User:Vishal337/sandbox

Vishal Mahavar, “wese to koi khash isccha nahi he kuch likhne ki par fir bhi sochte he ki likhu....”

Ek ladki thi or ek ladka tha ladki anjan thi par ladka anjan nahi tha ladka us ladki to na jane kab itna pyar karne laga pata hi nahi chala, har waqt ladki ke bare me sochta tha, har waqt usi ki chinta karta tha, kab hui itni mahobat pata hi nahi chala kab khud man betha samjh hi nahi saka, bas usko ek nazar dekhne ko har bar taras jata tha or jab wo samne aa jaye to mano dil ki dhadkan hi ruk si gayi ho saanse band ho gayi ho, har baar usko chup chup kar dekhta rahata tha or kabhi ladki ki nazar mil jaye to ghabra jata tha ki jane ab kiya ho???, par yuhi ladka us se itna pyar kar betha ki khud ki fiakr karne laga khud badalne sochta rahata tha ki sayad usko pasand aau bhi ya nahi, jane kab itni mahobat kar betha, fir social site par dekha us ladki ko fir socha ki us se baat kare par jane kiyu darta tha or har waqt uski picture ko dekhta rahata tha kabhi socha ki baat kare to kabhi socha ki na kare bas yuhi soch soch kar sara din gujar deta tha bas uski ek jhalak ko dekhne ke liye pagal ho jata tha, uski namojudgi me udas ho jata tha uski mojudgi me khush ho jata tha apne dosto ko us ladki ke bare bata kar khush hota tha, and wo ladki us ladke ka jeene ka makshad ban gayi thi, or finaly ek din aaya (14/02/2051)or usne us ladki se baat ki or pahala word bola ki sorry........, or fir koi msg nahi kiya socha ki na jane kiya hoga fir kuch der baad ladki ka reply aaya likha tha kon?? Fir us ladki ne ladke ki photo dekh kar pahechan liya or pucha ki sorry ? iss par ladka bola ki aapko meri wajha se problem hui na isliye, iss par ladki ne bola koi baat nahi or fir wo dono acche dost ban gaye or call or msg me baat karne lage or na jane ladki bhi ladke ko msg, call karne lagi na jane ladki ke man me kiya tha fir ek din call par ladke ne ladki se kaha ki me aapko 1st day se manta hu aapko sochta hu aapko hi samjhne ke kosish karta hu har waqt aapke bare me sochta raheta hu iss par ladki ne reply kiya ki abhi kuch nahi pahale hum friend ban jaye fir ladke ne kaha ki wo unka wait kar sakta hu life time tak to koi ummid kar sakta he ? to ladki boli ki ha aap wait kar sakte ho iss par ladka sayad pagal sa ho gaya tha wo or bhi us ladki ko dekhne ke liye or baate karne ke liye beechen rahane laga.. or wo dono baate karne lage or ek dusre ki chinta karne lage wo ladke ne kabhi khud ki chinta nahi kit hi kabhi khud ki koi parwah nahi ki thi par ab wo apni or ladki ki parwah karne laga tha itna khush kabhi na tha jitna ki ab rahata tha bas unke msg & call ka wait karta tha har waqt sochta tha ki wo kiya kar rahi hogi, kesi hogi or ek din(20/03/2015) esa bhi aaya jab ladki ne us ladke se apne dil ki baat kahi ki yes Iss par ladka bola kiya yes to ladki ne kaha ki ahbi only yes pahale hum ek dusre ko acchi tarha pahechan le ek dusre ko jan le fir or ladke ne kaha thik he aapki jo marzi fir usi din ladki ne ladke se kaha ki aap apni office se bahar aao mujhe aapko ek nazar dekhna he tabhi ladka itna khus hua ki khusi ki wajha se us ko ye bhi hosh nahi raha ki wo gir gaya or ladke ke per me chot bhi lagi par ladke ne kuch nahi kaha kisi se or apni office ke bahar aa gaya or tabhi kuch der me ladki auto me beth kar waha se gujari or ladke ko bye kiya or mano ladka pagal sa hi ho gaya ladka ladki ki har baat manta tha har baat ko sunta tha fir ek din 25/03/2015 hua yu ki ladka ladki ek dusre se call par baate kar rahe the to tabhi ladke ne pucha ki aapko mera mob. No. Yaad he ? to ladki ne reply diya ha or ye sun kar ladka or bhi khus ho gaya or sochne laga ki mujhe mera no. Yaad nahi raheta or inko mera no. Yaad he or ladki boli ki ab ghar jau kiyu ki ladki apni friend ke ghar thi isliye boli ki ab me apne ghar jau to ladke ne bola ki thik he but ghar pahoch kar call ya msg kar dena ok yuhi ek din ladke ne us ladki se pucha ki aapko aapke birthday par kiya