User:Scarian/RfC

The only three notable incidents I have visibly lost my temper on Wikipedia are as follows: I can make no excuses for my behaviour. On all three occasions it was utterly out of line and I am embarrassed about how easily I was manipulated into losing my cool. For the past two years I have worked hard on this encyclopaedia and have given my all. I have always made the right choices for this encyclopaedia (bar the three examples above) and have always made sacrifices for the greater good. For those of you who only hear about me through others, please feel free to check my user talk space contributions. Here are my 20 most recent user talk space edits (from before the aforementioned incident, barring minor fixes, and warning/block templates): , , , , , , , , , , , , , , ,, , , I always aspire to be as helpful as possible to other users and I have given up ‘’’many’’’ hours of my life helping new and established users become accustomed to our encyclopaedia. Again, I am sorry for the outbursts and I have no excuses for them. My only request is that you judge me in my entirety... for the good and the bad; not just one side of the story.
 * User:Ceoil – Back in October 2008 I was dealing with an edit dispute with User:WesleyDodds and a couple of other users. I left a 3RR notice on Wesley’s talk page and Ceoil came, out of the blue, and asked Wesley to “ignore” me. This irritated me as I’d had no prior interaction with Ceoil and then proceeded to lose my temper. I immediately apologised to him after realising that I should’ve dealt with the situation better.
 * User:LuketheSpook – A month after that I was involved in a genre troll case that, for some reason, LtS was highly involved in. LtS was protecting a notable genre troll, User:SlayerXT, with requests for me to stop reverting and warning him (this had been going on for at least 3-4 weeks). Eventually, LtS left half a dozen template warnings on my talk page one morning and I lost my temper. This led to my subsequent desysopping by Jimbo Wales. It was brought to ANI and revealed that LtS was actually socking and making my job harder in catching these genre trolls. |I apologised to Luke and the community and LtS later apologised to me in an e-mail.
 * User:Malleus Fatuorum – In May 2009, Malleus made some comments on an RfA about a young candidate’s maturity. I made a return comment which led to Malleus insulting me. I lost my temper in this incident and attacked him. Malleus and I have had several “minor skirmishes” in the past and I believe our personalities clash. I apologised to Malleus and the community directly after I had returned to Wikipedia.