User:JonathanOBarnes

A Separation of Reality? I have been searching, looking, waiting, for........... I don't know!!!!! I came home tonight, looked at the concrete underneath my feet, looked at the computer on my little desk, viewed the dim light pruturding from my lamp shade. How did it all get here? Am I the reason why this is in existance?

I excepted that everyones life is what they are creating. Their visions, their perceptions, whether it is from a mass group of people or if it is from the heaven above? Above? No all around me. When will I choose to except this almost Nirvana spectrum of life. I could move back or forth. I could levitate this spectrum of time, but will my soul be sacraficed to save others. If so I gladly give up this piece of flesh and take on the next realm where I am able to influence all decisions all day. Why? because I have excepted a life full of love, because of that hate doesn't exist. Even if I was standing at the gates of hell and that was my destination because the life I had led, because I didn't beleive in this guy or that guy, because I have things I must do to reach my messiah. No.... God is with me and had been with me all they way. I accept him for which he created and he excepts me for his creation.

So many day's we wake up in the morning and take a bath. Jump in this tub full of marble or slate. We don't think about the water hitting our back or knowing that each drop has its existance in time.

Does being conciously aware separate me from the norm thus lending me into insanity???