User:Mwk nb

Each one of us has a story of experiences and adventures to tell, but i won't tell you my story i'll tell you the reason why there was a story. During the period i grew up and became a teenager, I was never completely happy or even happy! I always searched for something I never knew what it was, but I knew deep down that it will make me feel happy, till that day ! The day that started by feeling stressed and annoyed, I thought deeply and consiously about reasons and causes or maybe excuses for my sad times, in every moment pre- that day I have been stressed from everyone i loved, from everyone around me, because I was searching for descriptions in them that didn't truely exist in humans, I always dreamt of a person that owns these descriptions, a person who loves me like i am with all my mistakes and faults, with all my bad habbits and my stress, a person who would make me feel happy, relieved, unstressed, and even thankfull for the moments i'm living, a person that loves me for me. I never imagined that person, as a lover only, I searched for him in everyone i knew, family, friends, close friends, people that surrounded me, I never found that person, because he or she doesn't really exist in life, I searched for perfection, without realizing that no one is perfect but god. I'm a perfectonist, I expected everything to be perfect from people, perfect as in my own point of view of pefection, they failed me I became disappointed, no one reached my highly expectations or even got close to it, that is, my readers, what made me sad all this time, the perfection, so people always expect less never more, always settle down with what you achieve not with what people expect you to achieve, It's much easier to live that way then to hate the person you came up to be at the end. Remember never search for perfection, always expect less, be realistic.