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Table of Contents An Unheard Cry is autobiographical story which walks the reader through the journey of a young boy’s life through stories and poems. His family life, social factors and psychological factors, all present immense obstacles to this young boy which lead to destruction. His journey to finding out what life is all about and where he belongs presents an emotional experience for readers.
 * 1) Introduction of the book
 * 2) Character List
 * 3) About the Author
 * 4) Chapter Analysis
 * 5) Chapter one: Confused
 * 6) Chapter 2: Tears Formed
 * 7) Chapter 3: Unable to Cry
 * 8) Chapter 4: Running from Reality
 * 9) Poem Analysis
 * 10) A foggy reflection
 * 11) Unable to Escape my Fears
 * 12) I Can't Help I
 * 13) Buried Alive
 * 14) Absent of A Fathers Love
 * 15) Questions Unanswered
 * 16) Innocence Lost
 * 17) Con Artist Vs. Survival
 * 18) You Said That
 * 19) The Lions Den
 * 20) Themes
 * 21) Destruction
 * 22) Emotion & Psychological Factors
 * 23) Bibliography & References
 * 24) Introduction of the Book

2. Character List

1. Narrator(Roy) - A young Boy

2. Roy’s abusive step father - Also the only male influence in Roy’s life because all of his siblings were sisters

3. Roy’s mother - Got injured at work and addicted to drugs and ends up    neglecting her children which leads to them being taken into foster care

4. Roy’s sisters - Three sisters (Rosie Jasmine, and Vanessa)

5. Roy’s grandmother - Young boys likes to go to his Grandmothers house for release and happiness, young boy and his sisters go to live with their Grandmother when they mother neglects them before someone calls children services on them.

6. Roy’s Uncle - Lives with the Grandmother, plays small role in the children’s lives

7. Roy’s Father and Step Mother - Arrives in the picture to take custody of  children after they are taken away from their mother and put into foster care

8. Mr. Elijah & Mrs. Serenity –Case workers who never leave Roy’s side or give up on him. Roy looks to Mr. Elijah as a father figure.

3. About the Author

Sasenarine “Roy” Persaud Jr was a new writer in the 1980’s and his writing fell under the “Guyanese literature.” He is an essayist, novelist, short story writer and a poet. Persaud’s donors and awards include the KM Hunter Foundation Award, fiction an poetry awards from the Ontario Council for the Arts, and fellowship from Boston University where he got his master’s degree in creative writing. His poetry has been nominated for the Canadian National Magazine Awards and the Forward Prize in the UK. Roy was born in Guyana in 1958, lived in Toronto for several years and currently resides in Tampa Florida. (Poetry Foundation) Persaud’s work has been published in eight countries, and is used in colleges and universities in Canada, England, Guyana, India, the Caribbean, Mauritius and the United States. (Wixsite)

4. Chapter Analysis

Chapter 1 Confused

Chapter one starts with the narrator, a young boy named Roy telling a story about his step father being aggressive with his mother for saying she did not want anything to eat. This is when the readers learn that Roy’s step father is abusive and this is also the first time the readers get a sense at the young boy’s difficult life. The narrator then continues on to inform the reader about the rest of his family life and explains how his family life effects his life. He explains that the only male influence in his life is his abusive step and that he is terrified of his step father but has a strong willingness to to prove his worth to him. Roy states that he is unsure whether this want to prove his worth to him came from him craving male love or simply because he was scared of making him angry. Roy explains that his life was filled with chaos and fear and that his way of release was either playing baseball or visiting his grandmother even though he was never fully away from his problems. Further in to the chapter, the narrator describes a night where his family tells him that he got aggressive with his grandmother but has no recognition of it. He explains this moment as “the first time the violence and abuse took its first significant toll on me.” (Persaud 13) This moment caused Roy to begin wondering if he was turning into his step father. He proclaimed that he refused to make the people he loved afraid oh him. Next, Roy explains that the abuse from the step father got worse and worse until the police eventually force him to leave. Soon after, his mother began to self-destruct by doing drugs and neglecting her children so Roy lived with his grandmother until children’s services were called. Children’s services put Roy and his sisters into foster care until they were officially separated from their mother and forced to more to Florida to live with their father who had previously abandoned them. Roy concludes the chapter by stating this experience made him feel like an “object.”

