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Chapter 1 Perception

I can see my destiny both past and future all at once in glorious 4D. Here I can describe it well enough in terms you'll hopefully comprehend. It appears as a ghostly 3-dimensional thing extending in both past and future directions from every moving object. It's like watching a speedy object wiz past your field of view in a blur that exists for all of 1/60th of a second and that streek that smudge that a 3D blur is a 4D object frozen in your eye for a fleeting moment.

Everyone can see into the past for about 1/60th of a second in true 4D visual perception, all be it a blur at best but you should be proud of yourself if you can grasp this concept. Most people let this reality slide their entire life without ever even grasping what the 4th dimension even looks like and cling to the idea that they're 3-dimensional beings in a 3D world and the 4th dimension is just make-believe. Or in some ways even worse are the people who teach that the 4th dimension is something we can't fully grasp, citing things like the morphing "4D" tesseract which is something I have, am having, and am going to have trouble grasping the full idea of so I'm thinking its just pseudoscience.

Your perception of the past can be exaggerated a bit by the means of long exposures with 3D cameras but I'm afraid that the part of the 4th dimension we think of as the future is still outside of what I'm able to convey to you in a way you'll understand.

At best ill leave you with this vague analogy. It's like you when you see a ball thrown in the air. you think you know where it's going but it gets hit by a strong wind or maybe it goes exactly where it was intended. My point being is that you think you know where the ball is going but the future has unexpected events at every single moment and while you can if you are any good at sports guess where the ball is going only I can see the wind and its influence perfectly.

My mind only has so much bandwidth. I need to focus on moments like blocks of time to see them clearly if i am to understand that given 4D block of space-time well. It's easiest to see if I don't move my head or eyes away from a single point and let destiny develop in my mind like the long exposure in a camera shooting in 3D. This creates a nice block of space-time I can see perfectly. The more distant in time a moment is the harder it is to make out with the naked eye but in my mind, every moment is clear as a 4D photograph broken up into frames of seconds but with all the thoughts happening at once.

The past is fixed and the future isn't but they both extend off far into the time before my birth off into way past the day I die which I've changed a few times I'm proud to say. I can no longer find the space-time where I'm to die no matter how hard I look, looked, or am going to look. Maybe I defeat that dark frayed figure we call death entirely but I can't say for my future is so frayed into Infinitum that my mind doesn't have the neural resolution to see it all at once.

I wish everyone could see, hear, feel, taste, smell, and think in general in 4D the way I do. I hope to be able to share this gift with at least one other person so I no longer feel so alone. Maybe others like me already exist.

Chapter 2 branches

The Future is delicate but please don't treat it so for I've seen that major positive action is still major with an expected positive outcome while Small actions like the flapping of butterfly wings can change destiny completely theirs little the average person can do. So stop playing what if in your mind. It's out of your control and it's something I can barely dabble with. Often no matter how I metal is in people's lives with the pulling of strings on the wings of the 4D butterflies the destiny of the others can't be saved from themselves for their destiny is in their control as well. All be it to a Dimension one lesser than that of my control of destiny.

I cant change the past. Not yet. I can see it so I know it's possible but it's but a blur. Compared to the future the past is as fine as talcum powder. due to the way I always change my future based on what I see in the "present" the future especially the distant future is always frayed and uncertain with each decision I make creating new 4 dimensional branches all of which I can feel completely and see only within my field of view. As these moments come closer they develop more clearly up until the moment they solidify into the ever still thing that is the past

Chapter 3 money

It turns out it's really hard to win the lottery even with the ability to see the future winning numbers. I mean hard all because of all the "butterflies" I step on the way to get my winning ticket the entropy reaches the place where the lotto drawing is and inevitably changes the drawing. so I just stuck with gambling. My favorite game to play is slots. I think it's funny to be able to spin for a win every not a greedy man so I stick with winning just enough for me to live comfortably and maybe enough for a cool car or to.

But this overabundance of earning potential hasn't kept me away from a career...well many careers all at once which I gain experience from all at once as long as they exist in one of my possible futures from my ever-changing present moment. Uts interesting to borrow or steal rather the solutions to my problems from my future self thereby never having to go through the stress of figuring out the solution on this ever more sophisticated timeline.

The reason I still like careers is that given that I'm the only one who has this ability to perceive the 4th dimension in its near entirety their nobody else working on the solution to the problems which I face like "how the hell do I change the past" for instance.

