User:Mmmkannan

My unlucky: My native place is a beautiful town which is surrounded by two mountains Pothigai (longest mountain having many hills, extended till next state in our country) and Sanjeevi (small mountain with less green fields and more rocks). Underneath the Sanjeevi hills, the entire town is spread over. Our daily usage water is dammed from one of the small falls(Iyanar falls) coming from a Pothigai hills. The town is much famous for dogs, where you can see many dog kennels (kennel: a house maintained for pet animals like dogs or cats). Even in many films, they mentioned about our dogs, which can climb upto our shoulder. History said that people from nearby state occupied this town and they established few textile factories, school and shops. The town was named with their caste name in prefix and so, most of the people are talking​ in a mixed language(Tamil and Telugu). My parents got married on 1979 and because of joint family circumstances, they didn't able to understand each other. Within one year, my first sister Anu (alias Anuradha) was born. In olden days of village or town, from the groom family, they won't give preference to or like a girl child. Initially my father didn't like Anu, because he had expected a male child. He used to scold my mother unnecessarily for this. But his business went well and he was becoming popular among the Panchayat also. On 1982, my second sister Renu (alias Renuga) was born. He got irritated much and he stopped talking to my mother. Luckily, his business was grown rapidly and he recruited many employees. He was rich enough ​to become the president of a popular club(Lions) at that time. This made him to show some softness with his daughters and he showed his love to them when no one was there at home. On seeing my mother's situation, her brother’s little son (my cousin), Deva prayed every God to give a male child like him to his aunt (my mother). After three years, my mother got pregnant, on that time; my father met an accident and got severe backbone injury, which made him not to move a single step. He was in bed rest for six months. On consulting with many Ayurvedic medicines, he was getting recovery from his pain. And he lost the president post from the famous club too. On November end, I was born, without able to breathe. Almost in the death condition, my grandparents took me to the nearby child specialist hospital. With lot of struggles and prayers, I had been born as a third male child to my parents. Since I was born on Tamil month Karthigai, my mother named me as Karthick. My father's ​desire was fulfilled and he was happy about my birth, where he thought his generation would be going to continue. On seeing my father's health, my grandfather asked him to look some other business. That business having lot of competition and he faced many problems in the new business. He struggled much to continue the business in the market and it was difficult for him to hire employee for this, as it involved lot of minute manual work. Because of loss in his business, he made me to study in a government aided school from second standard, where initially I had studied in a well known matriculation school in my home town. He started thinking that, after my birth only, he was facing this much problems. He checked my horoscope too, which told him to be very careful. My entire family came to know about me. Except my mother's sister, everyone called me as unlucky son. Main reason, why she liked me, she didn’t have a male child. During my 4th annual leave, she asked my mother to stay with her family. We went to her, where she and her husband were staying, as her daughter’s got already married and settled in that home town itself. Since she was alone, she loved me very much and prepared variety of foods. Without asking, she bought dresses and toys for me. Though I was silent with others, she made me to talk much and liked to hear from me. Her husband told that, he never seen her wife with such enthusiastically and happiness all over her face. . It’s almost three weeks, we stayed in her home and my mother informed her about our next day leaving. Next day morning, unfortunately, my aunt fell down in the bathroom. Before taking to the hospital, she died in the home itself. I was not able to bear this; I sat near to her body and cried. I didn’t allow the people to take her body. But they forcefully took away the body. First time, one who really loved me and was happy on my presence, I lost. On the same year, during my quarterly exam vacation time, I was thinking about her aunt and cried many days. To forget her, my mother made me to stay with her father's friend house. Around 60+ age, he was stayed lonely in the nearby village. He loved this little boy company and he spent every moment for me. Knowing my worries, though he was aged, he played foot ball & volley ball with me. In that village, there were lot of water wells, surrounded by green farm fields. Since I don’t know swimming, he put a rubber tube (lorry tyre tube) around my hip and taught me swimming. Within five to seven days, I learned swimming without using tube. Totally my mind was diverted by him and we both were happy in every moment. We both talked in the night before the day I had to leave. On the next day morning, I woke up; roaming around here & there. I waited for my old friend to wake up, so that we would go for last day swimming. He didn’t move; I pushed him, no movement in his body. I shouted and run away from the home and called the people. Few farmers, who worked in nearby fields came and saw him dead. The news spread over the village & town; my parents came. Without moving anywhere, I was sit near to his body like a statue and looking at him. Almost my mind was blank, few people came and went. They took his body; still I was in that position and not thought to move out of his house. Two days later, forcefully, my father pulled me and took to my house.

