User:Sexypain

Now,beginning of my words,they are complecated. That was all about my love. I want some help!But I don't know who can help me. 4 years being together is not short. But I don't know whether I love him or not. I always remembered his mistakes instead of his kindness. I wanted to find a better man who could do much better in his studies. A few days ago, it happened to me that a girl was waiting in front of his house......At the first time, I felt happy, I could dumped him because of his deeds. But he chose me. A few days later, I came back to him. I think the main reason for me to come back to him is all beacause sex. ............... I really want to leave him, but it's so hard and painful for me! Could anyone give me some advice?