User:Jackaboyjh

This is Jacob lee hand's account, I'm Jacob lee hand and I was born in 2016 September 19 at 11:47 A:M right around lunch time. He had some ups and downs along his journey through life, made friends Hunter and Logan Benoit, life long crush Harighly miller and mom,step dad, Mawmaw and sister to get him through the hard times. After all if you know me in real life the you know I don't show that much (emotion) to many things. I may stare, glare or look in your direction but I'm not even sure what I'm going to do to annoy it aggravate or "ruin you social life" but I'm just a reagular guy just trying to fit in with everyone else. But every time I manage to peek above everyone else and someone points It out and I'm left back to square one, again trying to fit in with everyone else but left again to mess it up. Most people dont get me, try to figure out why or how I do the things I do. But all I want is to fit in along with everyone else, a group to chat with, mabey straight c's. Mabey I column fit in with cali's group of cool kids and popular kids but no matter what I bet you even if I tried I would find a way just to mess that up. Every time I try to take a step forward in the right direction, I take a step and fall down, again and again and again. But then something happened. My gust best friend Cody James or cj was living with his grandpaw, he was my neighbor and served in world war 2 I think. He died and cj moved away, my fist friend gone like that. I was devastated but at least I still had Cade and Michel the people who lived down the road for. Me still there hunter, Logan and them. But then they just all moved away. It was just me. Then I tried being more open and friendly to other people and join a group. But I couldn't I had already made a name for my self as worthless and stupid dumb gay ugly. And mainly annoying. So that's when I realized I needed to start my own group. So I did me and frizzy kept calling each other frizzy and micky. Then grizzly came along and then Minnie and blonde and then I felt liked I actually fit In. I felt like I meant something I felt hopeful, like a wight was lifted ofd my shoulders and then things just got better people who used to hate me are my friends not snapping or breaking my pencils and doing relatively better in school. But the teachers think I have an audience and moved me but either class I have an audience and they just don't get it. I was depressed from 4th to 6th grade but then I just almost did it almost ended it. Then I gained something. A sign of hope and a meaning and I knew what I had to do next.