User:Miniroovigilante/crakalakin 2

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Amphetamine, Dopamine, Concentration, and the exclusivities not shared by both. --

Adrenergic-- alpha-1b beta-3

Nicotinic-- alpha-7

Muscarinic-- negative: M4 positive: M5-?

too much to worry/think about........... -it sucks that I already know whatever it is that I think I might have to write in order to not forget it so that I will not suffer severe indescribable pain as a consequence of my internalization of fabricated conflicts between my OCD, me, and other people's emotional

10/29/2011

Amphetamine and strattera seems to hurt me. it gives me a kind of headache. even drinking coffee with it does not seem to make the combination ok......but the coffee does sometimes help. now to evaluate this combination's effects from a non-negative or positive viewpoint, i must first adress how i feel right now. I am semi-anhedonic, .........and pretty much nothing else. 40mgs of strattera seems to block me from getting any beneficial effects from 5-40mgs of mixed amphetamine salts, but it could be my nicotine consumption that is blocking either stimulant from working. nicotine use may downregulate nicotinic receptors such as alpha 7(5), which may actually delete the reversal of the dopamine transporter, thus leaving me feeling horrible. i really do not know...... and i am trying to live positively with the effects of existing in multiple universes at once. I do not know all the time what medication combinations will work for me, which will make me feel happier/better.