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'How to Find Sat Guru [Self realized teacher]' I will give example of mine. How did I find my Sat Guru in the age of 11 years old. I did not had any knowledge about Sat Guru. Like, Who is he? What is he? Where is he? How to find him? How to chose? How to make decision? All answers you will get in a simple English with my story.

I was in the age of 11 years old [1963]. I remember my mother said to me, today is New Moon day. Let we go to Shri Parmanand Bhandar Ashram-Khar [Mumbai-India] for Darshan, to meet our teacher. I said no. She tried many ways to convince me, but my answer was no. It was around 3.00 pm. Then my mother made a deal with me, we will go by bus. As Ashram was 2 kms far from my home. I agreed, we will not go by walk, but will go by bus. As it was very-very hot sunny day. I remember the bus fare from Bandra to Khar, Child was 5 paisa and adult was 7 paisa. I got two tickets in my hand. Red color was for child and black for adult.

We reached Khar bus stop and walk towards Ashram. Once I cross the gate of Ashram, went in. I felled something, like indescribable, but I could not understand what it was. We stand in a line and wait for our turn to come. I saw the teacher. I was keep looking at him. Soon I fall in Divine-love, looking at him. I remember the words, my mother said to teacher, today I brought my son for “Darshan”. Teacher laughed and said with sweet voice “Good-Good”. He told me, bring your both hands together and open. Then he gave me mixed fruit in my hand. While leaving the room I keep looking at him behind and left the room. I ate the fruit and washed my hand. Then my mother said we will wait downstairs in the hall [Darbar].

By next hour or two teacher came down and I bow and touched his feet as all were doing. He put his blessed hand on my head. I felled very good. After he left in car and gone for walk. Then I and my mother also left Ashram and reached back home, Bandra-Mumbai. But I was restless at home. While leaving Ashram I was restless. What I got something that I lost from my mind. I couldn’t understand what is happening with me. At night I was thinking What I lost which I got? Some how I got sleep and went to school in morning. When I returned from Sindhi school, K J Khilnani high School-Dadar. I remembered teacher goes out for walk he comes down and go by car. Let me go to Ashram and see again I am getting same thing or not.

So by walk I left home 4.30 pm next day. When I entered in Ashram I got same feelings, still it was indescribable. Teacher came down and went by car for walk. Many people left, but I thought some how teacher will come back, again I can see him with my eyes. So I waited outside the gate of Ashram as I was alone and small aged. No one knew me. I waited outside and was tired so I sat down on the floor. One old man named Shri Pahumal said to me. Why you are sitting on the floor? I said I am waiting for teachers Darshan. Then he said come in the Ashram and wait inside. We talked in Sindhi language. Then he asked what is your fathers name? I said, Thakurdas. He knew my father and said don’t worry you can sit wait and have Darshan of teacher. When teacher came back all did prayer in Darbar[hall], then he went upstairs. All went home and I left Ashram.

From that time I was so happy quite and peaceful, by walk I reached home and sleep very good at night. Morning was so beautiful day for me. I have no words to express.

Again next day I went to Ashram for Darshan. Why I went, because I get something like indescribable [peace in mind and happiness in the self]. I felled fulfilled. When I returned back home my mother asked where did you go? I said to Ashram, I went to see teacher and I get two times Darshan. She was happy, but did not said anything.

Like that it became my routine everyday to go Ashram in evening. As I was so small and in Ashram all were old people. So they called me to do little-little work at Ashram like broom and mop. I was very happy I got little work to pass time till teacher come back from walk. Old people were singing and playing some music. I couldn’t understand what they were singing, though it was in Sindhi language.

After many days gardener did not come in Ashram to give water to plants. Old people were talking and I listen. I said I am sitting quite doing nothing, If you allow me to give water to plant? One said yes. You can give and long pipe is in garage. I took and gave water to whole garden of Ashram. After few days my name went to teacher. As he was house-holder and had family. I get more work to buy and bring for family.

After two years I asked teacher, can I be your student? He said yes, come on Thursday. I said I go to school then he said okay come on Sunday. Bring coconut and flower. I got permission, but I got confusion too.

