birth This is what you need to know of love.

abhimanyu kumar.s In You For Me

I will be in you, for you Till I be in you, for me You remember me for me as I forget myself in you You love me till I love you As I love you till you love me Love me as a part of you As I love you as only part in my life You breath in for you as I breath in for you in me You live in you as I live in you You feel life and breath in you As I live for my untimely death.

abhimanyu kumar.s Death By Grace

Past was a gift to be alive But to be now is a very hell By secondary means of pursuit The visible animal activities and all All are framing under death.

The shines and flowers Dream land and hard toil Peaceful sleep and joy Mocks the life of present Were no rest rests.

The round ocean and pure air Sparkling lives and peaceful mind A life of past in a grace Everything gold for a touch Now remains old and old in new.

A passion for work and deeds Graceful bliss and solemn images All were pleasures and treasures Everywhere the love and kindness Now it's the emptiness in a living corpse.

Much said of the past Present, what to say and hear All remains barren in all All the lives are a curse We need a death and only death A death which is a grace.

abhimanyu kumar.s An Appeal

Wrought with the colour Day by day, absurd chain Change to the at most best In all features and nature I see the change as a change In living and being for change.

At the height of evolution In all forms of life You have surrendered all Your self respect, identity Moreover soul of purity too Which never belongs to you.

Wherever I see around me I feel what life is And why such life for you Where you live meaningless Imitating all which is not yours Indeed living in light under dark.

When I go with such queries All are ready to question But no one ready to answer They say we are born We have all rights to change Why do you indulge in our life.

Those fools don't understand me You don't even hear my words I stress to this extent Because when I compare Our past and present. I Feel our living is not a living.

abhimanyu kumar.s Who Is Alive?

Remember who we are We are the dead men With black horizontal breath Rolling on life in pressures of crime.

Remember who we are We are the murderers With weight of cultural deaths Destructing all norms of life.

Remember who we are We are the dead mask men With blood of kith and kin Roaring on our ancestors peace.

Remember who we are We are the sinners of life With perishing the values and morals Living in submerged blood of almighty.

abhimanyu kumar.s Death, Death And Death

I see the death everyday Death in relations Death in religion and faith Death of man in man Everyday, everywhere, every moment Death, death and death.

I experience the death around me Millions and billions of ceremonies The smoke on maps of mankind Death in temple and streets Death in clubs and parties Death, death and death.

I foresee the death of humanity Harassment, discrimination and hatred Death in purity and sacredness Death in broken mirrors and home Death in king, death in masses Death, death and death.

abhimanyu kumar.s Lovers Of Blood

Shut the door my lord! Shut the door of birth Shut the very door of mankind.

I discovered the pace of human steps All over the body and blood A thirst for hollows of weeping A sobbing of distant blood A black tenderness of progress.

I hear the sinking legends The past glory in heaven A mystery of lightening and birth The green garment and beings And a long moon like a major air.

Steps which I feel in Are the riders on mankind Ghostly seeking even deadmen's bones Foot stepping on the honorable past Again and again on the mourning ashes.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Captive Wing

Never before I imagined Pushed down and removed Suddenly it raised in my actions Pushing slowly and silently Ask the missing owls and dark nights How I get dumb departed From such mysterious elements of love.

Few cracks and sparks With rocket speed pierce and Form a substance in my distance Far it goes in her proceedings Ceiling my imagination over searches Perceptions and distress treatments All at a naked eye and life.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Lonely Heart

To the moment I can write In presence of my breath With evidence of my veins strength That I feel lonely on earth Under the roof of almighty I miss her to the extent The very extent of my existence.

How to express this moment Were I am hungry for her I feel a pain in my heart It seems to shatter my nerves I want her in this moment In this painful moment of tranquility But she is far as I am.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Silent Wave

Silver coins beside the origin The eyes of pearls in margin Wearisome looks over me Originated a margin we.

Petals of pink on brightness The sweetness in darkness Wholesome wave of her explosion Stopped at once after our inclusion.

Image of pointed silence A breath's pointed violence Never the easy of air in me Washing helpless changes in me.

Unarmed war of her Beyond the scraps of our love I am empty in this world Splitting empty in emptiness.

abhimanyu kumar.s Of Need

I guess the heaven is closed For when i gaze out through windows I find a ghost dealer Composed with hell rhymes and rhythms With sure for a needless heaven At a sure of expected rhymes Man has absurd efforts for progress The progress in sins and fouls.

I see the dealer is observing The matches and patches drowning Goal of soonest for progress Man is departing from the center My guess becomes for sure When i don't find man, for man Where I find empty claw of objects With the savage theory of man.

abhimanyu kumar.s On Dream

If you have a dream You gonna protect it It is never easy to do it But still you have to mold it.

Living in a competitive world Choosing the physical world You have to stay in it You ought to be away from it.

Never go depressed if you can't As world is wide as your life short You gonna try for it Try to the best for it.

