User:Shivaak

At the time when I was studying in class 9-10th I was old only 14 years. It was ecllispse for my life till my 10th examination. Because I want to a girl. It was not a love it was a attraction in my this small age I worst my all time. WHEN I HAVE DONE MY 10TH examination And take the rest for june fir 15 days. In remaining holidays I went to coaching of English to My Sir Ji Mr. RAJ KUMAR IN my village. I went there And after going there My mind go change. I finished my attraction from that girl. I fully focused in my education. I Went to Shankar Bhusan Saran Janta Inter College Sambhal. I TAKE PCM IN 11TH. I WAS VERY HAPPY TO TAKE MY STUDY BUT I WAS NOT HAPPY WITH GO TO SAMBHAL. I STUDY WITH HARDWORK AND SMARTWORK. I MAKE MY 2 YEARS GOAL OF 12th and 11th in 11th only. Because I have only two work study 8 hours and play volleyball for 4 hours daily. But In 12th I have not study to much. Till january. Because I want to drop my school sbsj and wanted to addmission in chitragupt college moradabad. But I was not possible So I have to study and revise my all course of 11th and 12th because in 2015 board exam has all syllabus of botb years 11th and 12th. I passed Exam with 382 out of 500. I wanted to go to Kota. My parents send me Kota to prapre AIEEE with my a village Friend Sarvendra Who run away from me after two days from Kota and leave me alone. After 14days another friend Lalit Kumar come to me. I am preparing well I got rank apporx. 12,57,23,17 etc. We come for 3 holidays on Raksha Bandhan at home. We went to kota after this we give sunday test and I got dengue fever. After 2 days I again come to my home. After 15 days. I went again to Kota. Par mera Waha bilkul mann nahi lag raha tha. Main bas waha se aana chahta tha. Meri mata ji mera hal shayad janti thi kyonki be jab bhi mujhse baat karti thi to roti thi. Lekin Mere papa bilkul ulte swabhab ke the be ghar par meri shakal pasand nahi karna chahate the. Main bhi Kota mein akele main rota rehta tha. Par kya karta. Phir huma diwali par ghar aaye. Phir dobara Kota gaye lekin main fir 15 din bad aa gaya. Aur maine kah diya ki main Kota mein nahi rah sakta meri tabiyat bar bar kharab ho rahi thi aur mann bilkul bhi nahi lag raha tha. Lalit wahi raha wo padhai karta raha. Jab main ghar par aaya toh papa ekdum bahut gussa the unhone sarab pina shuru kar diya tha mere is faisle se. Par main kya karta mera mann bilkul nahi lag raha tha. Papa ne 4 mahine tak mujhse bat nahi ki. Aur bahut daru pi.Unka naraz hona bilkul zayaz tha par maib kya karta EK Baar rat mein unhone daru pi jab halki halki barish ho rahi thi be khait par tubewell pe jane ko rahe the aur main mana kar raha tha lekin be nashe mein chale gaye main bhi unke pichhe pichhe tha. Bahut dur chalte chale gaye we khaito par na jakar dusri aur mud gaye lagbhag us samaye raat ke 9:30pm ho rahe honge ek dhan ka khait tha jisme lagbhag 15 din pahle dhan lage honge mere chappal nikal chuke the. Us khait mein maine bhaag ke papa ko pakda aur unhe pakde rakha. Maine unse baat ki maine kaha tum kyon kar rahe ho aisa main bhi ro raha tha aur papa bhi.(ye manjar sada meri aankhon mein rahega).Sare gao vale pata nahi mujhe kya kya kah rahe the. Mera bahar nikalna bilkul dusbar tha. Lekin mujhe pura yakin hai ki main apni life ko barbad nahi jane dunga aur maine apni PCM ki padhai ghar par jari rakhi. Phir main Rajkumar Sir ji ke yahan jane laga. Aur phir unhone mujhe bachcho ko coaching dene ki salah di. Fir maine Aise hi kiya Maine Coaching deni suru ki Isse mera PCM ka rivision achchha hua aur econimic condition sahi hui. Iske bad 2016 mein Maine Bsc Ist year pass kiya. Aur 2017 mein NDA 1st Clear kiya (RESULT DAYS WAS DARK DAY KYONKI UN DINO MERI MATA JI KI TABIYAT BAHUT KHARAB THI) lekin SSB BANGLORE ko clear nahi kar saka fir 2017 ki last mein maine SSC MTS clear kiya lekin IInd Paper train ke 15 hrs late hone se wo paper bhi chhut gaya. Bahut dukh hua kyonki IInd paper bus qualifing nature ka tha. Isi Samaya meri Bahan Pahal ka janam hua. In do exam ke qualify hone ke baad papa mere sath fir se normal hogaye. Ab maine Bsc IInd year ke exam diya hai Abki baar main NDA (SSB)aur SSC (IInd Paper) exam ki tayyari ki wajah se BSc ki tayyari nahi kar saka but koi nahi. Waise ek baat to hai jab se ab tak kisi ladki ka khayal bhi mere dimag main nahi aaya hai ab to bas shadi karne ke liye hi ladki chunenge. Bas ek hi khayal hai mann mein IAS/APS SHIVNANDAN KASHYAP. Are haa ek case ban gaya tha tin ladkiyon ko mein math padhata tha unme se ek ladki ne mujhe usi ki saheli ki sath affair ki baat kah kar uda diya. Lekin aisa kuchh nahi tha aur maine un tino ko tution se mana kar diya. waise jis ladki ke sath udaya tha woh ladki padhne mein achchhi thi mujhe uski padhai ko lekar thoda dukh hai. CHALO ye baat khatam karte hain ab main RAILWAY GROUP D AUR GROUP C KI TAYYARI KAR RAHA HUN DEKHTE HAI KYA HOTA HAI.Today 07/06/2018 my result came of B.Sc. IInd Year Voilla I got 291/450. I am happy because mjpru has result only 40% pass and college has only 10% pass. I am topper of my class. It is very good for me by god. I am very thankful of god. Please god give me power to be smart and to do work hard.Today 12/06/18 I went to my relatives to give invite for marriage of my fufera bhai. I am tired now.