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Maybe a Diary??

It's 25 june 2019, 12:25AM

I am binge watching shadi/mehendi dance videos. I was surfing facebook where I stumbled upon Kaushikee's account and her youtube channel. There was a video about the song leja, finished watching it, and then youtube recommended one of the bride entrance dance videos.

26 June 2019, 08:42 PM (Wednesday)

Why does I have to be right every time with my analysis/prediction? Yesterday, I saw Sushmita's instagram story about beaches. As there are no beaches in Assam, and it's been only one week she's at home, it must be the case that she is out on a trip. I searched for beaches in India. I had a feeling that Kaushik got admission to some college and she is with him there. I thought on last Friday that it's been long time I haven't talked with Kaushik, so on Sunday, I will ask him whether he finalized any college or not. Due to some reason, I didn't ask on Sunday and Monday. Yesterday, I asked him and he replied that he haven't took admission yet.

Today, I saw her whatsapp profile picture. It was the first time after all those times that I felt lost. I didn't know what to do without her. I guess it is Vipin in the photo. Anyway, I texted her to know where she is and with whom, to which she replied that she is with her family for Kaushik's admission. (Kaushik told me something different, I know this has to go this way only) Anyway, So that prediction came right, but now I know that it's from another trip, because neither Kaushik nor Ranju matches the part of the men that was visible in her picture.

One another thing is I don't know why, the first time she mentioned that Kaushik took KIIT exam, I had a feeling that he will get admission in that college only. I don't know why, maybe some psychological bias due to the fact that I know about (will update the name) his journey from KIIT to Microsoft.

In another news, today after 2-3 years, I felt I should use my power to make myself sick. I almost did that, only when I saw her text about the admission process then only I felt little better.

23 July 2019, 10:34 PM

It's almost one month since I have wrote anything here. Over the last couple of weeks, I wanted to write about Shivani. But I was so lazy to write it. Here it goes.

Fuck. Today also I couldn´t write.

19 Sept 2019, 08.49 PM

It´s been almost two month since I tried to write something. Well many things happened over this two months. I´ll directly come to the point that I want to write about.

Today I met Shivani. I was coming back from office, it was the turn before Upsouth. I saw a girl approximately of her heights carrying a bag of style that Shivani normally uses, was in front of me. I don´t know why, I thought that to be Shivani. But this girl was little fatter than Shivani. Anyway, I continued walking behind her. It was that locksmith´s shop where I crossed her. I didn´t look back to confirm. We were almost walking side by side in front of that HealthKart´s shop, but I continued to cross her.

Now comes the point where we need to cross the road. I thought she will follow me, but she choose not to cross the road at the start and in this process she got ahead of me. I choosed the footpath where she continued in the road after crossing. So till the point we reached our building, she was ahead of me.

She is waiting for the lift, and I catched up. She was talking in her phone the entire time, however she told that other person that she´s gonna call later and then she hang up. Meanwhile she mouthed hi to me,and we exchanged initial greetings. I tried to told her that the lift is not closed in the upper floor, but I could only point out to the button. Between this, she asked me how I was, and I stumbled to answer that also. Luckily, somehow I asked her about her getting late while we started to take the stairs. She told that she will be resigning next month and while having the discussion about her job we reached our room. It was time to bid her bye. She said see you, I said bye and we both entered our respective flat.

I want to ask her for a movie or dinner or something. I just want to hang out with her before I leave to my home and she leaves Pune. I know I will regret if I don´t go and ask her out today.

09.33 PM.

I went and ask her out for a movie. Again, I stumbled, but somehow managed to do that and she agreed for a Saturday night movie. Hopefully it works out ??