User:Shalini bihan/sandbox

i am Shalini Bihan.i have a grlfrnd, her name is Nitisha Kujur. We have been together for ovr 10yrs nw.we r deeply in love wid 1 anothr and wud definitely fite d world for each othr.i do care bout Nitisha a lot,evn more than myslf. prob is my gf is suicidal. she cud evn take the minutest of issues to the extremes. be it not being able to see each other on a particular day, me not willing for sex at times and so on. its not that i dont love her,just that i am off and tired at times. she is using the suicidal threat for almost everything these days and i do give in most of the time. i dont want her to hurt herself in anyway. 2ndly, she z into drugs.i could again go to any level to keep her away from doing drugs. but again she threatens to do drugs and kill herslf if i fail even 1c in the million times i try keeping her happy. its not that she doesnt keep me happy,i gues i am the happiest with her. she is not at all bad in any way.its jus these threats i fear. before i came in her life as her partner,her life was full of pain and misery.she has been molested,assaulted and iltreated by close ones. i just want happiness for her now. her parents are of the idea tat if they get her married things wud get fixed. Sothey started forcing my gf for marriage. Mygf told me everythn and also how her family kept pushing her for it.she told me she was a burden for her parents and her parents did nt care bout her and only cared about the society.Injune 2010, they even got her engaged and obviously it broke.Mygf ws never up for it and we wanted to be together always. For a few days her parents stopped forcing her but now again the same thing is happening.Mygf is getting desperate now and wants me to move in with her at any cost.she is even ready to leave her family. problm is i have responsibilities and obligations.i wanna be with her and take care of her as well,the way she wants me to. i dont understand how to balance it all.what can i do?