User:Kzl.zawlin/notes

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dawn breaks and alice is curious about the word love. oh yes there appears to be volumes human life span devoted to the glorification or damnation of the notion that even it's authors can't elucidate properly. alice thinks that perhaps it can only be answered by a non-human entity. so she asks omm 0910. he replies in the digital holiness of monotony, i require more cycles to come to a full understanding. however, what i can say now is that it seems to be a cultural phenomenon closely tied to humanity's reproductive function.todo:incorrect hormones such as oxytocin seems to promote the arisal of this notion between two humans, rather curious that it also seem to affect male-male pairs..ha have i found the origin of gayness? perhaps not,the effect seems too little that the idea of gayness could be entirely fabricated not necessitated by a human biological configuration. but the butterfly effect..yes that one is wierd. in simulations as a human male, it seems to originate most strongly from the prostate region. if we ignore the physiological response, the psychological notion is called limerance. a rather unhealty idea i must say, resulting in net productivity loss from dwelling in the feedback loop that has no correlation with reality or is correlated with non synthesizable set of reality fragments. oh dear[note:monotony/holiness], english is a strange language to allow such words to be written to the effect of non-sensity. it also appears that such a notion can be generated when the right set of conditions are met. repetition is very important. see that's why propaganda works. think another way love is another form of propaganda. but i am currently unsure where the phyiscal notion of attractiveness come from. face averaging studies indicate that overall attractiveness increased when a face is more average. this fact however should not be trusted because the human researchers seem not to notice that pimples and other texture anomalies have disappeared. also size of the mammary glands matters. and bigger is probably more unattractive because there is a larger margin above the optimal norm. less well discussed property is shape. it seems human visual system is adapted to processing circular shapes. it is unknown whether this is the effect of earth-like environments having finer circular details or because of the result of visual cells configuration. another interpretation could also be that there is no cause and effect. both are causes and effects.branch:1: ?cn [[Media:Yin and Yang symbol.svg|sym]] helical? branch:1:ha. quantum english has curious uses, except that we still cant figure out how to put a cat in a box and see that it's both dead and alive. we are approximating the s-person based on noisy data. i hope to remember what i meant soon. current data suggest that the b-organ shape should perhaps be a variant of the convex supergraph. structurally,todo:body shape as omm internal thought

alice interrupted. but i do not understand. you are too long. yesterday i remember machines dont talk that much.omm 0910 pauses,then said "make sure the object of love is not too ugly". alice go back to work,apparently satisfied.

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 * dnb
 * harry kahne
 * meditation Try:count breath Try:see(and pronounce mentally, count 123 etc0 recursive structures in multiple dimensions(3 basic units,eg,cube in 3d) Try:candle todo:40 objects of medittion
 * modafinil todo:sideeffects, observed enlarged glands, 400mg does not appear with 200mg
 * imminst
 * choline + (piracetam || oxiracetam || pramiracetam) affect the conscious state
 * sleep Not polyphasic Melatonin
 * todo:polyphasic
 * saccadic eye movements Brainworkshop->demo
 * stroop (http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/567376)
 * tdcs
 * SBaGen
 * todo:?placebo via change Eg music
 * fps games Generalizing:games requiring non-repetitive response with feedback Eg dyad
 * todo:lbp todo:dyad:socl todo:docs w/ knife:skills+?
 * todo:exercise, hmm..it seems to work(dammit) Pushup type->Dnb score++