User:Namaste london

of all the things i've been through... i'd say i've been through a lot.. from life's zenith to rock bottom. found a guy who love me, someone who really loves me. then i never let my defenses down because of a person, i always reserve something for me, well, reserve a big part of me, as a matter of fact, it has always been ME ME ME.. and partly someone else. but now having someone who would truly make you feel that they love you without things said, guilt ran across my face. i have been selfish. sometimes i just decide to hear my own pride without considering his. i don't say sorry, nor i feel remorse whenever i hurt him. so, i sacrificed a little bit of myself to taste the glory of love, i started crying, jealousy swept in. i realized that being hurt could be a good thing, because i always want to be comforted by him. and feeling bad is something i started to embrace, for he is always there to brighten my day. yup, the yin yang of love. will i fall out of love? i don't know... but if i do. painful, yes, yet, i have tasted the sweetness of it. something that is worth to keep, something i will always remember