User:Xgoodnightsunrise

I'm Eric and I'm here to make a difference! NOTE: I Really Don’t Expect You To Read This All, But If You Want To Talk To Me I Would Suggest That You Do! I guess I have hit that bump in the road, where it's one of those days where you just want to give up hope on everything and everyone. I can't express much more of myself than I already have. The real side of me has been showing for a long time, perhaps too long. Is it time to re-think my way of life? Perhaps act fake like everyone around me, with their stupid, forced smiles, and pointless drama! I think not. I'm realistic, and that's all there is to it. I say what I want, when I want, and to be honest I really don't give a damn what you think about it. So go on and talk your shit! A new way of life calls for a new way about me. I'm about 5'8 I think and I sing in my shower to love songs I don’t really know. If I googled love, would it tell me where to find it? Before you tell me to get some originality, please take a look at yourself. There is no such thing as originality any more. I'm always finding something I can fix about myself, but hey we all have flaws.....right? Sometimes I think that I am the only person in the world who can fully understand me, but I've realized that there are people who can help and relate, but I haven't found that someone I can tell everything to, without being judged or ridiculed. There’s always someone in the world whose pain is greater than yours, but it doesn’t mean that yours doesn’t count. I like to stick up for what I think is right. You don't like it? That’s cool, don't talk to me then. I honestly could care less about what you have to say about me that is negative, trust me; I've probably already heard it before. One thing I've recently learned is that people change and forget to tell each other. Lately I’ve been searching for happiness, only to find that it's right there in front of me. I could never find the words to describe exactly who I am but they just wouldn’t come out right. Sometimes I try coming off as a hardass, but on the inside I’m still a kid. I over-think everything. I can be shallow and mean, talk shit, and complain. Just like you. In a world that's dramatic and stressful, I keep my cool. I'm never embarrassed; I'll just laugh at myself. I'm very outspoken and never afraid to speak up. I'd say I've met everyone I need to and I wouldn't trade a single ounce of my life, problems and all. I’m all about peace, one word that’s very hard to find in today’s society. Desperate times call for desperate measures, and when the rest of the world seems to be settling for second best, I'll be the one persisting, being the only me I'll ever get the chance to be. I want to be able to scream, and make this world shake. The biggest fear I have right now, is myself. Life is a book, and the people and situations that happen in your life are all strategically placed to make a distinct path for your life, written by someone much more intelligent and in-depth then we can ever comprehend. Right now, if you honestly told me that I would be able to untwist any paths I have chosen, I wouldn't touch them. The people I've met, and things I've done have made me exactly who I am today, and who I am today. I’ll keep you on your toes, ya dig?