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... and miles to go before I sleep ...

I recall watching a movie about sleeper cells, where this poem was used as the trigger. Anybody else remember it?

Well never mind then.

One of my favorites ...

Return to the earth now if your mind is troubled and your heart uncertain.

For it is by returning to the beginning ...

That we can clearly see THE WAY.

Supposedly a teaching of Buddha.

And.

Within the province of the mind ... john lily, center of cyclone

'the WAY' is 'the VOID'

FROM Musashi 'GO RIN NO SHU'

That's all folks!

Didn't really mean it's the end ...

Well one never knows.

I've come to believe that a true samurai...

is able to and dictate where and when he dies.

The caveat is that he can not share that with anyone ...

Especially those he cherishes the most.

But those who know him well ...

will be able to tell.

He/she (the TRUE SAMURAI) will drop hints.

The verocity of the above is

'within the limits to be found experientially or experimentally'.

The above is from Center of the Cyclone, John Lily

8-22-16 BITS 31st b-day. (She's that old?!?)

I am having a hard time understanding Kuroshitsuji!

Perhaps because I never went to eaasl. (English as a second language.)

HELP!!!!

IT becomes obvious to me that this may be my auto-biography. That's a strange word when I think of it.

WTF does auto mean? Auto-mobile, auto-matic. Let's look it up. Yes Virginia, everything you could possibly learn in school is on the internet.

Auto means ... ???

I was a grad student in psych ... my room mate was a clinical psych grad student. I studied hypnosis under michael j diamond at uh manoa. Along with Judy Gregory, Clarence Steadmon, et al. Someone, l don't remember who, told me people go into psych to find out if they are crazy. Most quit they find out it's all right to be crazy. Others, get their phd because they never settle the issue.

That's what I believed for a number of years. I am 69 now and believe that I am in my last year. I've been working since I was 16. The thought of retiring scares the shit out of me. I don't know how else to live. I guess we'll find out on the eve of my 70th bday. I want to die at home, by myself.

Tehani my Mo'o was born in the year of the snake ... same as my Dad. Oh, modota ka?

Wonder if Tehani is the reincarnation of my Dad?

Read Lee Cataluna's column from Star-Advertiser 11-15-16

I emailed her a big mahalo for the column.

Privately I wonder if my sciizo behavior is a reaction to the transplant. My psyche has rejected the transplant.

Well I am 04:28 into my 70th year. Wonder were I can borrow time?