User:Bela.Shakty

On the Nature of Instinct, Love, Lust, Infatuation and Obsession

Let me start by stating that these subjects have not been of my interest nor concern for the past several years. Although since after 7 blissful years of being content, peaceful and "single" I have all of a sudden been left in awe as I suddenly felt this deep strong, almost unearthly connection to a man who has been around me for a good year. Yet I have not seen him in a least romantic way up to one day when all of a sudden, just like in a children's fairytale I got hit by sagittarius' arrow! How in the world do you just suddenly start being so attracted to someone that you haven't seen in that light at all? And not any attraction, but over the length of 2 months...my heart is ordering me to be with him, to continue this craziness I've gotten myself into...(note: since Cupids night I haven't had a choice otherwise!) to take this crazy chance although I'm not sure whether or not it's possible for me and him (US...) to be a couple in the long run. Reasons for this will be explained at a later time...