User talk:Babies5111

hello doll, It looks like its all set up. I love you baby, i just don't want any of this to get in our way when you come home. I don't see it getting in the way, but I still worry. I love you baby. MUAH MUAH MUAH

hi love.. yair i dont even know what to think or feel, i want to be happy that i spoke to you and that ur feeling better.. and i am. im just so tired and im mad at myself for coming off as defensive a few times, then again it was stuff i was feeling and wanted to say. but look, i really do want to just drop it all if thats ok with you. and i will onyl drop it if that means we will not revisit these convos anymore. so if there is still more u want to say or asl then just do it now cuz i want this cleared p before i get home. also babe, i honestly want to know how u would have liked for me to deal with thissituation differnlty int erms of telling u> what could i have done differently to make u less upset? to deal with it better? obviously int he future if naything come sup i will be physically available if not by cell phone almost immediately! i love you, i cant wait to see the love of my life again

I think you did a good job. I think no matter what with these mattes there are going to be difficulties. it is inherently difficult, and the crappy truth of it as no matter how well its dealt with there can still be some upsetness, i mean what happened happened. That being said, I really think you did the right thing in telling me, and handled it very very well. I guess the only other question I want to ask you is abotu the level of nudity. like did eric see my beautiful girlfriend's beautiful body? i know its nothing i just want to wrap my head around this whole hting. Baby I will dorp this also. I'm done being anxious abotu it. I am. You did a good job diffusing the situation, and I think I did a good job swallowing it relatively quickly. Soo I think we're doing great. we shoud drop it so it doesn't get in the way when you come home. It won't. baby I love you, and at this point I'm going ot see you in five fucking days!!! its also been decided that i will be at your house friday night. i have to be. its absolutely necesary. Baby I just neeeeed you. I don't wan tot go take a study break upstairs by myself anymore, i want this crazy and free-spritired girl back in my bed. I love you, my perfect sweet, and beautiful angel

baby, I thought you were still here, still able to talk and finish this up?

hello gorgeous, I am heading out to campus now. We have fraternity elections and then hell week starting soon after that. Wish me tons and tons of luck! I'm gonna tell you all about it when I get home. I may even have a chance to at some point in the night. DO you know what your plan is for the rest of the day/night? Let me know cuz i wanna be able to get in touch with you at soe point, even just to say goodnight. I love you baby, maybe more than ever.... I need you in my life right now, i need you

babyyyy!! you must have sent that right before i went to dinner. rachel fell yesterday on deck 5 the floors were wet and she is now on crutches so we have been helping her out, cracking jokes.. its pretty fun. although they now all call me a lesbian and its funny. umm in terms of nakedness, i didnt see me naked. like is ed i was wearing my dress, if anythng there was a lot of leg but the lights were also off at that point. baby i dont want anyone to see me naked BUT YOU!! and ur tushyyy my tushy i wanna see it so bad hehe. anyway that was random and out of nowehre. ummm hell week starts tongiht after the meeting? or soon like in the week? i guess if its gunna be over byt he time i gfet home it is starting tonight cuz u need days to do it. BABY WHAT R U DOING FOR IT?!?! m so excited. you should totally make them sock wrestly by the way! its the best thing ever. and i wanna sock wrestle with u when i get home, look its just what i wanna do. umm yes i ave 5 essays tow rite tonight but theyre only 400 words each but still.. im so damn tired baby i wanna get nto bed and watch south park all night and the simpsons and lost! and i am sosososososo ha[ppy you said you asre going to come see me friday night!! ahhh.. i really hope it works out baby i want to see you so damn bad seriously how can i wait one more second?! omg yair i cant belileve its in less than a week now my love. YAIR I NEED TO SEE YOU. do u understand? i will be on for tongiht now, but its 6 ur time i bet u wont even be home until 10 or 11 and i dont plan on working on this stuff for so long. yaiirrrr dont even wanna say i love you anymore, i wanna tell yous oething new, more menaingful! damn itttt i am so crazy about you. i dont know if u realize how exicted i am to come home and be able to see my best friend int he whole world, and the love of my life all at once!! and sex all at once! woohooo imthe luckiest person int he worlddd. seriously n o one else is this excited to get home cuz no one has such amazing things to go home to, and ive got you babe!ucgh i wish we would have been able to talk about hell week im so curious! oh and also about everyhting from before babe.. i really do think u did a great job of getting over it relatively quickly.and of course i udnerstand how even after tlkaing about and after anything there is still gunna be a level of upsetness. and i promise baby i will never make u upset anymore ever. i love you babe write me soon1 p.s. howd ur paper go? ia ssume that after tlaking online for so long you didnt get a ton of workdone by the time u had ur meeting. anyway good luck with that and the frat stuff i lvoe oyu