I asked from Chief downstairs. What minimum I can pay to teacher? He said at least One Rupee and quarter [charani]. So that was my budget. I keep saving one anna for a day and saved one Rupee and quarter. When the day came and I went to buy flower garland for two anna and coconut for two anna. I did purchased, but I was short of quarter. I did not think these expenses in my budget. Now from where to bring? I had no time more. So I asked from chief. Can you give me quarter I will pay you back when I save. He agreed and gave me.

I remember it was second Sunday in February, when I was in 8th class. I became student and He became my Master His name was Sat-guru Sai Parmanand Sahibji [Original from Sind Shikarpur, before partition of India]. I was felling so good, I can’t describe in words. From that day my life changed and my Divine-love also increased in Master. He was Sindhi Braham Nisth and Braham Shrotri Sat Guru [realized person of Soul].

I got now hidden universe massage from the word of Sat as “Shining Absolute Truth” and Guru means who brings out from darkness called ignorance to light. Q: Who is he? A man like us, but he teaches and give knowledge like teacher.

Q: What is he? Braham Nisth and Braham Shrotri, Braham-Veta Sat Guru. I did not know what it means to me. As I was 11 to 13 years old.

Q: How to find him? By going to see him. With some one or by yourself, if mind says let go and see or meet or to listen lecture or If it is advertise somewhere. As I went with my mother unknowingly, but I found it.

Q: How to chose? I fall in Divine-love, while looking at teacher. And I get something in return indescribable peace. When I left the place, I became restless. I want to see what’s the reason and I found the solution by going that place again.

Q: How to make decision I want to become student of teacher? I received same indescribable something though I did not know, but what I lost that I got back. After that I did not see any face of restless, but increased Divine-love for teacher. After two years waiting I did my Master and became his student. No hard and fast. Unknowingly I tested the teacher. I am having peace, same like indescribable. Then I made my mind without asking anyone at the age of 13 years old. He is my Sat Guru and I have to be his student. Then I did it.

What benefits I got. I want to share with you all. While going back home by walk. The Self use to talk and give me light of life, but I did not recognize it. One thing I did unknowingly in teenage time, I write on useless rough piece of paper and leave it on dinning table as that was only my desk to read and write and do homework of school. My mother use to read and save in the box. Like that years after years, decade passed. When my Guru expired in month of August 9, 1981 in Kankhal-Haridwar Shri Parmanand Bhandar Ashram then my mother asked what to do with your papers? This is box for you. I opened and read. I was keep crying. It was written by me Saloks, Divine songs and wisdom talks. I got hidden universe message of a word India as Inter Nationals Deepavali is Atman, God as Go over death and Love as Life of very essence. Which I wrote on piece of paper. To understand universe hidden message of word it took more then 10-15 years.

Then I realize only my Self can explain. So I request to the Self and HE agreed. I took the pen and paper. When ever I get connection I get up and write on note book. Like that I got 73 Universe hidden message from great sentence of God is Love. God is Love, is of three words from that hidden universe message three more words come out that were Life as Love is full established, Soul as Self of universal light and Self as see eternal life fully. So it became six words wisdom chain. On that six hidden universe message whole book was written. Name: One Book God is Love. Then further deep I Am the Self, book came out then deeper went in the Self, Do Your Work, book came out. Like that 292 Universe Hidden Massage came out from one great sentence of God is Love.

What result I got? I found six assets of life. Which lives together in chain in all of us. 1] Life of Progress 2] Life of Prosperity 3] Life of Health 4] Life of Wealth 5] Life of Success 6] Life of Happiness. After revising and revising I got two Bonus life. 7] Life of Liberation and 8] Residence permit of Salvation that “Life” is to have before death, not after death. That’s why all realized person says this life of human is great.

In last I will request to all. Have you got Sat Guru in your life? If not then you must go and find in the world. Life is very short, for what you took the birth that is unresolved. If you solve wishes desires of mind that is temporary in the world. It gets end with your life ends, but if you get residence permit of Salvation before your death. Then after death is same of Salvation which you confirmed in you, before death of it. See the history of Bharat versa, called India. With the knowledge of Self-Soul, see eternal life fully of universal light is received in you. To show this all, is the work of Sat Guru [Self realized person]. Don’t waste time of left life with you. Search, seek you will get all in you. Our blessings and his blessings, but without your blessings on you, nothing will work.