User:Lynnmo2

dear journal, wow has it bn crzy lately mariyah is almost a year old, nila had 9 puppies but one ended up dieing darnell and i have been 2gether for goin on 3 years now.. life has just gone by so fast before i know it i will be and old woman lol. i really need to start writing each day mb that will help some of my fustration by getting it out on paper its worth a try. i love darnell so much and even after all this time i love hm more each n everyday its just that sometimes i feel as if i am taken granted for and i get nothing for it. I just hate feeling as if im unapprecitated. i stay at home i take care of our daughter plus the dogs and all i want is a little time with him. but he says he doesnt like to be at home i can i make him understand that when you get older and have a family being at home is a part of life you sit down with your loved ones have dinner and talk about your day and spend time with your kids i get home and before i kno it hes gone and i dont c hm till mariyah is in bed and im bout ready for bed myself. when will he get it i dunno. i have bn sd lately because i feel like he doesnt wana be around me now i kno he goes out for certain reasons but its not all the time that he has to go out for those perticular reasons i mean am i really that boring that you just have to come up with some excuse just to be out of the house? he doesnt even spend a lot of time with our daughter i bathe her, feed her, change her, play with her, everynite of the week now sometimes he will pitch in but most of the time its me and where is he you ask o hes out with ppl. i just need to get hm to understand but i duno if he ever will thats it for 2nite love christina