User:Fahad Idris/sandbox

I'm afraid to sleep! I am afraid to sleep cause I know I will cry and will get held with nightmares and when I wake up tears will flow from my eyes, I think that I see a dream but then my mum tells me if i cried? This is my true story! And when we broke up, I told her I know you have fallen for someone else, she replied you need to believe I don’t love anyone. Still I was saying the same thing to her. Then a guy tells me that she loves somebody. I died a little inside; I got angry and cursed every single moment. Every time I was awake from my sleep, tears would flow from my eyes. I thought I was seeing' a dream but then my mother would notice and ask me why I was crying? I used to go to school and pretending to be the happiest guy ever. I was getting' ''Bold text' ' lonely after school, there was nobody at home. And I used to be scared of the nights, because of those nightmares.I used to kept those pictures at my heart cause I wanted to feel her breathe, and when I fall asleep nightmares were waiting for me, and I used to see my death in them. But that guy has changed. I have grown up from my wounds. I am a new me, now.