Chapter 4 goals

I already know time travel is possible but I'm unable to send my thoughts backward from my present moment as I do with the future to the present. so it's just a matter of developing a way to send messages back to myself past the point of what I perceive as the fixed present.

I think it's funny all these tv shows and movies that jump right to a full-blown time machine skipping the ever-important step of sending a simple message back in time. A message to yourself in the past would have a similar effect as that of you physically going back and doing what have you.

Another dream I have is to develop new senses for the human mind. This ability to see beyond the 3 dimensions most others are limited to let my mind wander and dream up more sense often simply deriving from crossing senses most people already possess. like visions crossed with feeling which would be like feeling the 3D structure of your external environment with your eyes. It would be incredible to have 4D or even 3D omnipresence for a square kilometer with the sense of touch.

Chapter 5 fun

Video games, especially competitive fps videogames are a blast because all my 4D perception comes into play in numerous ways. Stratagems mean nothing when I can change my predestined death with not but thought to counteract a well-planned ambush by the temporarily impaired. That's what I call everyone "temporarily impaired". I'm kidding.

I take great pleasure in reading research. Once I set my mind to a piece of reading it exists all at once in my mind in its entirety even before I finish in the present. So the knowledge I gain in the future influence my understanding of the current subject matter with a temporal feedback loop of understanding which is a fascinating sensation. It's like reading something an infinite number of times all at once. It's hard to describe any better than that. Oh and also I invited a written language derived from Japanese and Chinese which makes letters flash but that's "unimportant". I mean who would require temporarily shifting letters anyway.

Hearing is hard to describe. Having all this chatter of every conversation conceivable in my scope of time is sometimes too much but I will say this. Most parallel dimensions of the future have great music which is surprisingly nonfractil in nature but the downside is I can't take it with me across timelines so i oftentimes lose amazing songs to the unachievable sprawl of ever marching time. I could perhaps recreate some of the lyrics from my favorites but I wouldn't do them, Justice, across dimensional lines I'm sure.

Fights...I like them. I like to watch them and I like to be in them when theirs some honor or justice to be had. Watching a fistfight in the 4th dimension is like a chaotic whirlwind of flesh. Being the subject of a fight when you can see every moment together is pretty unfair... for them... but I do take some licks in some timelines due to the limitations of my physical body speed and strength so I avoid those fights altogether. I suppose theirs no honor in this but hey getting punched with a 4-dimensional feeling is forever.

3D movies are my favorite because i can see the 4th dimension in all its glory with these "stereo scopic long exposure" eyes of mine. I can see the destiny of the actor's past present and future very clearly as the film isn't subject to the wibbly wobbly effects of time after its filming. "2D" movies are disappointing because theirs no depth to the objects in 4D. on a side note technically any "2D" image is 3D with the dimensions being that of an x,y, and time dimension. Think about it. We take an exposure for a given amount of TIME of a given scene which is broken down into x and y coordinates.

Chapter 6 relationships

The most difficult part is dealing with all the emotions that I will ever experience all at once. At the current moment, emotions are highlighted in my mind. The hardest part of feeling everything all at once is when these emotions are connected to a destiny that I've strayed away from which takes the form of love at first sight for a woman that never will come to fruition due to the chaotic nature of this gift and how it shifts and contorts my destiny at any given moment just by knowing the future.

Love is a tough 4th-dimensional emotion that transcends missed timeline branches for if you miss your turn in destiny you're locked out of that timeline forever. Perhaps stuck loving someone you don't even know and not knowing why you even love them in the first place.

Close relationships are weird. I try not to peer too far into what is to come from people whom I spend my recreational time with because part of the fun I find is being pleasantly surprised by what others do and say. I could have probably saved myself some heartbreak if I had broken this creed a couple of times for some individuals.

Sex. To be able to get anyone you want save the few who just aren't into me is what you might expect. But to only want one in a destiny that passed me by is my reality. A few individual women do stand out tho in destiny I do admit because of the content of their character alone for when you can, have and will have had most anyone you could possibly want its not their looks that stand out in the vastness of the frayed ends of the 4th dimension any longer but the content of their character that gives this 4th-dimensional perception of emotion its brilliant highlights.

I try not to think of all the possible children which I've stepped on like ants which are never to be due to the ever-branching nature of destiny fray. I try not to think of MY children never to be realized in my huge but somehow still too narrow perception of time. Some of my children will share my gift but only about 1 in a few thousand destined to be children do and the messy nature by which children are had makes me reluctant to go forward with the ordeal.

