User:Deshdeep.saxena

The title, House no-204 seems strange. It seems like a detective novel that insinuates something enigmatic or romantic or thrilling or exotic or anything for that matter which causes a visceral sensation, Nonetheless this subject gives an idea that anything, that is in question will be hovering around it in some or the other way projecting something in the purview of house no-204, may be something cryptic can be deciphered in the number 204 which will help to unveil the secret while  anticlimax turning in to climax,  when you will be hooked to it and you will  have no option left other than just to go on and on as to slake the “intellectual” or the “curious” with in you and you want to book the culprit in the end of the novel; Though nothing of that sort is intended here, this title gives some hazy description of the motive invested or divested or invented whatsoever is perceived from the laymen perspective, devises some means to unlock the claustrophobic victim in order to throw some light, in order to be enlightened, in order to be free from the chains of bizarre uncertainty, in order to narrate the story of life. Someone might attribute this to be chaotic or fussy about something that is trivial but I am going to substantiate that, instead of being so meaningless’ so stereotype ,life can be so much interesting sometimes when seen from the rainbow of rising hopes, dreams and desires flying high in the sky of unending expanse. In the coming paragraphs you would be able to associate some meaning with the legacy of house no-204. It was an intentional digression, desired distraction and sought deviation before explaining the stature of 204. Why the title is like that? Am I going to talk about architecture of a house or I am going to talk how house no-204 is related to me. House no-204 is a place which gave me the inspiration to write this story. This is the story of four lives in connection with house no-204. Though the house is also made up of brick and mortar, it has Deep emotional value. “Friendship” word you might find a bit clichéd over here but this is something ( you can insert a word like prominent or something else) in the foundation of this house. But I decided to call it house no-204 because I can see the things falling apart now. The transformation is transpiring this inevitable change that is now occupying 204. The change is out of monotony, the change because of aspirations and ambitions. Life is episodic in nature. Some episode you want to forget for the good and some episode you keep in the precious repository of your memories. You understand how it feels when you don’t compromise, when you start making use of your volition. You experience the subtle nuances of life and its ploys. You come across the situations you can’t bypass and you also get to now how to face such instances. You want to think but your thinking is encapsulated by the shell of society where you find it hard to break it. But one day when your patience yields, when your individuality sees it’s visage in the mirror of reality, you become a rebel, you disown everything and discard all fallacies which were crippling you and coercing you to live like an indenture. This I call orgasm; the orgasm of mind, your fluids start flowing incessantly, you realize that flowing is their very inherent nature, you accept your existence in the form you ever wanted; and you want to be on this pinnacle till oxygen lasts in the atmosphere. You feel a kind of nascent-ness in yourself as if you have incarnated, as if you have scraped all the scales from your body like snake and you acquire a different form, a shape rich with essence; the essence of reason; the essence of life. This realization is no lesser than the big bang. This is an implosion of soul unto itself, permeation of consciousness in you. You know that your primogeniture is to live your life in your own way, no matter it is condemned by others; no matter it does not fall in the purview of societal panorama. You meet people with humble roots and the same time you meet people who have shit on their wheels. Keep adding feathers in the crown of your wisdom and it is all up to you whether you make use of it intrusively, constructively or destructively. You encounter different phases, you learn something, you disown something and after every phase you analyze upon lost and found, profit and loss incurred in your balance sheet. So this is the phase portrayed through the canvass of four lives with different hues and tints, conflating them together begetting a real picture of life and its vicissitudes. This is a sojourn that will take you to a world where everything seems to have evolved from the choice of a conscious mind. On the other hand you will experience that how imbecile is your will that supresses your character; the character that wants to be free from all the chains. Different lives interconnected different aspirations intermingled, different ambitions conjugal. On the first place this should not be entirely considered as maladroit fiction because every fictional work is a deprecated and distorted projection of reality so we can't fictionise something which does not exist; which does not find a meaning in this cosmos. This is a place which has brought many people together and nurtured lot of relationships. This is house no-204. And I am Sahil, the narrator of the story, one among the four habitants of 204.