User:Jamesbowman135/sandbox

Life for me.Written by James Bowman and im 12 years old and im a student a goshen junior high school.While i'm writing this the year is 2024 feb 2 9:54pm.Hello my name is james bowman life hasn't always been easy for me my mom is struggling to pay bills and get us full meals but its ok because theres good parts to my life i usually play games or go outside with my friends i used to have dads my first dead wich is my biological dad is also named james my second dad is sean vezina and my third dad is bobby my life has been tough as my brother josh is 11 and sometimes spoiled he has anger problems and usually takes pills for it but sometimes his anger gets the best of him when he tries to take his anger out on me i let him i just simply block or dodge his attacks my brother is weak so he doesn't do much my sister lexi is 16 and emo and sometimes is a pain in the butt but its fine and i have another brother named michael hes 6 he's not really a pain i have other siblings cody whos 23 kayla whos 21 brittany whos 18 and yea so i norrmally ignore my siblings as their all annoying i pla on a coputer or sometimes ps4 we have a big backyard and we found a possim next to our grill but we left it alone i usually get in trouble alot but i dont ussaly anymore now nor do my brothers or sister either.sharing this info makes me scared as i am bullied at school and if people found out about this doccument i proablly be bullied more as im sharing my life info but words dont hurt me so i dont care. I don't have many friends as people don't like a kid with glasses who looks like a nerd but I sometimes get in trouble at school but my parents dont find out.i only have a mom right now and she is struggling to pay bills but she's been doing good and i wish that god can keep blessing us with a house and food anyways life has been a cycle mostly so yea there's nothing new. I'm 5,1 and I am nice. I try not to let my bullies get the best of me. I can't really find a girlfriend who actually cares and loves me i have 2 ex´s and i lost some friends pst mackenzie over goddamn words she's a b-word i used to vape as i got addicted i stopped as its pointless i mean literally all your doing is breathing out smoke and your hurting your lungs i mean it's basically pointless to do it and for people who disagree go bad word yourselves i might sound like i'm being childish saying go bad word or b-word but honestly i don't care and besides i want this to be safe for children to read. Anyways i don't have much of a big room but i do have a comfy bed, a tv ipad, airpods, a gaming mouse and chair. I have a shelf i keep important stuff on and we have a cat gimpy 16 years old and will not die under any circumstances which to me is surprising my teacher mostly says bad stuff about me but do i care she is literally teaching children nonsense why do we need to learn about language arts if were not learning about language it´s stupid.we have chores even though we don't get paid my moms struggling so we understand i mostly call myself funny but not many people do they just haters so they can go and if they laugh at me for this life article i'm saying id like to see them gain the courage to even post a sentence about their life problems i sometimes get scared but when i get scared at school i pretend to make my friends happy luke faibain carl daniel moises and blake are my main bullies but i don't care about them. I signed up for choir and theatre just to get away from bullies if they might be in my other classes but I still have people who don't like me in theatre but do I give a care heck no they can go bad word because I don't really care if you bully me or not. Me right now i'm on my chair typing this with a shirt my chain necklace and i have black pants on but room isn't really decorated but i wouldn't say it looks boring if your someone who can relate to this then i'm telling you that you will get through this tough time even if your getting bullied still there's hope and don't give up.