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I’m the Girl

I’m the girl that is always there, I’m the girl that always cares. I’m the girl that pushes you down, I’m the girl that helps you get up. I’m the girl that yells at you, I’m the girl that forgives you. I’m the girl that lies to you, I’m the girl that always shows you the truth. I’m the girl that laughs while you are laughing, I’m the girl that cries while you are crying. I’m the girl that hates you, I’m the girl that also loves you. I’m the girl that I will give my life to you, I’m the girl that will die for you. I’m the girl that is in your dreams, I’m the girl that fights away your nightmares.

The one thing that makes me different from all other girls, Is that I’m YOUR girl and I am EVERYTHING!

Tears that Make a River By: Rachel Stehman

Dedicated To: Connor O’Daly

I cry and weep But nothing comes out, I cry to the moon And all that’s left is doubt,

These past few days Turn into tears That runs like a river Out of darkness and fear,

My heart is pounding As though death is by my side, I cry and mourn and weep for you But no one comes,

I cry your name in vain Yet all I feel is the pain, A dagger in my side And a spear in my heart

It pierces me Like it was met to be, And your love for me is departing, Blood will spill on the floor And splattered on the walls,

My heart will sink into the deepest hole ‘Till the day it has no more...Blood Blood, Blood I cannot hold back the blood, It’s pouring through my soul And with the touch of a mortal, I will die,

Die a slow and painful death And I will never see thy face again, In this cold and heartless world Only mortals kill the immortal For which I am,

I will stay this way until the end When my tears turn into a river, That is when I shall descend Leaving you, my love, my only lover,

I will float in peace across the water, The current will lift my soul To the heaven I shall go,

I know you cannot live without me Even though my body is gone, You jump into the water To save what is left of me You save my body but not my soul,

You cry and morn Weep and scorn My eyes remain closed, No matter how hard you cry My eyes remain shut Like a white cloud in a terrible storm, I lie before you in your arms With every breath of your cold air on my skin

It is too late to bring me back now For I am no longer here with you, There is one way to see me again

Take my body and burn it Then take thy ashes to the church Give it to the holy women, They will bless my ash with oil, When you return to the river Bring the dagger and the spear,

Throw the ashes in the water Pray for our love again, I will be reborn from my ashes And take the dagger from your hand And put it in my side The darkness will flow out of me And let me feel the blood once more,

Now take the spear And pierce it through my heart, I will scream and cry But do not stop ‘til the point reaches the other side, Pull out your spear And remove me from the water,

I will be on the verge of death Because I’m immortal and you’re not, Take my body to the meadows Bring the priestess with you Let her weep her own tears Do not delay,

Let your mouth stay shut until I wake For the moon shall come and take me away Let this be our last moments together Before it is good-bye,

Place me on a bed of flowers that the priestess made for me And pick the prettiest flowers for my beauty, Take the buds off them and use the reeds to patch up the holes Time is running out

Take the buds and place them in my hair, I will stay in silence ‘til the moon is high When it is time Carry the bed to the river

Put me once again in the river and wait, Wait until the crows cry Wait until the lovebirds fly You wait for three days And I’m still asleep,

You cry and mourn at my bedside Waiting for life to come back Yet it never does,

You look up at the sky waiting for the full moon to reach the center You cry my name in vain And wish that I were mortal,

In the dream, that you’ve received that night It talks about my killer, You send the priestess to fetch the killer As you wait by my side,

When the killer arrives at the foot of the river He looks at you then at me, An angel comes down and hands you a sword “With it,” she tells you, “Destroy your lovers killer,”

You stab the blade in his chest He cries out my name And I awake from my curse, With eyes, open and my soul still black I close my eyes And die once more,

You remove the blade from his chest And watch him fall to the ground, His body turns to stone and sinks into the earth His blood is on your hands,

The angel returns with a message for you “With the blood that’s on your hands, it can only kill you, But you can use it, to bring back your lover,” So you place your hand, first on my side Then on my bruises and scrapes,

Finally you move to the hole next to my heart, The blood hurts your hands but not my skin You wash it of in the river,

Angel then tells you to wait You wait, My body starts to glow Blue, red, green, and yellow Then it becomes white,

Slowly I awake from the flowery bed And walk towards you You ask me my name I give you an answer,

The angel tells me to touch your face I reached out and touched your face It was warm and soft You grabbed my hand

And pulled me in ‘til we met face to face once more, Before I was able to kiss thy lips The angel came between us and said “Go to the village and get married at once,”

In a flash, the angel was gone He picks me up and carried me to the village, And at the village we did get married And the holy women blessed his hand with the oil to cure the scars from the blood,

We left the village to go live in peace And to live happily ever after Forever and ever As a witch and a mortal, forever in love

“Do not cry, For not all tears bring sadness. Every tear is an angel letting go of their darkest fear. We are all angels inside. We are all trapped in this heartless world. We are trying to find a way out. Death can be the fastest way, but it is a road we must all take. It will come when we are ready. So drop that knife, And live long and happy.”

Blood

Bleeding Letting go Over the hill On the verge of giving up Death is near

Forgiveness

“There is hope behind every door. But every door is closed until you need that hope. It will open eventually and reveal the truth. Forgive yourself and the others around you. Close the door behind you. You are home.”