gift chahiye iss par ladki ne kaha nahi kuch bhi nahi chalega or ladke ne pucha na kuch to jarur dena padega or yuhi wo log aapas me baate karte rahate kabhi ladka unke ghar ka address puchta to kabhi ladki ladke ki padhai ke bare me puchti or ek baat ye bhi thi ki jab ladke ne ladki se pucha ki aap jaha rahate ho wo soc. Ka naam kiya he to ladki ne kaha ‘uffff me bhul gayi’.....us waqt unhone 48min 32sec baat ki call par fir yuhi time nikalta raha wo dono baate karte rahe or fir ek din ladki ne kaha ki “aap mujhe gift dene wale the na to koi esa gift dena ki jise me apne pass humesha sambhal kar rakh saku or kisi ko koi saq bhi na ho” iss par ladke ne kaha ki esa kiya du mujhe koi idea nahi he to ladki ne kaha ki ye aapko sochna he.... ek din Sunday tha tabhi bhi wo dono msg me baat kar rahe the ladki ke pass unki friend ka mob. Tha us mob se fir ladki ne kaha ki agar time ho to call karo iss par ladke ne kaha ki abhi mom dad bahar jayenge tab call karta hu fir ladke mom dad bahar gaye or ladke ne call kiya or baat ki kuch der baat karne ke baad ladki ne kaha ki ab me apne ghar jaa rahi hu baadme msg par baat karnge to ladke ne kaha ki thik he ghar jaa kar msg kar dena ki thik se ghar pahoch gaye ? to ladki ne kaha thik he me msg kar dungi par ladki ne koi msg koi call nahi kiya to ladka pareshan ho gaya or fir yuhi dusre din se baate fir se start ho gayi yuhi din gujarte gaye or fir ek din hua yu ki wo ladke ko fb par ek ladki ko ladne request sent ki or us ladki ne accept ki par us ladke ko kiya pata tha ye pal uski life hi badal dega or hua yu ki usi waqt ladka passport office me tha apne sabhi documents verify karwa raha tha ki tabhi fb friend ka msg aaya or kuch word galat likh gaye he iss baat se ladka anjan tha or ye baat ladke ke friend ne usko boli ki bhai ye kiya likh raha he but us time halat hi kuch ese the ki kuch samjh nahi aaya ki kar kiya rahe he or ladka busy hone ki wajha se is fb friend se baat nahi kar saka, fir wo ladka apne ghar par aaya or kuch time baad wo apni family ke sath bahar jaa raha tha tabhi us ladki ka msg aaya ki aaj ke baad mujhe call or msg karne ki koi jarurat nahi he or ye baat ladke ko samjh nahi aayi ladke ne socha ki achanak ye kiya ho gaya ladka apni family ke sath hote hue bhi us ladki ko call kiya bur ladki ne koi reply nahi kiya bas msg kar diya ki kal se aap jis ladki se fb pe baat kar rahe ho wo fack ID he wo meri friend ke bf ki ID he or ye baat kahe kar ladki ne kaha ki aapne mujhe bahot huart kiya he ab mujh se baat mat karna kabhi or apna face dikhane ki kosish bhi mat karna us din date thi 27/03/2015 us din se wo ladka mano pagal sa hi ho gaya tha ladka kar kiya raha kuch pata nahi tha ladke ne bahot samjhaya par wo nahi mani or ladke ne ye bhi socha ki face to face baat kare but wo nahi kar sakta tha to yuhi din gujarte rahe or ladka ladki ko bahot miss karta rahata he or ek bar to hua yu ki ladke ne gusse me aakar apna hath diwal par de mara par hua kuch nahi ladki nahi mani or ladke ne ladki ki friend ko kaha ki apni friend ko samjhao pls to uski friend ke samjhane par us ladki ne ladke ko call kiya or baat ki or ladke kaha ki aap job hi soch rahe ho galat he pls ek baar baat karne ka moka to do fir ladke ne ladko ko bahot samjhaya or kaha ki aap jo saja do manjur he to ladki ne kaha ki thik he mujhe kuch time chahiye to ladke ne kaha ki thik he le lo jitna time lena he or fir tabhi ladke ne kaha ki me aapko chocolate dunga to aap loge to ladki boli ki thik he to fir ladke ne ladki ko dusre din msg kiya ki aapko chocolet dunga, to ladki boli ki nahi aap mat dena aap meri kisi friend ko de dena fir dusre din ladke ne chocholet dene ki sochi par nahi de paya to apne friend ke hatho se ladki ko chocholet di par kiya pata tha ki ye khushi jiyada din ki nahi he kiyu ki ladki ne ladke se baat karna bahot kam kar diya fir kuch din baad ladke ne ladki ki firend ko roka or bola ki apni firend ko samjhao wo jo