User:Myodessa

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Emotional dysregulation

''I believe I have the talent, the understanding of things beyond anybody. ''

But I'm full of insecurities, so as loaded now of fear that drives me somwhat into incapability.

I can pursue striving surely, but I sense future to be unfriendly.

I fear lost, living without reasons, so as without my heart's wanting.

I have no faith, nor to want or need it, for there's no such thing as deity.

Despite of talents and beauty, even after all the colours of joy and suffering, anyone may die any day.

The world is just empty, even it could be enjoyed, but soon to ask for more and other.

All I have is to hope, to protect, to enjoy my heart, cognition, and flesh's home.

 That makes me complete, nothing else to want more.

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