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Through Emerald Eyes

To hate: is to believe that one has surpassed the feeling of anger and have acquired a blemish upon ones soul, tainted for all eternity, in a fire that can never be extinguished.... Is to truly hate.

I have known a beast that haunts us all, be it in our dreams or in our predefined reality. We are hunted, we are its prey. Only when you see as the beast does, can you understand why it tracks its prey ever so slowly, injecting poison into steps not yet even discovered. In the darkest parts of being, the cold lingering breath of death seems all but an assurance of peace.... but will the fires end or the soul be cleansed..... It is through comprehension that we may compose ourselves in a manner of which, we as an individual, deem appropriate for society given any time period in history. If one chooses a path that destroys or harms a society, then that individual must exiled or killed. Within a society, the exiled/killed is now a negative counter (-1) as they are not contributing to society, they are actually consuming more resources for the process of exile or burial/post-mortem responsibilities. To be a neutral (0) within a society, one must not strive for any higher purpose or meaning, but just to exist and maintain the foundation of current said society. A positive counter (+1) is applied when an individual contributes to society, be it scientific, humanitarian or political in nature. With this scale in mind, where are you?

I already know you are a statistical 0, I am a statistical 0, your parents and teachers are statistical 0's, the president of the United States.....(I will leave it to history to determine a counter of -1 or 0). We are told to be ourselves, but to conform to rules and regulations that were set decades ago by a generation of manipulation, conformity and fear. Justifiably, one might expect an explanation of why society will continue to exist in a positive fashion, but if a society becomes corrupt... that corruption will seep past the foundation, then positive counters mean nothing as they are tainted by said exact corruption. There is no longer a tolerance of free-thinking, and of unique being, unless you conform to societies predefined regulations and rules. The only danger that the beast fears is courage and change.

As the beast stalks its prey, it learns that sheer force will only bring struggle and bloodshed onto itself. Why risk its own life, when it can guide its target skillfully to the killing grounds from behind the scenes. We then witness something strange occur, the beast doesn't act how it has in the past. It sees the potential of allowing population growth, insinuating an intelligence far beyond that of it's prey. As long as the populous doesn’t deviate from basic instincts and become aware of the beasts presence, society will continue to develop in its shadow. The beast no longer needs to seek it's prey, it has established a self-sustaining slaughterhouse. Within the animal kingdom, there is a hierarchy of animals that all serve a purpose. Predators have prey, which in turn, that prey become predators of lesser beings so on and so forth all the way down to the smallest of organisms. A hawk eats the cat, the cat eats the mouse, the mouse will eat anything, and hell even an elephant has enemies that it must be aware of during any given day. Now what I ask of you is, what happens when the hierarchy fails? What happens when the same genus attacks itself? A blinding struggle begins that engulfs the genus and all existential variables be damned.

A man can spend a lifetime pondering morality. A man can spend a lifetime pondering mortality. A truly wise man understands that these two different questions are directly related to one another infinitely in time. If one wishes to die, to whom are you to intervene? Just because you say “Life is worth living,” and, “ Go out and change your life if you hate it so much,”(avoiding all religious encounters) to them I say, without a shadow of a doubt, “Your definition of life is appalling and your government already owns your body and mind”. Remember that we are nothing but worker drones, slowly decaying in time for an hourly rate. We are shown the “good” life on television/advertisements, but it is only by permission of the truly powerful that we may salivate over pricey items that will never satisfy us and drive us back into poverty.

The road less traveled in this day-and-age is that of the path traveled by our forefathers; stained in blood, pain, loss, and a belief in one truth.... “We the people”.... a notion that has lasted for over 200 years. Now plighted by politicians and corporations that seek to economically rule the mindless, darkness grows. You may be eaten slowly in blissful ignorance, or fight through the bowels of Hell, if not only to bare witness to the roots of freedom, a sacrifice for future seasons, a reason for future generations to never again pay for the mistakes of the past. It begins and ends with blood.

It is sad when you realize there is more community in war torn nations than here at home. You can see the the massive flood of military personal returning home from a costly war over oil and political advantage. Many return in body bags and it is those who carry on their memories are whom suffer the most. In any combat situation you have brothers to your right and to your left at all times.... At home you might have friends, or even just associates but not brothers. Being alone, bearing a burden that no amount of money or bloodlust can resolve. Lack of brotherhood in a peaceful nation is the leading cause of PTSD episodes and correlating suicides. Where are my country men? Where are my Patriots?

