User:Sweetestofhearts

Sometimes words just can't say enough. Sometimes words are all you really need. However... Sometimes, it takes a whole page on the internet to express what you feel, and that's precisely what I aimed to do for you this Christmas. To create a whole page dedicated to just you. Now, I know what you may be thinking... It's not Christmas! Well... With everything you've been going through recently, I figured it would be best to brighten your day a little when you really need it, rather than when it would be the most 'logical.' I wanted to put all the thought I could into it, but it turns out, sometimes the most wonderful things don't come with too much thought... Just from everything in your heart.

"Hello! My name is Jessica. I've been in pain for quite a while, mind you, not just physically... Most all my life. I didn't have the greatest start at life, and throughout the rest of my days, things have happened to me that's I've either despised or rejected from my memory, or have just hurt me to no end. People tend to treat other people like crap, such is the nature of sin, but for some wonderful reason, that doesn't always bother me. You see, throughout the years, I've learned that the only thing worth living for is my Lord. Yes, of course, there are things like love and children to cherish, but I've realized that God is my one true prince. Wonderfully enough, I've met a guy who understands where I stand, and who loves me for all that I am, and more! And heck, he's one cool dude. Drop-dead gorgeous, I'd say! But then again, who could blame him for falling in love with me? I'm the kindest, gentlest, most incredibly beautiful, ravishing girl he's ever met, much less who's ever existed! And trust me when I say that I'm one heck of a gal to be with. No one can't have fun around me, or just share the most incredible feeling of bliss at that. I've had my share of tears, yes, but I know that in all honesty, my heart screams 'Life is grand' on the toppest tippy top of my heart, the Lord filling my soul with every ounce of joy able to possess. And of course, not all tears should be shunned."

There! Your very own blog, made by none other than me. Sure, it's not in your exact words, but I figured I could take what you impress upon me and fit it into a paragraph.

And now? Poetry. No, love, not by me. Not yet, at least. ;D

"If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much

Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me"

~Jay Scott

Jess... When I read that poem, I nearly started to cry. It was the incarnate of my love for you. Sure, it took another guy to write it, but it only took me to really mean it. I love you, Jess, with all my heart. As the leaves of Autumn slowly drift away on the winds, so do generations come and go. But one thing I'll always know with the depths of my heart, and that is that my love for you will never be torn apart. I will never let my love for you drift away, nor will I loose my love for your heart. I miss you when we're apart, I yearn for you to stay when we're close, and I love you all the same, no matter what, throughout all my time in this life. You are my heart, my soul, my treasure, my today, my tomorrow, my forever. You are my love. Love is like a mustard seed; planted by God and watered by both God and man. Lord, let you water and nurture our love for you, and our love for each other forever more. You have my prayers, love.

"You know you are in love when you see the world in her eyes, and her eyes everywhere in the world." ~David Levesque