User:Madublaunghatra/sandbox

<!-- EDIT BELOW THIS LINE -clock periwinkle clock periwinkle. Clock don't Mark the hour cuz I'm going crazy. So I lay in my bed and listen to him f*** her she don't listen her she size but she still gets to f*** can't believe I got sized up like that by a dude it's kind of f****** shocking that he would render me in a heartbeat to go lash at another piece of ass but that's okay cuz this is the first time that I realized it there's going to be the last time that I have to acknowledge it so size to last to suppress moments but the thought of f****** him again just seizes in my head over and over again like a sore thumb to just keeps pushing on your forehead like like I'm here I'm somebody too but I guess I wasn't somebody to him but I hear him talk like and huff and puff but I don't really it don't really mean s*** cuz it's in her you know like it's totally different cuz my whole ain't her obviously it wasn't nothing to you so don't be like hushing this way at all like just go away I don't want to talk to you about it no more it's like doing over with like 15 years ago so the f****** part is gone it's in her and not me so it's okay so today will be the last day that I have to remember this sad sad story over and over again but maybe before the end of the year I'm going to go to my clinic and get an IVF and then get my own baby by myself it's like $300 to get shot for them to freeze an egg and then to sperm it's like 350 so it's going to cost like $500 to get the kid going down there I'll pay for it myself though so I can do it by myself have a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year for 2023 Amy child Clara clock checking out deuces b****