User:Draco vamplord

Having a friend that doesn't exist In my life of giving i experience a lot of things and when i was born in this world my Mom gave me gift in Christmas eve and it was a stuff toy. I really love it and no matter what happens we will be always together. I used to say that when i was alone in my room and doing nothing i hug my stuff toy and i don't treat him as a toy that i just throw it and lost it, It was a great experience on my life. My Mother told me when she supposed to wash my stuff toy i watch her and i observe how she treat my toy and by the way my stuff toys name is Ernest Because my name is Kyle Ernest and when she's done washing Ernest i take a chair and watch my buddy and wait for him to dry. Ernest was like my Brother, Best friend. Every school activity every family bonding i always carry my friend and one time we travel to Cagayan De Oro we were inside the plane and the plane just landed and i was so excited to get out i accidentally drop Ernest and the planes engine was still running i ran out side the plane just to get him and the pilots was shocked and they rush out and get me. surprisingly i got my buddy back. My Ernest was every thing to me and i do any thing just to keep him safe and sound. I never cared about school and Girls. And when i grew up i changed. I used to carry Ernest around me and now i just throw him any where and i really don't care whats happening to him but he opened my eyes to see whats the real world looks like, And i think how can i fit in this world with put him because my world and Ernest world is the same and once iv'e entered theres no go backs. I tried hard to forget about him and focus how to deal with this situation. I don't have any friends and no Girls but by the time i tried to talk to girls and know them better i just felt bad because every women has there men and i'm ashamed by myself. And i felt bad with myself and i imagine, Times me and Ernest was playing games other boys chases girls and by that time i can't find my Love. It's just like i'm the only kid in school. Having no Girls i know and having a girl friend. It was a really big problem with me. One day i tried to talk to girls and it went well and sometime's Fails. Chasing Girls was hard for me and i feel more comfortable being with my friend that doesn't have a bad attitude like Girls and just imagine Every day in school talking about bondings, Girls, Sex and other stuff that i don't KNOW. I can't fit on any stuff but i can be treated as a friend by Ernest. At school they talks about this Girl and they were talking about having a Girl friend and i was sitting beside them eating, and they called me Hey Kyle how many Girlfriends do you have? And i was speechless. Knowing how can i answer this question? And i think fast and i response "NONE,Because i'm single But deadly" and we laugh and it was a good excuse. As days past... I tried to talk to girls recently but i didn't expect it that much problem on my life that Girls hated me because i acted like a kid and a fag. But when i was in my room thinking that talking to Ernest is much easier than talking to Girls because he doesn't judge me and he respects who i am.