The strange thing is artificial insemination doesn't ensure that the child receives the gift. I've seen those destinies and I'm happy to say I'm not nearly as obsessed with that outcome as those me's are. I can't help but feel some sympathy tho for I know that they merely feel alone. Just like me.

Chapter 7 higher dimensions?

Are there higher dimensions than the 3 spatial dimensions plus the dimension of time? I'm sorry to say that I don't really know the answer to this question but I do know that the future is an ever-shifting fray of increasingly fine possible futures and with me, it seems that once the "now" has arrived it sets in stone that moment for my sake but I'm working on that.

So are these parallel dimensions? In my opinion sorta? These frayed 4D frames of time that exists in the future no matter how unlikely they are to occur from one moment to the next are all derived from the dimension of time so maybe these parallel dimensions are a subset of a greater 4D understanding that I'm yet to achieve or perhaps there is a 5th or even 6th or more dimension to be spoken of but honestly at a point they all look like 3D objects elongated into the string of their destiny to me. With each new conceptualized dimension above that of the 4th dimension, I can convince it seems as though it's just a fractal concept of the dimension of time being displaced in space to me.

Chapter 8 Death

I know every thought I have ever had, ever will have, and obviously the thoughts I'm having right now. I know the very last thought I will ever have just before my dying breath....or what would have/will have been my dying breath/breaths. I've avoided my future death so many thousands of times just using mostly small alterations to my destiny when I sense my impending doom that I no longer can see the moment I die in my destiny any longer it's but a possibility that never will be. Some occasions called, call, or will call for more extreme measures as my doom was, is and is going to be curated by individuals who want for my demise so simply "stepping over the cracks on the sidewalk" didn't and won't save me these times.

The details of the strings I pulled, am pulling, and am going to pull all together at once is just that, details and should be a footnote even though the details would melt your mind. why should we romanticize premeditated fanatical killing of me out of fear of the un-understood, your protagonist simply because it's interesting how they did it? Nay. I'll tell you this tho. They don't understand the 4th D from a perceptual level. They look at time travel like a black box and with that misunderstanding came to their wrath. Maybe it's just that these people go in one end and come out the other in a different time and place and don't experience any of the moments in-between they move through so rapidly.

Oftentimes sight they're doing gods work or some misguided religious creed or something trying to prevent a demi-god and I must admit that's the track that I might very well be on as I've already had a taste of temporal omnipresence from the vantage point of a single human consciousness across all time in this localized space we call Earth. I'm many rungs below what a god would be capable of perceiving but I'm scratching the surface and digging deeper with every tick of my clock.

What dying feels like. It's like getting really light-headed when you stand up after sitting for long in most situations to the point of black nothingness with various deviations here and there but that's pretty much it. As far as what comes next I can't say for the fray that my future destiny comes to an end at those moments in which I cease.

But death isn't the end. for time can be metaled with as I know and I know that some crazy brilliant beings are going to have the idea to build digital heaven where they download the consciousness of every being across all time because that's what id do. That's what I'm trying to do.

As far as major religion goes I could sit here and tell you what really happened in any given religious story but my word carries as much weight as do the fables themselves. I can't see for you, is somewhat a matter of faith for you but not when you can see thousands of years of the past spiraling out across your mind in 4D technicolor.

Chapter 9 Growth

Looking at stationary life growth is amazing through 4D eyes because everything is a moving time-lapse. Trees and plants exist at all stages of life with their flowers always in bloom through my eyes with every flower they will ever bloom. They rain down every leaf they will ever shead in a single glance permanent and unchangingly on most occasions unless I cut it down or whatever on a whim and alter its destiny.

Plants and other life forms of the sort oftentimes show signs of perception believe it or not. Yes, plants can perceive things. In a continuous effort to grow, until inevitably cut down, eaten, frozen, dehydrated, or simply die of old age plants, fungus and other life you might think is without the ability to sense the world around them will surprise you if you look at them through accentuated time. Just take the venus fly trap for instance which can blatantly feel when something enters its mouth. But some plants are less obvious with their ability to perceive.

Vines which are feeling for what they can grab, leaves which are looking for light to absorb, and algae which are tasting/smelling pheromones released by their neighbors to grow more efficiently as a collective so slowly that the naked eye can't perceive without the added ability to see a larger slice of time at once. Kmreuter (talk) 18:51, 9 September 2022 (UTC)