kar rahi he wo galat he or ladka har bar ladki ki friend ko isliye hi bolata tha kiyu ki ladke ne kabhi kisi ladki se pyar nahi kiya or jis se kiya us ko face to face baat karne se darta tha isliye ladka har bar ladki ki firend ko hi bolata tha or ye sabhi baat loadke ne apni ek friend ko batayi to ladke ki friend ke kaha ki aap bolo to thik warna me jaakar sab bol deti hu par ladka nahi chahata tha ki ladki ko koi bhi kuch kahe ladka ladki se face to face baatna chata tha do din baad ladki ka call aaya 17/04/2015 or ladki ne baat ki par wo ladki nahi thi nahi jo pahale baat karti thi bilkul change ho gaya tha or tabhi ladke ne fir kaha ki sorry to ladki ne kaha ki ab kuch nahi ab bhul jao mujhe to ladke ke kaha ki aap galti to batao bina galti ki saja kiyu ladki ne kaha ki rahena he to friend raho or kuch bhi nahi to ladka bahot tut gaya or dil hi dil me rone laga fir ladki ne call kat kar diya or ladka bahot paresan ho gaya or fir usne ladki ko msg kiya FB pr ki thik he jhuk sakta hu me aapke liye aap yahi chahate ho ki me aapke samne jhuku to thik he me jhuk gaya ban gaya jo aap banana chahate the to ladki ne reply kiya ki me thik he, friend or fir ladka ladki ka wait karne laga ki kab unka msg aaye par usko kiya pata tha ki uski ek galti ki itni badi saja milegi or esa bilkul nahi tha ki ladke ko ladki ke bare me kuch pata nahi tha ladke ko kitne logo ne kaha ki ladki thik nahi he or yaha tak bhi bola logo ne ki “Ladki ke 11 boyfriends he” par ladke ne ye kuch mana hi nahi or bina kisi ki parwaha kiye wo ladki se or bhi pyar karne laga bas yahi galti thi ladke ki usne ladki ke past ka koi matlab nahi samjha bas wo aaj me jeena chahta tha ladki ke sath khus rahana chahata tha kuch pal sath gujarna chahata tha but ladki nahi samjhi payi yahi soch soch kar aaj bhi ladka tadap raha he kiyu ki ladke ki life me jo thi bas wahi thi or kuch time baad hi ladki ne ladke ko FB par unfriend kar diya or ye baat ladke ko pata hi nahi wo roj apne msg histry open karta to or wait karta raheta ki abhi reply aayega abhi reply aayega par wo galat tha reply aaya, na kuch or fir 20/04/2015 ko ladke ne ladki ki profile open ki to dekha ki wo ladki ne to usko unfirend kar diya he to ladke ko bahot dukh hua or fir whatsaap chack kiya to dekha ki block kar diya he or aaj bhi ladka yuhi wait kar raha he ki kaas unka koi call ya msg aaye yuhi unki raha dekhata raheta he  pal pal unke bare me sochta raheta he or aaj ladke ki ye halat ki wo khul ke hans bhi nahi sakta jitni hansi he wo dikhawat ki he ab kiya kare kisi ko bata bhi nahi sakte or aaj tak ladke ne isliye ladki ko I love you nahi bola kiyu ki ladka ladki ko milkar bolana chahata tha but ladki hi samjh na payi to kiya kare warna aaj bhi ladki kahe to wahi jaan den eke liye tyar ho jaye or sab baate saaf kar de esa nahi he ki ladke ko kuch pata nahi par ladke ne ladki par kuch jiyada hi trust kiya tha isliye aaj ye halat he or aaj 24/04/2015 ka din ladke ne msg kiya to ladki boli ki “dimag kharab mat kro” ab kiya kare or aaj ladke ka sayad last din he wo iss duniya ko chhod kar humesa ke liye dur jaa raha he or iss yakin ke sath ki sayad ladki usko thoda bhi samjh paaye.............

Hello once again today 21th June 2016 i send her birthday wish msg...... but she never give me any reply.....

but not to worry unki yaad aaj bhi dil ke sath hai dil ke pass hai... love you pooja all the time

my whole life is your's



hello once agin i am back, 28/01/2017

ab or kiya likhu samjh nahi aata abhi kuch dino se us ladki ki friend ka msg aaya or sabhi baate ek dusre ko batai or unki hi friend ne yeh kaha ki sahi ladki nahi hai ab batao me kiya karu yahi baat man me he ki ab se jiyada kiya hona baki hai life me mere sath sabhi ke samne majak bana raha hai usi ki friend ne mujhe bataya ki uske to kitne sare bf hai fir bhi yaeh pagal nahi man raha ki ye baat sach hai,, bas yahi ummid me sayad wo wapas aa jaye .. bye see you agin...