We are force-fed fear from telecommunication companies over the years and it has affected our psyche. We no longer can trust our neighbors, our schools, our police officers, or any manufacturer of goods.

It is truly daunting when you see the the motto of a life saving, community orientated, armed force, change to that of abuse and blind leadership. If you have not noticed, I will make it perfectly clear, “To Serve and Protect” is the police motto of a lost generation. Their new motto, “Law Enforcement”. Black and white. No thought for themselves, just drones and ex-military with PTSD looking for kicks at the publics behalf. There are more police shootings in the days to come than have ever been documented since their conception/deployment. In my times, you can and will be arrested for pointing a banana at a police officer. All the police have to say is, “I thought is was a gun” and they're off the hook for arresting or KILLING an innocent man. Look at the core of this situation, if you even joke/ give a dirty look to a police officer, they will TAKE your freedom and YOU will end up paying a “criminal charge”. This is called ZERO TOLLENACE and governments that normally impose such policies out-right, are called dictators. Now if you manipulate the populace with fear.... then the people will elect these zero tolerance policies and with them “gun control” and any “pro-choice” arguments that might have given us a fighting chance against this tyranny.

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I look forward without fear, without tears in my eyes, the bodies in the streets of both Patriots and enemies alike. They will not spare our families, so we shall not spare theirs, we shall rally under the flag of our forefathers and spill blood unto our soil, for the tree of liberty must be watered from time-to-time with the blood of Patriots and tyrants alike. There are many men for whom would disagree with violence, and with them, lives slavery under many different banners and declarations. Beyond the physical violence, there is another war that has been waning in the background of society.

A digital war that has real world ramifications. Only a select percentage of human beings know about this war, and are fighting it as you read this sentence. With enough information, one man can run a country in the present, as well as, in the future. Being able to stop a man from committing cold murder is one thing, but to stop a revolution, signed in blood, by We the people..... univocality evil. --	Many have asked me about depression and suicidal thoughts, as though they are my dance partners on a Saturday night. Truth be told, I don't dance and yet I still see them everyday that ends with the sun setting and the rising moons cold embrace unto dawn, over and over, ever repeating... Imagine being bound to pole, you can't move and your mouth loosely sewn shut. Below you is a vat of the most rancid and foul carrion, mixed with what I can only describe as the tar upon humanity’s blind-eye since the very beginning.

The first time you get slowly dipped, you feel nothing is worth the searing pain, nothing is worth the intensive suffering of millions condensed into one consciousness, and no one can know what depths you have discovered, let alone comprehend the nature of the lessons being taught. Once the cesspool reaches over your mouth and your nose is your only way of breathing, you realize the smell of death and sorrow is overwhelming. Your nose is now covered, you last breaths lying in your lungs knowing death is only but assured. The fear creeping into your spine, knowing you will only contribute to this endless vat of humanity's bowels. Over and over, just long enough to marinade the soul, death never comes and then your day begins anew.

I have awoken many times in sweat and rot, but not at a level such as described above. Everyone has dreams, just as everyone has nightmares, it is the duality of the universe. The mind cannot rest until it has answers. How does one end the nightmarish cycle? One must accept what has been given, and take control at all costs.

The definition of interpretation implies a calm environment to analyze information that has already happened. Well, let me tell you, when you are dreaming, controlling time is key. Time can be your greatest strength or the knife that runs across your throat. I had gotten to the point of my feverish terror that I no longer feared the dark bubbling soup, the smell of rotting flesh or sense of impending death. While my head normally gets submerged, one night I found myself being submerged to the depths of what I could only imagine was the nethermost part of the human psyche. My bones felt as if they were being crushed together. I began to slide from the pole for which I was bound and to my knees, a floor of hot putrid sludge. Rotting body parts floating around me in darkness, feeling them rubbing against my body, leaving strands of muscle tissue and veins across my torso and face. ---

