User:Hilarleo/Logos "Hilarleo"/"Hilarleo" the Handle

= Logos "Hilarleo" =

A Catholic succession kinda thing...
This 'Leo' has nothing of the stars; my parentage is not Pagan, astrologer or pantheist

but sheltered under the controlling psychic power of bloody Euro-paternalism.

(#1) The name HILARLEO is a homophone pun

"H i l a r i o" is near enough

Latin rooted name "Cheerful, happy"

My nom de lettre hilarleo to some suggests a crute romantic item {Hillary + Leo}

but consider a contraction of two Papal lineages.

(#1) The name "H i l a r i o" is near uncommon enough

to assert it unique in many 'American' situations

yet it's the most common form of the 'light-hearted' Latin name Hilarius,

as Saint makes an even rarer religious patron

as life endangered by Levity in American lives.

But Pope Hilarius comes later

he's successor and the protegé of Pater

(lineage #2) St. Leo the Great.

Among murderous popes

the Leos rank alone in numerical order for mendacity-

from the first, #1-'The Saint'- -

hallow the way to #13 ... a snake-

worst of Leos in a lineage of un-christ-like livez.

This is the star I've foundered on.


 * Golden Black, a handsome son


 * in his civils lights gone



Pope St. Leo I, 'The Great'


 * Physically favoring this image of the latter man-


 * a small pustule off Golem


 * on an over-educated arrogance of Napol-Leon;


 * caucasoid, a skinny-ass- /b u t    t


 * privileged, with an operatic gravitas


 * &proud 2complete my own Pope's


 * overly Heavy Metal wardrobz.


 * With pike and skull-crusts -


 * on ermine-rat great-coats,


 * all crown'd of a flaming stage-brazier,


 * stoked with gas.


 * Oh Lord, ye-e-es.

Once upon a better time there were many Leos on earth;

these were mostly machine languages ,

and produced so many acronyms

it poisoned punning in silly play-words for generations.

Pet Leos suffer in modern times too, in captivity, at home in zoos; c.f. word-Leo_the_Lion_%28MGM%29,

Some are trapped for their fluffs and exhibited simply to tease:

or ).))

Others can remind the humans of their true place.

My own first owners named me after lucky #13, deed 1903

He left them bereaved of dull authoritarian leaders of proto-Nazis

until the real swell of Hitler's Pope came along.

If I suggest my sires' politics lay in a tragically hard and sheltered past

ashamed for any kids present

let me offer another evidence, their utter failure to name me Pius.

Wouldn't that have been better, the height of grace and an urbane fashion

(But lately... Buddhist buddies have been after me to change... )

but I's fated to founder as Leo;

thus my earliest recollections are lonesome.

Desperation and depression were forged from my captors.

A lot of caged abuse. As a kit I wished only for an early end.

My modest most literal dream was to wish me an orphaned human.

for himself my father had feared the same.

spending years around WWI in sunny California,

bounced as a burden from patriarchal to matriarchal  relations.

Gramamma's family made no contributions once the birth led to mother-death;

American parenting led one isolate angry family fine to support the next war.

pater spent his adult life raising seven kids,

intensely trying and failing to mold his authoritarian patriarchic

Roman-Catholic cell of denial.

Only after hundreds of hours of therapy with gifted teachers am I enabled

to honor my inner child wish-

freed of inherited mendacity &  mangled marginality.

Today I only wish I'd been strong enough to break

out earlier in life, but my freak had to sneak up on me.

Both my Proud papal lineages are allegedly boldly bloody;

I am working at becoming free

but the Holy Roman beast mangles away at lives

from over a thousand years of sway.

still I live fully if not particar'ly wise.

Others nearby suffered worse than I.

These I recognize

as well as deny

"Salud, diablos!"

Popes of past catholics  prizing the eyes from the pie