User:Janie203/127 prefix:Wikipedia talk:Community portal/

I believe this is a good place to start to receive comments of any sort wether they are kind or just right down mean. I am a 58 year old woman and have work all my life. A few years back I became disable. I never thought in a million years that I would be in such a state. I would like to say FUCK THE GOVERNMENT! Before they granted me my disability I lived on 115.00 a month and 134 dollars in food stamps. It wasn't until I finally went to a nut doctor and went off did they grant me my SSD. Well when I got that big check the was retro I went out and bought everything I needed. Things that could not be repossed. Television, living room furniture, bedroom suite and a computer.

Before becoming diabled I worked to go on vacation, any overtine no one wanted I was there, count me in. I took a cruise every other year. I love the theater. Went every chance I could. I am a good hearted person and love meeting people. Now I live like a hermit and very careful not to let anyone to close. To tell you the truth I am ashamed my life is in such a shamble. I never thought that I would be depending on the state to take care of me. I have this housing voucher, Metropolitain Housing. They tell me where I can live and where I can't. And come through my little apartment once a year to inspect it. Now ain't that a bitch! I believe my housing voucher is 560.00 a month and this must include utilities. I have two cats and two dogs so its not easy for me to find a place to live. Is not just my pets its being on metro is also a strike against you. Because tenants have been known to just destroy their homes. I am an excellant house keeper. My highest compliment is when people come into my house they do not smell animals. I love each one of them and getting rid of them is not an option. They listen when no one else does and their love is unconditional.

My son got into some trouble. Which I do not wish to share at this time. But since he was part of my household I had to have a hearing with Metro. If not I would have lost my assistance. The end result of this hearing is that they waived my termination but my son is not allowed to visit me in my own home. This is pretty harsh and if he gets caught visiting me I will be terminated.

To soon we get old, to late we get smart. I don't know who said it but sounds good to me. I wish I was wiser in my younger days and purchased a home. It would have been paid for by now. I have what I need, except a car. And although I do not like depending on the state I have no choice. I wonder if most folks know how blessed they are to live in a place that no one inspects and tells you what size your living quartes can be. I would not bargin with the devil for a place to call home nor do I ask God because I should be content with what I have. But I am not and he knows that. Well I wish you all a great day and thats it for me

Respectfully Janie