Chapter 2 Tears Formed

Chapter two beings with the narrator saying “My soul hurt, my heart felt as though is had been maliciously ripped out of my chest.” (Persaud 23) This instantly sets the tone for the reader and informs us that the narrator is going through an extremely difficult time at this point in his life. Roy could not understand why no one would step in and take him and his sisters instead of having to go with live with their father who abandoned them. Roy and his sister settled in to their new home but Roy states that they were never fully liked or shown any compassion or understanding. Roy felt as though they were expected to act, speak and do whatever his father and step mother wanted. Over time, Roy states that his interaction with his dad became better as he attempted to be more fatherly and do things with him such as flying kites and fishing. However, Roy knew that this would not last long and that destruction was soon to come. Things continued to get worse throughout the chapter, Roy’s father became abusive and Roy had no one he could trust in Florida so he continuously wanted to escape and prayed that things would get better. The chapter ends with a child protection investigator finally getting involved and Roy knew it was time to pack his things and leave.

Chapter 3 Unable to Cry

Chapter 3 takes flight with Roy being taken away from his father again and heads to a new group home in Sebring Florida. After a month in this new home, Roy’s parents decided to visit him. Roy was quite nervous but excited at the same time, he knows the way he gets treated at home, but the false sense of having a male figure in his life really gets to him, and this is why he gives his father so many chances throughout the book. When they arrived they accused him of being the reason for everything going south “After I replied the expected blame game began, it was all my fault” (Persaud 48). Roy had never lashed out in his life, but after learning that others affected him actions anyway, he began to lash out; a reaction caused by his upbringing. Once he returned home with Jasmine, his dad begun to rape Jasmine fairly often without Roy and her understanding. Roy was eventually hauled away to a new group home. This time he gets placed at a different type of group home, called Touching Hearts Homes for Kids. He then met Mrs. Patricia, who was his life, it gave him a reason to act well and live. Roy and friends ran away for a few weeks eventually and lived in an abandoned house, this turned Roy back to his anger filled self. Roy eventually returned to school, he was actually quite smart, but never unlocked his fullest potential. He eventually got expelled from school; again. He actually managed to be expelled 3 times in his school path. This led him to lash out, he started fighting a new kid, and every teacher that tried to stop it, the guidance of Mr. Elijah and Mrs. Serenity helped him along the way, giving him the support he craved and the father figure he so much desired.

Chapter 4 Running From Reality

Chapter four begins with Roy turning 18; at the exact same time this was his “Grad bash day”. Where students who gradate from high school all celebrate at once and head to an amusement park. As many of you know 18 is the end of the foster care system, which led Roy to begin to find his own place. Roy then leased an apartment in Lakeland where he would nearby attend Community College. Now that his graduation day had finally arrived, he got to walk the stage in front of his family. After his first few days at college Roy became very frustrated, Roy continued to blame his poor upbringing for this and his lack of opportunities to succeed. He then eventually moved back to California to reconnect with his family. This reunion was short lived, as Roy then didn’t feel quite at home and then set off for Georgia to be with his adoptive family. After about a year he eventually headed back to Florida to finish his degree to what he states “had to be the most challenging and harsh times that I went through” (Persaud 103). Roy then begins to close his book and explain why he wrote it.

5. Poem Analysis

Foggy Reflection

“A foggy reflection” is about how much Roy has changed, he uses not recognizing himself in the mirror as a metaphor to explain to the audience how much his life has changed. He states that the person he used to know in the mirror was full of life and radiant, but that the “fire once lit had subsided and died replaced with anger, hurt, false hopes and lies.” (Persaud 11)

Unable to Escape my Fears

In the poem “Unable to Escape My Fears” Roy beings with Roy discussing his current fears that he lives with everyday, however, he then goes on to share one of his biggest fears with the readers that hasn’t even come to be yet. Roy states that he worries his offspring may live a terrified life just like he did, and that their offspring will also and that the cycle will just continue. The ending line of the poem is “Will we conquer this demon of claim defeat,” (Persaud 15) implying that fear is the demon and defeat is the continuous cycle of fear being passed down to each generation after him.

I Can't Help I

This poem is related to the point in Roy’s life when his mom began to self-destruct, she began using drugs and neglecting her children. He is letting out some of his feelings towards this situation in this poem. Roy used the words “there was no exist not even a window of hope” (Persaud 19) to explain how he felt during this difficult time in his life. This was a pivotal point when his family started to fall apart.

