User:Raven017

As you may have already guessed, my name is Raven. There is really nothing that interesting about me. I don't make that great of grades, I'm not "a chipper young gal." and I am gothic. But if you haven't hit the back button yet I guess you must be some-what interested in this, or you have nothing better to do. I'm 17 to old to be a "kid" but to young to be treated as an adult. I have been alone for most of my life, even more so now that my mother has had a stroke and isn't herself yet. My Father Is at work six days out of the week and it is up to me to take care of my little brother as well as my mother and two dogs. While some teens have a job or well...a life I am at home either cleaning or taking care of someone. The funny thing is I look out for everyone in my family but me, I could be walking and trip over my other foot. As a matter of fact that is how I broke my ankle all three times...yea I have issues. As I said before I am often alone, this would normally imply that I have no friends. On the contrary I have three ghouls that I hang with at school. Lindsay, she is the best friend a person could ask for, we actually look a lot alike, like we could be sisters, but to my dismay we are not. Now keep in mind that I don't like to talk about my problems, I like to keep my business to myself. However, Lindsay can some-how tell when and every time that I lie. I must be the world's worst liar 'cause she can always tell. Sandy is another one of my "peers", though she is more like alexis (the third friend) Alexis, well its wierd actually, we are complete opposites but yet we connect somehow. She is what you might consider a "prep." She has a year round tan, when I'm next to her you would think I am as white as computer paper...She is a "boy-crazy teenage girl" in a normal persons eyes, but then again I'm not normal. Underneath all her bullshit, manicures, and "preppy" attitude is a down to earth girl who could care less about how she looks. You may be wondering "Well why does she act so different in public?" well I have asked the same question to myself and to her for the longest time, and have yet to get an answer. The funniest thing is, when she "grows up" she wants to be a phsycologist, I think she even tries to analyze me sometimes. This is the funny part, Alexis, a girl who can't decide who she really is, wants to fish in my brain, me, a girl who can't even walk without falling down a few times. Hmm speaking of the devil, when I...."grow up" I want to write books. When I read, I lose myself. I imagine that I am far away deep within the books written pages. I am actually in the process of writting two books. It seems when I am about to write one book an idea for another pops into my mind.