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 WHO AM I <\B>  Many person did not know about themselves. actually this is most difficult things to understand your own self.so that many scholar, philosopher and scientist said that you can find yourself you can find this world same way those who can the control his self, he can control the whole world. same way Rev. Sun Myung Moon said that before domination the universe dominating your own self. so most difficult task to identify yourself.

in year 2005, April 16, I got the best way to identify myself,I am searching for that for long time but I got the way to find out. I do not said it is true for everyone but for me it is the best way that I can able to identify my self and control myself in this way. first this touch in my heart that we are not belong to our own self. we are belong to other and other belong to us. like man belong to woman and woman belong to man. than whom I belong. Actually I belong to God. he is the creator of this universe and all mankind. so our main concern here is before identifying yourself we need to identify God, what kind of being is God. if God is the parent than we are the children of God. that identity is the absolute identity which is never broke and never lost for eternity.

To find this I have great opportunity to visit in south Korea, Thailand, Philippines, India and Sri Lanka among all this nation I try to find out the existence of God, where ever I am but my main concern is if there is God so I can able to meet him. Korea is nation of blessing, Korea bless a lot. Philippines is the one of christen nation in Asia. Thailand nation is one of most powerful nation of Buddhism. India the nation of incredible where the new religion rise. Sri Lanka is the nation where people believe in philosophy.

I am the Global citizen and Son of God

120 Day in the philippines
Dear Leaders and Respected Brothers and sisters,  I am so glad and happy to be part of this 120 day Educational workshop, this workshop not desire of our Continental Director Dr.youg, This is the will and desire of the God and True parents. Our Continental Director is the only the mediator of God and True parents will. So, I am hearty Gratitude to our Beloved heavenly father and Victorious True parent, Dr.youg waiting for long year to select the Director of this 120 day workshop, he is no other than our Lovely, Kind and Hearty Elder Brother Rev. Amberto Angulucci, he is the one who guide us as parent many time we did mistake, he have such heart forgive, love and unite. <\P>

 Actually our workshop Director is not the pasture type person but he shows us the real pasture. When I see him, I think great pasture in front of me, so that I cannot share my feeling personally. In reality I don’t want to be pasture, before I hate the pasture but during this workshop, I feel I must become embodiment of the true parent, so we practise true parent’s lifestyle from the morning to whole day until the end. Prayer every time when you start and end any task. This you do every day not one day than this become your habit.[yes] now I tell you this is life as pasture or not? No doubt this is life of great pasture so that my feeling that no matter if you like or not, you are predestines to become a pasture. I remember our co-ordinator koya Edgar say to us he do not like to be leader but her movement, you are predestine to become leader whether you want or you do not want.

This Nation Philippine is the 2nd Daughter nation in God providence as the Christian nation. I truly feel this nation God’s Blessed Nation. When I saw during Holy Spirit healing and prayer time, they cry, cry and cry to feel the God’s painful heart. I am not so much deep connection in God’s heart. As Hindu religion back ground, we think that God is almighty, all powerful and who live in the Heaven as the master but we are simple person only miserable person as servant. That why we never feel that God is our Father. That real experience in here Philippines that God is your own eternal parent because of Pilipino brothers & sisters’ devotion .From that moment I change 100% negative mind set of Pilipino. I am so struggling to fellow the daily schedules, eventually I realize this is the only way to purify our heart, fallen nature, our negative mind, soul no other way. Every day if you think about God and reading God’s word than there is place to enter the Satan. I remember every time Director of TOPP Ate sheiry guidance about this. She say “ you are so busy, you do not have personal time, weak up early morning and whole day hard work and go to sleep late, so you immediately sleep, so no more Chapter 2 Problem Aju!!” I deeply realize this truly no time to think negative. Always be positive only because of 120 day workshop.

This is my 1st time in Philippine and 1st time we went fundraising in southern Luzon. We did the same style father did in America. We did dropping fundraising, every dropping we got new hope, new spirit. Some time result in one drop very low but another drop within few minute big fundraising only meet good person, so that no need to worry if we have no result in one and two drop. Never give up, Do not loss hope make us every time full of spirit because of that I am become the best fundraiser in my team. If you do not want to become the lecture but here you automatically become the lecture why? When you learn father’s work then you must share to other to save their life. When you share you automatically become the lecturer. You have no authority to lecture; many times I used my own word than father word. I am the best in my team, during group competition I fail because I used my own word, that is my deep realization that you must speak what father say A~Z as the beginner that is suggestion from Dr.yong also. So that I determined that I must study again and again before give lecture. Mastering in the content is the way to become God centre lecture this is the true parent’s desire. I promise to study accurate father word.

During workshop we have so many activities, most many brothers and sisters struggle to offer full bow condition because every cycle our full blow increase and increase final 40 day we have 400 full bow everyday many of struggle but I am not. Because I have deep experience in full blow.one day we do whole day Tongil mo do, so that my body, joint all cracking, I can’t sleep well also but when I wake up the morning and offer the full bow condition my all pain gone. That is the real. so, that every day I got new power in myself when I did full bow. Than after I offer 700 full blow for 3 day condition.

Finally, I realize that only thought our offering, I can feel the God’s love. Many time I struggle that many people say I hear the God voice but why I not? Then, I got the real answer this workshop, though hoon duk hae we can receive the God’s love. That’s why God and True parent give the award of Best model participants of the 1st Batch 120 day Workshop… Kamsahamnida.

Sincerely Birendra Shrestha Nepal