We are fucked. Our people are no longer free because they fear everything. We need more cameras, we need more police officers with fully automatic rifles, and we need the government to keep us safe from the boogeyman. All while cinching tighter the noose around our necks. We will have a generation of mindless slaves that dare not stick out their necks, for the “police” and “judges” are infallible gods that show no mercy for anyone who believes otherwise. We shall see a caste system return to our land in the next 40-60 years. Meaning, a judges son will become a judge regardless of his intelligence, or worthiness. Just being born gives the son the right to be a judge. Documents such as our Constitution in these times mean nothing. With deception, fear, and a little social psychology, our “leaders” have shredded our Constitution. The Patriot Act enacted by George W. Bush, is nothing more than a way of restricting freedom and giving unlimited surveillance privileges/power in the name of fighting terror. Our rights that have been in place since our independence from the British....Poof... Gone.... The name given to this bill would insinuate that voting against it would be un-patriotic.... Even though it is by far one of the most evil and vile bills that has ever been past in our history. With all this shit, one phone call and our freedoms are taken “legally” in the form of martial law. There shall be no God in the days to come. There shall be no quarter for enemy combatants. There shall be only Patriots vs. the ignorant, arrogant and the oppressive/tyrannous. It will not be easy, nor will it be clean. It will take all generations, young and old, to stain their hands in blood, for their masters are nothing but conscienceless beasts.

Jesus told his followers to mark their doors with blood as to identify good from evil. In my times, evil has become smarter. Evil has consumed the soul of man under the flag of peace and order. There are good men that will die for this tainted, perverted illusion of peace and it is for their families I weep. Anyone who wears a badge, a American flag lapel pin, or advocates in the name of peaceful change.... Must be hanged in public as to force their families to watch and just before their vision fades into eternity, We the people shall slit their families throats, forcing the damned to bare witness to what happens when you fuck over true Patriots. The damned won't know, but We the people shall also wipe them from the social security database, erasing their entire families legacy as a whole. You cannot spell “Patriots” without “riots”..... and we shall riot until their blood runs freely in our streets. The end goal is to abolish the federal government, and to restore power to the states respectively.... by any means necessary.

When you find my body, look for the shell casings.

I now know I shall never find peace in the life, as there is too much evil for one man to handle. When does a man become a monster, when does the monster become a hero, how many lives must be taken before the dawns light casts out the demons waiting in the shadows.... They are all monsters, playing a game of false peace to consume us all.

--	Bills used to have a process of becoming instated that would have to pass through the house and senate then to be signed by the president. Now we have closed door, late night, passing of bills that nobody knows about until it's too late to do anything. Our leaders have even gone as far as making legislation that would allow future bills to be passed without even consulting the people(public). This will allow government to makeup unconstitutional, pro-corporation bills that diminish our freedoms and increase our taxes. This is like our gastrointestinal tract.

We consume food for nutrients and the waste is excreted through our small intestine. Now what the governments scheming to-do is speed-up the process without losing any of the waste portions of the food/bill. Not only do they force laxative on us, they secure their villainous intentions in a condom and force it down our throats while whispering sweet lies of terrorism and having to be safe. So, now we have no nutrients and are shitting out condoms with a smile on our faces in the name of terror and safety. “Please sir, may I have some more,” comes to mind because without our system of checks and balances, our bodies can't absorb any nutrients and without nutrients we die. Our system of government is killing us and itself. Time to cleanse not only our bodies as a whole, but our government in and as it stands today.

If there are any police officers and/or armed forces members reading this, this is not a belittlement of your commitment, or of brothers lost. There are good men and women serving our country under false pretenses. It is the separation of oneself from this evil that you must overcome. If you truly love your country and all those in it, then this is a call to arms for your mother, your father, your brothers and sisters but most importantly.... for our future generations not yet even born. We are bleeding, we are decaying, we need you now more than ever to uphold your oath not to your commander in chief, but to your people. We the people......

Jesus chose to have disciples, I have chosen an army. Now we let blood write our history.

But the blood on your doorposts will serve as a sign, marking the houses where you are staying. When I see the blood, I will pass over you. This plague of death will not touch you when I strike the land of Egypt. --- Exodus 12:13

"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster. And if thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee." Nietzsche

“An age is called Dark not because the light fails to shine, but because people refuse to see it. “ He that has light within his own clear breast May sit i' th' centre and enjoy bright day; But he that hides a dark soul and foul thoughts Benighted walks under the mid-day sun. ---­John Milton, Comus (1637)

When I'm gone, I hope there is a raging river of decaying bodies and blood being led by death himself; Then the corrupt shall know only darkness while surrounded by our light. --- The People's Republic of Patriots