Buried Alive

“Buried Alive” takes place in chapter two during Roy’s difficult transition period when he had to move to Florida to live with his father after being taken away from his mother. The severity of Roy’s loneliness is portrayed in this poem when he states “Is there no one sent to save me from the darkness in which I dwell” (Persaud 26) Roy also states that most of the people in his life are only in it because of obligation but there was no one who was worthy of his trust or that could take on the burden of his heartache and pain; “Unable to take upon their shoulders the burden of my heartache and pain.” (Persaud 26)

Absent of a Fathers Love

“Absent Of A Fathers Love” describes the way Roy feels about his father being absent from his life. It discusses the things Roy has missed out on; “I can’t wear a shirt that says my dads the best.” (Persaud 34) because of not having a father and it tells the reader things that Roy has questioned his whole life due to his father’s absentness. The tone in the start of the poem is upsetting as Roy questions why his father left him, but ends with a positive outlook as he states “He left me here to forage and learn to fly by myself, But it’s cool I could do it, I’m a lion not a gazelle.” (Persaud 34)

Questions Unanswered

“A question unanswered” is Roy being placed in his childhood. This poem gives the affect as if it was the thoughts of Roy as a young boy and how his mind would wonder into the thoughts of being dealt such a rough hand in life. Throughout this poem, Roy asks a series of questions that relate to his life at home and family related such as “Why don’t I have a Mom?” and “Why don’t I have a Dad?” (Persaud 47) These questions are being asked during the portion of the story where Roy explains he just entered a new group home once again. At this age when this is happening, Roy is so confused to why he doesn’t get things in life hat others do and he’s so young with so many questions to be answered.

Innocence Lost

“Innocence lost” is a poem created by what is going on in Roy’s life at the time. Roy was stuck in the stage of not knowing that his father was raping his sister, she as well did not know what to think of this. He then later makes a reference that his father gets an “erection” from Jasmine, indicating that he was raping her “I fell for his embrace that I thought was love and protection. Not knowing when he sees his little girl, he gets a full on erection” (persaud 53).

Con Artist Vs. Survival

This poem was created and placed in the part of the story where Roy was being taking to a new group home. Roy then continues to incorporate this into his poem “Con Artist V.S Survival” by including the lines “so go on and think I’m a con artist if you must. Put yourself in my shoes and its survival you’ll lust.” Persaud 59) Roy is taking a shot against the people who are against and give up on him in life by saying they don’t understand why he acts this way because they don’t know how to survive in his lifestyle. He reiterates that if they were in his “shoes” that they would be acting the same way.

You Said That

“You said That” is a poem by Roy dedicated to his father. Roy is so lost at this moment he begins to blame his father in the poem for this by stating things his father said but didn’t fall through with “I will love you and protect you from this cold world. Shield you from the stones, that might hurled. YOU SAID THAT” (Persaud 62) Persaud is clearly taking a shot at his father for making false promises and ironically makes this statement about claiming to be protected, but in reality he just got punched in the face.

The Lions Den

The Poem “The Lions Den” is explaining how throughout his whole life Roy has not been dealt a fair hand and people do whatever they can to bring him down. This is where Roy then makes a direct reference to this in his poem by stating no one ever believes in him and are always looking to bring him down “People everywhere cheering and roaring with awe. Not for my succession but for my downfall” (Persaaud 67). He names this the “The Lions Den” because he found someone to trust in him in this home and if they keep wanting to bring him down, he is going to bring out the fight in him just as a Lion would near its own den.

6. Themes

Destruction

Destruction makes its appearances many times throughout this novel as a prominent theme. The theme of Destruction mainly makes its way into this story though Roy and his family issues as well as through Roy’s anger issues. Destruction makes an appearance through Roy’s family as it begins to fall apart time and time again. Roy begins to crave destruction between his family as he can’t take treated that way anymore and seeks to get taken away “Let them come and take me, away, away from this place I’m suppose to call home” (Persaud 44). Destruction also makes its way into this novel through Roy and his anger problems. Roy begins to develop a horrible attitude towards everyone that attempts to get close to him, he begins to ruin opportunities and everything in his life with such a negative approach “I ended up getting kicked out and sent to another group home where my attitude only started to get worse. I felt as if everyone who was there were only there because it was mandatory for them” (Persaud 58). Roy is destructing everything in his life including such valuable relationships'''. '''

Emotion

Emotion is clearly a key element in this story as the reader can sense Roy’s emotions as he recounts his story and tells the readers about the many obstacles he has had to face in his life. The emotions that are most commonly seen in this story are fear and loneliness. A lot of this emotion is caused from psychological factors that occur throughout the story such as when Roy and his sisters are separated from their mother; “I was actually excepting a gift whose purpose was to make me feel alright and distracted about getting taken away. The lady took us to a foster home.” (Persaud 20-21)