Suppose your dream is lost Never you lose at it's cost Till you live you try If not never cry for it.

life is a life As all live and leave You live and lead The dream and dream.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Way Of Memory

Concerning the smile of her I form my senses in her Though she is away from me I sense her with all memories Never I miss my love Never the happiness she gave I pause on every charm Every moment spent with her And raise my arms lightly To capture her in me tightly No longer than her eyes I see my life in it What a presence of her Makes everything a pride How to say of her beauty Goddesses! yes, my goddesses.

abhimanyu kumar.s On Living

My dear brothers and fellows What are you doing of you What's between you and I The secure border of present and past We are living in one land Above the death on black You fit to seem too under Where I live on your living.

I am no special than you Still I am odd from you You change, become strange I change which I never want Come let's come to a point Where shall we sit on or in? Being on you ought to return Being in you are well very in.

abhimanyu kumar.s An Account

I am alone, I wait Under my hairs of heir For to make a decision Should I move right or left Left to the ardor of hope Right to the weeping hollows Parallel or vertical in circle I am caught in a oval plane.

My watch is slow, I see Around my land and people I think to move from all To the edge of death I wish my time and clock Be stolen and said My child it's time up Come, I am waiting for you.

abhimanyu kumar.s A Request

As a man from nowhere I speak on behalf of myself I wish to see the truth The truth in all ways I don't say, what I say Is the only truth of man It is just a request A request to return Return from this brutal development.

A land is waiting for us The land which we can establish Imagine, the love and birds The freshness and we-feeling Think of the greens and water Where all wish to say something Something of lord and everything of them.

As a person like you I feel to express all this Which few may think But am sure others will blink What I wish may be too foolish But in fact no one is wise.

abhimanyu kumar.s On Death

Today I want to touch The most mysterious and relentless About the inevitable truth of man I mean about death.

Does death mean the end or Does it merely open another life You may say what I say To you is absurd and phony I question you but why?

When you can wish Wish of becoming a president or Wish of getting a first rank or Wish to see Sachin's ton ton Or many and many other wishes Which you may or may not attain.

Then how can you neglect A truth which is 'The Certain' The things which you wish Are the uncertainties of life The only certainty is in death.

A death which is so true But still we fear of it.

Death is an art And a man who acknowledges this Is the one who lives in true sense See the death before you live And live before you leave Because death is a chance.

abhimanyu kumar.s Of Death

What does a death consist And who are the one who insist It has air, water and life A child, children and wife.

Death appears before you think Forcing you to accept another body But what exactly happens is Life is detached from the unreal things.

Death returns your balances Eventually burns the desires Death makes you walk and run When you are on a sleep.

Death has the living A living before it arrives So, what does it consist It consists body, flesh and few years.

abhimanyu kumar.s Journey Of A Bard / Poem 1 Hundred

I started my journey on a road Titled 'Road To End' From the very start of my writings Many writers have been glaring my consciousness To be frank, I got immersed Love and concern for literature It happened so, because of few Me, my brother and 'TheWasteland' Yes, I was dint by Eliot My start was with a road A road led with no end I believe.

For few days and months later Fortunately I emerged as an satirist And I penned few against my teachers Then came my land 'East Land' A poem intertwine of 'The Wasteland' I appeared as a critic.

A day I noticed when My themes and motifs increased I mean a new theme ' love ' I got captivated by a beauty Many lines and poems were drawn Chapter21: An Aftermath and so on For months and days together My poetry dealt with love A love of happiness and joy I found myself as a love poet Two souls by and large John Keats and brother Pablo Invoked the spirit of love The feelings and delight Brother Pablo in particular I say Rigged my barren heart into love By days and between nights Bloomed my love songs.

Under the wide truth I got inspired by Dryden and Arnold I left a series of lines On society, of literature and time Many individuals were in prey I criticized them at my best.

The critical ship of my life Invaded when there was a despair Despair in love and care An anthology of my feelings I mean my loneliness and I Were brought under the dark The deep dark part of my life My letters and words touched My emotions to the naked truths I got addicted to loneliness And obviously my songs of despair Were revolving in and out.

After receiving all pains and stones My heart stood erect for something I was driven into metaphysics A world established in me by Tagore, Aurobindo, Emerson and others All together gave a new life I found my happiness regained Totally absorbed into spirituality The wholesome physical beyond The meta forces ruled my nerves As a person in disappointment Appointments were at large All time truth and chastity I acknowledged after a long time.

The liberal law I have learn t Is not worry of past, but Bring the past in my present Bring all memories and worries And install between myself and the force All the pains and strains That of love and despair Were and are gradually declining I am no worried of anything And today I submit the truth That everything is controlled All is in fact molded bold Bold feelings and loneliness Everything is set with poetry And I can assure that Till the day I write Till the day my lines go I will never mind of worries I will get out of all miseries As I bring the words The words which takes out Takes whole living of myself.

Nowadays, I am on a new theme I mean theme of death Which is weaving a thread of my life A thread which is so strong Considering life and death as one.

This is a journey I started In between many up's and downs Traveling many subjects and people Still I go and go on I go and be in, in lines As my journey says, Live as a bard and die as a bard.

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