my baby.. my love. ive been working on these essays for a bit, and listening to some music.. and ill stand by you just came on, and baby omg i cant even tell you how i just got so overwhelmed with emotion. my love, as much as i cant wait to have sex and be with you and everything, i really really cant wait to just lay in each others arms and feel the comfort of being with you and looking into each others eyes. baby seriously, i cant wait to be swept off my feet by the smallest things you do that are so romantic.. to walk down the street with my hand in yours and just showing everyone that we have each other at the endof each and every night. Yair.. you are so many things to me... but above all, you make me so happy. baby i love you so much, i cant wait to put my arms around you and kiss you and look into those amazing deep eyes of yours, muahhhh

so its 820 ur time.. ive checked wiki a few time sjust cuz i wanna hear all about hell weeeeeek! ahh im so excited. im sure its going so well and its something ur frat has never experienced before.. i really cant wait to hear about the drinking and screaming. i really odnt hink u can keep a straight face for one second. ua re too lovable and friendly-- PUSSYYYYYY!!!! alrihgt lover come back to me —Preceding unsigned comment added by 64.110.10.197 (talk) 01:25, 3 December 2007 (UTC)

I can't really write a whole post right now, but I gotta tell you, its kind of annoying that i raced back to the suite to talk online, and now you just keep texting me (or maybe rachel does) and wont talk online. I'm literally upstairs from pledge ed cuz i was excited to talk to you and instead i get this. Esty, cmon. I want to talk to you but this is really frustrating.

Baby!! im so sorry ic ant beliebe this. i have been checking wiki every ten minutes since u sed u were gunnabe done in like 20 min, but its fine obviously i get that these things run late and then ull prob go tlakto the guys or go out to celebrate or something.. baby rachel was online, i was sitting across formher doing ym work.. she kept saying u wernt responding and then she finally just signed off anyway she didnt tell me u kept writing, i wonder if she even got them. she signed off like 40 min ago if not more.. she signed off a few minutes after u told me u were gunna be 20 min so i dont know when all this happened. baby i am soryr i know this is frustrating but i promise i had npo idea it was happening, ive just been sitting here waiting for u to come on! baby im sos orry please gogogo have fun witht he guys. what did u keep texting? what was the last response u got? baby im sorry u left ur pledge ed to come on line i wish you woudlnt have come on if u couldnt. well now i am here, i dont know how long ull be but its 925 for u and ill lcome on in tten minutes and check again. Yair im so sorry this was so frustrating i wish i would have known what was oging on to be able to talk to you, its all ive been wanting to do babe.. hope pledge ed is going so well, miss oyu

hey its 1022 here, more than an hour sicne i last posted.. i hope ur havng an awesome time with the guys and i cant wait to hear about it tomorrow, but i also cant stay up much longer and do work. i am pooped and want to wake up early to study for my inclass final tomrorow. ill prob be on for another 30 minutes really but i have afeeling u may not be back yet.. so if not then i miss u and im sorry about tonight with the whole rachel thing.. sweet dreams babe, tomorrow means 4 days!

hey baby, well i had another chance to come up to check the computers. I don't know exactly what was going on. i htink they might have been delayed or something cuz i couldnt really respond. like it kept telling me the user wasn't available. its ok, i was annoyed but its all good, just supid long distance stuff. baby i just get so frustrated cuz when our meager communications break down it really leaves us with nothing. Are you online? i really hope you are cuz we are gonna start in like twenty minutes and i want to get in touch with you before then. I can believe its only four days as of tomorrow. I love you doll!! i miss you, baby, and as i wrote that line i actually got choked up. i am just happy this is all over. it was hard enough. I love you so much esty i do

just didnt post the time of the last one, it was literally two minutes after yours, its now 1028 at the time of this second posting so that one was a couple minutes before that. MUAH

im gonna try and check one more time before it start at 11 MUAH its now 1036

bbabyy im here!!! —Preceding unsigned comment added by 64.110.10.197 (talk) 03:40, 3 December 2007 (UTC)

alright babe dont know where u are.. im heading sown to bed im sooon exhausted love you!! write me about pldege stufff and text me maybe if u come online if im not sleeping id love to come talk to you —Preceding unsigned comment added by 64.110.10.197 (talk) 03:48, 3 December 2007 (UTC)

