User:Eponadreams

Eponadreams, a seeker of all mythology, art history, all up to date hep facts and cures, what is on horizon non FDA approved and FDA approved. horses, ptsd dogs. languages, french, Latin, Gaelic.

i am an artist. a writer. a poet. all myths and non welcome it is research.

love animals all, i have crippling ptsd panic. add to this hep c chronic stage 4. miracles happen. had a tumor caused by serzone. when i went for specialized treatment 4 years ago i was told i would die. i prepared myself. not my family. in retrospect i see harm that can never be undone. i had cancer, the tumor of serzone caused sandwiched in the tumor. it was moving fast and lapped a quarter size i am told. if husband had not made me go i would be dead. family got me help. yes i lost my mind, after three years i am functioning yet the panic and ptsd wake me still. my root trauma a mother if one could call her that. eventually i will need transplant. sister has typo-ed my liver to hers. pray that day never comes.

what happened to Nnlanta pharmacological break through med breaking news of the drug that was touted on TV, then it disappeared. wish anyone to update help me locate this company. had it saved and then lost when i receive new computer. eyes and teeth took hit with chemo, rather lost hair than sight and teeth. yet i do not question.

mythology goes along with love of art history as i am primarily a fantasy artist. i share much of my work as a healing for me as well as others who see and like or not like.

i had horses all my life, so they are prominent in art. learning to wear dentures is a short story i have written. funny. for at three weeks after suicide was becoming option. then i remember how when a horse must have new bit, one must adjust for horse, for they gag and hurt just like dentures. all who have experienced this prosthetic i did not realize, please share. it has now been almost two months. i am so healthy forgot how good it felt to be alive. yes chemo was easier. so share please...

would love to hear from people how ptsd dogs have helped. i live in Colorado. where what when. family is helping, my job to find. please let me know this info good or bad. desperate to have my life back. if this dog as i read the many sites is all good. where in Colorado springs Colorado is a support system for these animals. i believe in shelter dogs, for they know they would not have a life. they are so happy to have safe home. have also read of pound ptsd dogs. can someone steer me in direction. yes i am disabled, so i wish to know if these dogs are accepted. i have diagnosis and paperwork aplenty. i rent again share how this works for one who rents. how i wish to reclaim my life. see these dogs as better than anti anxiety med. since trying to ween off with doc, then where i live is double trouble neighborhood. was not like this. no one understands it seems except for husband who has learned how to control his. only thing that has worked the best was e.m.d.r. training. please share, i am missing my grans, 3 all close to me. yet i cannot drive when panic or ptsd hits. i want to get a life again. so i repeat this in hopes that someone knows pros and cons.

i love all languages, four years of Latin, much lost for my disease. i know this to shall pass and come back. share with me how you did this or not or are desperately trying to remember what was lost...guess this is enough of many questions. all i ask is direction in wikipedia. i find that most of the info is correct and accurate. that is i Janet or Eponadreams