User:Rachael5922

I am not sure what to write here, as i really don't like to speak of what i am, but much rather show you. if you want to know about me, you should ask me, and don't ask me these questions:

Are you married?

no i am not. i never was given the opportunity to find someone worth my heart. On top of that, i am skidzo effective, not to many normal men want to deal with someone that fades in and out of reality.

Do you have any kids?

Yes, i have a son, he is adopted by another couple. I was sick in and out of mental institutions, and i did not want him to end up in foster care, or have a rotten life because his mother was sick. He has an okay life now. No one has a perfect childhood, if they say this, they are definitily not facing any of their trauma, we all have obstacles we must grow up out of.

Do you have a job?

No i don't have a job, one being mentally ill no one wants to hire someone with this disease, i think i am considered a risk for some reason. Another problem is that i have had a drug habit, when i was younger, i did not understand my illness i didn't know how to deal with the hallucinations or the bad feelings i would get, i developed a dependency on cocaine. I have finally con cured this habit. i have been clean since December of 07. I did this with no help from anyone and no rehab clinic, i did it because i was tired of being a slave to my addiction.

Is there anything else you need to know? i really don't think so. If you feel my life is to much of a failer for your life, then move along, and don't be rude, u never know who you are being rude to.