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The Anatomy of Desire is a short story written by John L'Heureux. The story was first published in L'Heureux's book, Desires, in 1981. It can also be read in American Gothic Tales edited by Joyce Carol Oates and Sudden Fiction edited by Richard Shapard. This is the story of a man that has an unwavering need for more than just love, he wants to posses and be posessed. Determined to do so, he goes to an extreme only to learn there can only be desire. "He walked around on his skinned feet, leaving bloody footprints up and down the corridors, looking for someone to love him."

Plot Summary
The story of Hanley is told in third-person narrative.The event that forever changed his life is explained in great detail. Hanley was the unfortunate soldier that had been caught by the enemy while sleeping. The general was very fond of Hanley when he was brought to him. He felt that Hanley could be his own son, but never the less, he still had to perfom his duty. In the morning it was time for Hanley to be punished. He would serve as an example of what happened to infiltrators. The enemy proceeded in flaying Hanley's skin, sparing his face and gentials as the general had requested. His skin was then hung on the barbed wire and he was left for dead. When morning arrived, the enemy had retreated and Hanley was rescued and then sent to the veteran 's hospital. This was a lonely time for Hanley. No one wanted to be near him, except if they were obligated, because of his condition. Here Hanley met the nurse called the saint. She was a loving woman who when asked by Hanley if she would love him, agreed. Hanley eventually revealed he did not just want her to love him, he wanted to be possessed by her. The saint would tell Hanley how handsome he was, how much she needed him, and how she could not live without him. This went on for quite some time, but it was not enough for Hanley. "I am in love and I am loved, Why isn't this enough?" Hanley wanted to be surrounded by the saint; to be enclosed by her. That night they made love, but it still was not enough for Hanley. During this time, Hanley was recieving letters from the general. He felt remorse for what he did to Hanley, but still explained he had to do his duty. In the final letter, the general revealed he could no longer endure it and that he was possessed by Hanley. One day Hanley finally realized what he wanted and told the saint that he wanted her skin. The saint allowed him to do so only slightly shivering from the cold blade of the knife. Surprisingly, the saint felt satisfied about it. He spared her face and genitals as were his. After a week went by and the skin had dried, Hanley put on the skin. He walked the corridors and left no bloody trails. "Thank you" he told the saint, "It is my heart's desire fulfilled. I am inside you. I am possessed by you." When he looked into the saints loving eyes, he finally realized what had occured. He could never truly be possessed, he could only desire the feeling. "He plucked at his empty skin, and wept."

Analysis
Hanley suffers from loneliness. Because of the condition he was in, it was hard for people to be around him. When he finally did find someone to love him, he basically lost control. Hanley was left wanting more love as he was given more. It became like an unquenchable thirst. For Hanley to realize he had reached the point where he could recieve no more love, he had already taken advantage of the one that loved him. He was so consumed by the need to be loved, he left the saint vulnerable as he already was. Hanley could always desire this love, but he could never truly possess it. To realize this, he had to hurt the one who loved him.

Gothic Elements
Loneliness is the root of Hanley's aspiration for love. No one was willing to be with Hanley because he was so different, not even his wife or kids. This took a mental toll on him. "Evidence has been growing that when our need for social relationships is not met, we fall apart mentally and even physically." Hanley was physically unstable so one glimpse of feeling needed left him ecstatic and wanting more. Towards the end, Hanley realizes he will always be lonely because he can never truly be possessed as he wishes.

Domestic Abjection can also be seen in this short story. This abjection can be explained in Alan Lloyd-Smith's book, American Gothic Fiction. "And yet, from its place of banishment, the abject does not cease challenging its master." Hanley is aware that he should feel happy with the love he is given, but he constantly wants more. This need keeps challening Hanley. The true abjection is apparent at the very end. Hanley was upset over what he did to the saint. He was now capable of inflicting harm onto others to achieve his needs. This need consumed their love. Their once familiar relationship was now one of heartbreak. Not only did he hurt the saint, but his now familar world of wanting posession was over. He was left with just a void and longing. The overall message is that we cannot always achieve what we wish, they must remian desires. Turning these desires into possessions often times cannot be reached or require crossing a line.

L'Heureux Critique
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Other L'Heureux Stories
The Handmaid of Desire A Woman Run Mad The Shrine at Altamira