User:Shawn gabriel

Hello my name is Shawn Gabriel Archuleta.

The man I have become has thrown off tons of baggage from my back I have grown a thick skin to protect my being then shed it all to have a new sensitive layer I've worn my heart on my sleeve all my life and covered it with a permanent marking to secure it and still watched it drop to the ground only to see it bounce right into my chest again I have been so out of my head in extasy seen a universe surge from eye to eye and swirl at my own hands gesture I've lost my mind when I only thought I had a brain and found that it only wandered as far as my skull and fell in love with my brain knowing that it wouldn't allow itself to know how important that brain was after my mind was gone I've given up my name to make an avatar out in the world only to cry alone I mourned the spirit of that name because it is what I am known for we are all known by our names nameless. . .no one can say "I love Shawn. . . thank you Shawn. . .You're beautiful Shawn. . . If I could choose anyone out there I would choose you Shawn. . .You are Shawn, right?" My name means chosen strength. I find my strength in integrity and honesty and beauty and artistry and family and friends and sexuality and bearing another ones burdens and love love love love love love love love love love So my name to my life to my being to my thoughts to my art to my all is to always choose love as the ultimate strength in everything love is always the easy means to joy, for me the unconditionality of love is my nationality. I live in love and it is where I claim my citizenship. It is abundant and rolls like a earthquake whenever I need encouragement the ground cracks open and it flows out to gracefully playfully harass to remind me that there's a source underfoot underground reserved for me and others who are of the same homeland the same motherland the same fatherland it pushes out the life of this earth to bloom new things of hopes. Love is natural and trusts no one but me. but I am free to direct it in any direction like a trench where some hide can drown in it only to sink like a stone or float on the current. . .either way it is so strong it kills them to make them realize they need a severe change to truly receive how strong the grip is of this anomoly that would rather strike you dead first for a few lifetimes passing only in minutes to me I see an near mobbing of fear in mankind and it comes full circle to return to me like a golden retriever with only a slobbery toungue panting mouth saying with pride throw it out again and I'll bring something even better back this time. It always makes me surge sear seap smirk and sob

I swear my entire being is out there for the taking. I am strongly in love by my choice alone. Draw to you the love I know and all yours will love, think, and be as I am truly now. . .in dire need of nothing at all.

Satana. . .use these and it's the same as crackin my head open and stealing my brain Shosan Hossan Nashon Sohasn Shozan Screw it just change your freakin last name to ShitKickerbitchssonsansanspon. Hell you got my blessing do whatever you want I'll just leave it at that.

oh and get that streak touched up. You're roots are setting in.

Sincerely to all the Shatons out there.

Shawn Gabriel "Nu0ne" Archuleta