User:Howdoiwiki

overwhelmed and new to contributing and suddenly deeply terrified that everything i do is wrong, so i am hopeful for the understanding of whoever sees this page. if this is even a page people view? i do not even rememher how i reached this page. and i find its purpose opaque. and apparently there is more than one type of user page? sorry sorry sorry. i do not even understand how to use discussion or talk pages, and i do not even know how to distinguish them. sorry sorry sorry. what is a parse error. why is it dated approximately five or six years in the past. how did it come to this. oh dear sweet anything. i will stop talking, now.