Everyone started comparing the two continuous death, spreading the news like, “whoever likes or supports him, they will be died soon. He is a silent killer, it’s better not to talk with him”. People were afraid of me, even they felt like, my vision had a power to kill the people. Even in my school, none of my classmates talked with me. I sat separately in my school. Again my father went to a famous Swamiji in our place with my horoscope notebook. Father asked "Swamiji, my son is very unlucky. After his birth, I faced lot of problems in my business.". On seeing his seriousness, Swamiji understand few things. "Now the new problem is, if anyone loved him, they will be died after few days. Continuously two persons were died because of him." Immediately Swamiji asked, "What! because of him, they died!... whether he killed them? Or what he did?" Father: "No no Swamiji. They were affectionate with him and they were the only people who supported him a lot. But now, they are no more now. After spending time with him, they died, before the day exactly he left him". Then Swamiji asked "How they died? Whether they got accident? or how old are that people?" "One person is my wife's elder sister, who fell down in bathroom and died on the spot. She might be around 40's. Similarly my father-in-law's friend seemed to be died because of heart attack and he may be around 60's. Both of them just spent few days with him, after that without much reason, they died immediately. Two incidents happened continuously within 3 months of duration." Father finished his statement with heavy breathing. Swamiji went through my horoscope and did some manipulation. Hurrily, my father asked "what is the problem in his birth? Whether any remedy is there to recover from this? What we need to do?" "Hmmm...it's strange...if he is your real third child, then you won't be here. I think the time he born, the actual soul was dead. Almost he is like your fourth child. If my guess is correct, he might born with some physical deformities, which on later would be cured." when Swamiji told this, father interrupted and told that, "yes Swamiji, what you told is exactly right. When he was born, baby was breathless. My parents took him to some other child care hospital and put in incubator; around only 9.40pm, baby got breath. Also when he was born, his right forehand position was turned upside. My mother straightened his hand daily and it's almost normal now." "Fine, my guess is correct. Because of Lord Dharsna moorthy, he was re-born. Actually, if he was born after 9pm, his birth would be normal one. Since he was born at 8.50pm, his original soul was died and new soul was set after 9pm. This new soul was blessed by Lord Guru, so he will be a good teacher, and hope you know about that God's characters." Swamiji thought to stop the conversation. But my father didn't leave him. "No, I don't know about that Lord’s characteristics exactly. Please tell me, why this much of bad things happened, because of him" father murmured. Swamiji continued, "Dharsna moorthy known as Lord Guru Bhagavan, is a Brahmana, he will expect respect from others and he will fulfil his follower’s desire & give them peaceful life. Truly saying, the persons you have mentioned were died very peacefully. They loved him and atlast their desires were fulfilled. Also the reverse case, people who hurt him, they will suffer lot in their life. And..... ." Father asked that "any other problem Swamiji?". To make him comfort, Swamiji replied, "nothing that’s it, don't worry much. Whatever going to happen, it will happen". Then Swamiji murmured that "it’s better God could take the fourth soul also and not leaving like this". Once my father left the place, he checked my horoscope details again and told to himself that, “If anyone loved him, they will get some peaceful things, if anyone hurts him, they will suffer very badly. And if he loved anyone, they will be there till their problem will resolve and leave him. So it means, finally no one is going to be with him for long time. Almost like Bishmar in Mahabarath, his life will be. His soul will be in the thirst of love forever."