User:Barrett-Elise

My name.. doesn't matter. I have no name. I have no face. Only my soul. I'm at war with myself- being a believer of God and, not having the power to stop self indulging on wine and smoke. The reason this is such a battle for me is because I am TERRIBLY eager to give everything that is IN me back to God, the Universe. I love all that Is so dearly. My story is not important. Just know this- I'm 22 years old. I'm a female. And I'm doing all I can to live every moment in reality. The reality that we are unaware of. Not the reality of our five senses. Smell, taste, sight, to hear, and- to feel. The reality of this magnificent spiritual realm we are too blind to see. I love God and all that he has created. I am a sinner full of love and compassion for us beings. Tears roll down my cheeks at the thought of what some don't understand. Angry men and women who cant see the magic in the universe and all of it's unity. And here I am... with the knowledge of my capability and potential in this life- yet no action taken to step forward. So who is more at fault? He, the angry, malicious man with no knowledge of his significance... Or I? Standing upright in faith, hope, and grace (not always) with sinners because I am simply too dependent to give up my necesseties. I am.