User:Goddess Velvet/sandbox

Alas I noticed that there was a time that the you write that the styles had a sado masochistic air about them as stated by your columnist in Vogue, alas that may have been the same time that I was involved with such a theme myself. Being as during my time while living in Manhattan NY, being such a sweet nieve young woman I became totally ensconsed in a world of S&M and the total world around that genre and met Cyril Kuhn. Of course being as innocent as I was I was quite shaken to my very roots as I had no idea that this attitude even existed at all which was why many of the more evolved people around me found my innocence refreshing. Though at the same time I was shaken to my very roots being so innocent about life and its truths regarding the entire genre of S&M.

However with the help of Cyril Kuhn from Vogue Magazine he opened my eyes to S&M until they were wide open and I am now seeking him as we became very dear friends. Sadly due to his ill health and the very fact if it weren't for the strengh S&M gave him he would not have been able to endure the pain associated with his very serious back surgery he had to have with no anesthetics what so ever as he had to be totally awake during the operation but due to his internal strength was able to have the surgery without any pain killers and spoke to me during the entire operation via the phone in France or Germany from Vogue as I cannot recall where the surgery took place but I do know he did completely recover as I stayed on the phone with him during the entire operation due to my love for him as my dearest of friends.

However I then became quite ill myself and had to return to Canada where my medical condition was covered and had to deal with crippling multiple sclerosis, but did indeed recover completely and am walking again but lost touch with Cyril and want more than anything else to find my beloved friend hence I plead of you to please help me find him via the help of this story and re connect us anyone please and have him write to me at sheer.goddess@gmail.com as I miss him intensely. Velvet aka Christina Wells Devine