User:Rajan79382/sandbox

RAJAN KUMAR It starts on 2011...this is very special year for me because in this year i saw a girl dressing a red suit and looking too much beautiful....usse milne se ek din pehle tak mujhe ye nhi pata tha that what is love?haha mjhe ye tak nhi pata tha ki pyar hota kaise h...pr usko dekhne ke baad to main usse dekhta raha...us din uska pehla din din...aise mujhe ye v nhi pata tha ki wo hamare hi school me ek hi class ke alag section me rhti thi main section 'B' me tha aur wo section'C me thi.....dheere dheere tution me uske bare me mjhe pata chala ki uska naam .............. h pr main usse kya har ladki se baat krne se darta tha ki koi kuch bol na de....us samay mjhe pata chala ki mere ko to pyar ho gaya h or pehli baar ajib sa lag raha tha jaisa pehle kabhi nhi lagapr mujhe ye nhi pata tha ki wo mere friend ko love krne lagi ya krti thi ye to pata nhi pr main apni nazar me uske liye one sided lover feel krne laga pr phir v mujhe usse pyar tha pata nhi q pr tha.....aise hi ek din aisa aaya ki hamara exam ka din karib aa raha tha to school me project ye sab ko le kr bahut halchal thi usi me hume kuch files v submit krna hota tha.....us file me front page pr apna information v dena hota tha jaise naam,roll no,class,pr usi me teacher ne bola tha ki apna phone number v de dena aur usne apna phone number likh diya ...to ladke v kam nhi the sab ka file apne side rakh kr phone number sab ka likh liya unhone ne phir usi din sam me unhone ne group meeting ki aur sab ke number pe phone krna start kr diya taki confir ho jaye ki unhi ka number h....usi me uska v number tha aur jo ladka mera friend tha usne usko phone kr diya pr usko pata chal gaya ki phone kaun kiya h phir usi din hamara tution v tha tha wo dono v aaye the aur main v aaya tha...phir usne hamare tution sir ko sari baat bata di ki isne phone kiya tha phir teacher ne use kaha ki tmne phone kiya tha aur usne na kr diya jo ki mujhe pata tha ki kiya tha pr phir v usne na bol diya.....phir agle din ladki ne school me apne class teacher ko ye baat bata di aur teacher ne usko pura sunaya pr usne apne aap ko bachane ke liye apne dosto ka naam le liya ki inhone kiya h ye sab aur unhone ne kiya v tha pr sir ko ye nhi pata tha ki inke sath ye v tha pr usne phir v proof kr diya ki ye nhi tha...pr mujhe ye nhi pata tha ki us din mere friend ki kismat khul jayegi aur dheere dheere undono me baat suru ho gayi aur aage chal ke dono ne ek dusre ko propose kr diya...aur ye baat mujhe mera friend isliye btaya krta tha taki main unko dekh ke dukhi hojau ...pr phir 2014 ke last me un dono ka breakup hogaya wo issliye q ki ladka muslim tha aur ladki hindu ....pr phir v ladki samajh gayi thi ki unka relation jayda din tak nhi chalega to usne breakup krne ka socha aur kr diya...ye sari baatien us ladki ne mere samne kiya thaphir v mere friend ne mereko bola ki usse baat kr ke dekh agar kuch hojaye to to maine usse baat ki phir usne mujhe ek baat kahi ki mummy papa aur lover me ek choose kro to maine kaha mummy papa to usne bola ki main mummy papa ko khush dekhna chahti hu na ki dukhi pr phir v maine use bola ki chali jao uske pas pr usne ek bar bol diya to phir wo piche nhi hati.....to maine kaha ki thik h pr isi bich mere friend ko confusion hua ki maine use kaha baat krne ko aur usne mera breakup karwa diya main use bahut bar kaha ki main breakup nhi karwaya usko main messages v dikhaya pr wo kuch galat hi samajh baitha...aise krte krte ek saal guzar gaye aur main aage ki padhai ke liye bangalore chala gaya waha mujhe roommate mila assam ka naam tha Bikram uski v kahani mere jaisi thi bas fark itna tha ki usko heroin banna tha aur iska relation nhi ho sakta tha to usne hume pehle apni kahini batayi phir maine bataya phir usne bola jab tu usse pyar krta h to bolta q nhi phir maine kuch dino tak socha uske baad usne kaha apna phone de aur maine de diya maine usko kaha tha ki message bhej ke koi fayda nhi pr phir v usne bhej diya "I Love you" pr uska reply nhi aaya aur aaya v to eight days ke baad ...likha hua tha ki"main bas friend hi rhna chahti hu is relation ko todna nhi chahti"maine usse mana kiya tha ki message mat bhej pr phir v usne bhej diya aur us din ke baad se wo kabhi sahi se baat hi nhi krti tha main aaj message bhejta to uska reply 10-15 din ke baad aata tha...maine usse pucha v ki itne din ke baad to usne kaha ki main jayda net nhi chalati pr main janta tha ki wo har 2-3 din me aati thi....pr phir v main usko message bhejta aur reply ka intejar krta aur wo message krti v thi pr dheere dheere wo to jaise bhul hi gayi ki main hu v pr main nhi bhula...agar wo aaj v aati h to main usko utna hi pyar krunga jitna pehle krta tha aur to aur usse crore guna jayda pyar krunga...pr wo aaye to sahi. Avi kuch din pehle matlab 14/05/2016 ko sam me dekh tha mere friend aaya tha Rahul wo mera intejar kr raha tha bahar me main jaise hi bahar aaya Rahul ne v mujhe bulaya ki jaldi aa pr main samajh nhi saka phir wo mere pas aaya aur bola abe tmlog ka kya timing to khatarnak h.....(Rahul mera sab se best friend h bangalore me iske baad sirf Bikram ko pata tha ki main Sweta se pyar krta tha)pr mera dil nhi mana aur main ek dam se use ignore kr ke chala gaya......TO BE CONTINUED...