User:Saint Millinsberg

I LOVE YOU, Not only for what you are, But for what I am When I am with you.

I love you, Not only for what You have made of yourself, But for what You are making of me.

I love you For the part of me That you bring out; I love you For putting your hand Into my heaped-up heart And passing over All the foolish, weak things That you can’t help Dimly seeing there, And for drawing out Into the light All the beautiful belongings That no one else had looked Quite far enough to find.

I love you because you Are helping me to make Of the lumber of my life Not a tavern But a temple; Out of the works Of my every day Not a reproach But a song.

I love you Because you have done More than any creed Could have done To make me good, And more than any fate Could have done To make me happy.

You have done it Without a touch, Without a word, Without a sign. You have done it By being yourself. Perhaps that is what Being a friend means, After all.

If I Could Go Back For every time that I broke down There was a fake smile to cover the frown I hid behind lies when things got tough Forced myself to think it was enough My tears were masked by the rain Unseen by all, alone with my pain Each night was a cover to hide my cries To keep from showing all these lies If I could go back, I'd change it all Stop myself from starting to fall Consumed by hatred, I lost all sight I knew what was wrong but it felt so right I couldn't live without the pain Or the anger pulsing through my vein Each truth a lie I learned to hold While watching each one start to unfold If I could go back, all that would change These diamond lies wouldn't seem so strange I'd undo my lies and make them true Hold on tightly to all that I do Forget the bad, and think of only each day And what's to come, without dismay I'd forget that I cried those tears Remember only every one one of my fears I'd try to be everything that I lost Before I fell, remember the cost Hope for the best, and try to be All that died when I lost me I'd turn back time to redo all this And relive the life I almost missed Only if I could turn it back I'd find everything that I started to lack No longer would fake smiles appear They'd be true with nothing to fear It'd be as though it was a dream That came one night to make it seem As though this was really true But now there's only one thing I must do Go back in time and erase this pain Wash it away on rivers of rain All this could happen if I went back And once again in my life, I'd be on the right track.

Alone In My Head

Alone in my head, I'm feeling so low, You wont understand, No one can know.

My eyes are so tired, I can't sleep at night, Your face haunts my dreams, When I turn out the light.

It happened so suddenly, It happened so fast, I knew all at once, That none of this would last.

Was I just a game? Was this all just for fun? Did my feelings matter, To anyone?

"This didn't mean anything", That's what you said, As I was so shamefully, Getting up from your bed.

I held my head high, As I walked by your side, Tears welling up, I was dying inside.

Weeks have passed, Keeping secrets, telling lies, I don't have the strength, To look either of them in the eyes.

My heart has been broken, Not once, but twice, Once by my best friend, Once by the love of my life.

Deep down inside, I know it's my fault, So I'm just going to lock it, Away in my vault.