User:Stright Jacket Dreamer

Exsistance
I'm Melissa.....theres nothing really special about me im just a kid trying to get through life the best i can. i'm not unique or different.. i'm just me! i'm not in love... and right at this point i dont think i'll ever be.. yeah theres lots of things about myself that are still a mystery to me!? but for now i guess life will just unveil as it goes along.. am i worried about how my life is gonna go? no not really.. i think what lies ahead in my future was always ment to be that way from the day i was born!... can i change my future..possably, but who really knows. i guess i'll just have to wait and see!

Present Life
I'm Melissa...... i go to Villanova. nothing really ever happens there, basicly its a boring and dumb high school just like all the others, where we learn everthing we need to know before we leave that place and become adults. but did you know that there is about 1500 kids at our school or something like that, well only about 30% of those kids may grow up and have a family and live a happy life. but what about the other 70% of us!? well theres about a 25% chance some of thows people will go to jail, about 20% who will die at an early age, 5% of those people will become priests or people that help society, 15% of those people may just become or already are attracted to the same sex (not saying that it bad or anything), and 5% chance some of those people will get cancer, and other harmful diseases that will affect their families life, and possible change it. so see when you think about life it self does it really seem fare, like in religon god is suppose to be the one who helps us and gives us guidence, im not say that he doesn't do all that stuff, but why did he create death, violence, drugs, herassment, ect. or maybe we are just play pudy to god. he creates us but he just sits back and watches the show, maybe god did create us and the whole universe, but we are the ones who dicide whats gonna happen through out the centaries he'll just give us the push to start it.

Years From Now
who really knows? maybe one day i'll find the answer to that question, and life its self will be unveiled to me. but what if finding out the truth has a price for me to pay, and im not just talking about money or material objects. like my life its self, or even my soul, maybe just me. i think if i was to really want to know that badly then sure come up to me and ask me if i wanna know whats gonna happen in the future and no fortune tellers, i want the real deal.

Pictures of the Girl Behind the Mystery
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