User:Crookez/sandbox

Life is full of choises, I just happen to make all of the wrong ones

Possibly the unfunniest person on this planet. Definetly don't talk to him if you see him in the halls he looks weird, probably is depressed or something, I mean look at him he never smiles. But do talk behind his back, that's what everyone else is doing. He has that one weird friend who is separable from the crowd, you know the one that is kinda akward but also kinda funny. Kinda mysterious guy, am I right?

The teachers know he isn't doing good in school and his grades are dropping like the bombs during WW II, other people don't really know about his grades, his father thinks that he is top of the class (They never talk about grades), mother knows his grades aren't doing good but doesn't know what's wrong, maybe motivation loss. He himself knows what is wrong. The rumor says he has left multiple signs about his mental state to his teachers, they are professionals they should notice, right? Maybe they know but why would they say anthing about it, it would be just one more thing that they would have to deal with after all they aren't paid enough to tolerate that, so it's much easier to stay quiet than deal with some random kid's drama.

27/10/19
Favorite past time is procrastinating mainly by playing videogames or watching youtube videos. It 's pretty fun to waste your time I suppose. I have lived on this planet for almost 20 years now and I wonder if I have actually wasted my time I mean how would you even define wasting time. You could say doing nothing is a waste of time but is it? Isn't sleeping a waste of time, after all you aren' t doing anything, wrong. While sleeping you are resting and breathing so you are doing something. Only way of doing nothing is by being dead, but then you have no time to waste.

What really is the meaning of life? What really is meaningful? 9/11 terror attacks were pretty meaningful, the assasinations of the US presidents also hit the headlines around the world. Scientists, engineers, builders, doctors, police all have meaniningful jobs without them we wouldn't be where we are today. But is it really meaningful. If our whole solar system would be swallowed by the sun which the explodes making our solar system disappear completely would that be meaningful? Maybe in the next few hundred years maybe thousand years somewhere in the Milky Way galaxy some intelligent organism detects a higher level of energy where our solar system is today. Would they think it was a loss of a meaningful group of 7,6 billion people or rather just another star that just gave up. If the entire space collapsed and destroyed it's contents would it be meaningful, after all there wouldn't be anyone left to admire the chaos. We humans are just a pile of carbon, hydrogen, oxygen and nitrogen with electrons here and there. Our body is made of molecules which work together to make us work, you get a dangerous pathogen and it alters some of your bodies molecules putting your body out of balance and kills you. Bottom line is that we are so insignificant to this world that it really doesn't matter what you do, so keep doing you.

Is anything of value? I think being able to do anything is of value.