I'm here and back! and now i have wireless down here. COme back!! —Preceding unsigned comment added by 160.39.195.141 (talk) 03:52, 3 December 2007 (UTC)

heyy... hows ur day going baby? when i sed no more texting i meant from me, didnt u say it only costs 5 cents to receie urs but 1.29 to send? id love to keep getting a bunch from you, i missu like crazy these days you know.. i cant believe how close i am to being home again!my exam was easy, i was out of there in ten minutes, its been really nice and warm and sunny out. crazy twemps. the ship is rocking more than EVER i cant tell you i have actually run into walls gfrom losing complete control of my balance its so annoying and embarassing and hillarious all at the same time. rachel is on cructhes cuz she hurt her foot the night of the ambassadors ball so we ahve all been heloping her walk and do whatever she has to.. i volunteered to help her shower today, it was fun hehe. oh man i just realized now ur gunna think im a lesbo!! but weve all seen eachother naked before a million times, and with the tukish bath exoperience u know, no big deal. i was wearing a tshirt and bathing suit bottom though, and alex and alli came in to hang out at some point during the wohle thing. i mean me and rachel made outa little but u know.. JUST KIDDING! anyway so ive been tkaing care of her a lot and its exhausting.... but poor girl hasd to deal weith walking around on crutches when the ship is rocking like crazy tias seriously so dangerous staplers were lfying across the computer lab and library, and at lunch today all the dishes fell to the floor, therwe was food eevrywhere, all voer us, water spilled on everyone it was so funny! theres actualyl a youtube viedo of the sas vvoyage where they were capsized and its supposedly ridiculous! i ahve yet to see it but i really want to when i get home. if ur bored, look out for it and let me know what u think. i cant believe u havent posted about pledge ed yet! i wantto hear all about it. and i want tio hear about it NOW. so u can tell me more in person, but something now pelaseee!! i deserve to know what to reward u for u know> and last night i kept tryign to send teexts and it wuldnt let me.. u thought u were heading home after the pledge thing to have some fun and then u didnt write back forever.. hope u had fun with the guys tohough, who stuck around? i miss u and love u babe. cant wait to hear from youuu..

MY LOVE!! I just got back from tonight's event. Ok so I'll give you a run down, though i think a lot of it is better told naked in bed in each other's arm while waiting to get enough energy to have sex again (also known as catch up time). Last night went really well, I had them line up, dim lighting, with teh brothers sitting in front of them. Every one of them had a forty that they were instructed to have finished by the end of lineup. i gave a mini speech, instructing them on the rules of hell week, and on what is expected of them during lineups, schedules all that sort of stuff. Then i grilled them with questions where punishments were either drinking or pushups. IT went pretty well though not everyone drank. basically the whole thing was less mean and intense than I intended but was still very sucesful. After my questions they had brother jeapordy, where they had to asnwer questions jeaopordy style about the brothers. Also with drinking punishments. The night all in all was a success. This mornign they had to wake up at 645 for a pledge breakfast. Tonight I lined them up and had them recite the preamble to the constitution. For every mistake they took either shots of vodka or drank beer. Once things went well enoguh with that they fought with sockem boppers. It was a ton of fun, and the brothers had a great time. the pledges too. The night was basically a success. A bunhc of brothes though think we are workign them too hard, don't want them to get up for running tomorrow. it kinda sucks not having the guys behind me to work the kids harder but i guess its the first real hell week so we gotta consider that. But still, i hear abotu the shit that goes on even at aepi and it just seems like we can get away with so much more. Whatever. It all went well anyways.

So abotu all this showering with girls, girls going down on you,a making out with girls....where did my bi-curious esty come from? baby i htink rachel should come shower here with us, I'll bet she would get a lot cleaner if I supervised your cleaning of her body. Just kidding! or.... No definitely kidding... um...!! AS long as you stay at least a little bit straight you can still be my baby. Does her injury hurt? is she doing ok?

I want to hear more abotu all this rocking, do you guys have pictures of the huge messes and stuff? seems like it would make people on the ship crazy.

baby, when we wake up tomorrow its goign to be just three days til i see you. THREE DAYS. that means we've made it a hundred. 100 fucking days, and now just three more. They might be the longest three yet, but baby, I feel like you left yesterday, Its just going to feel so comforting and normal, and familiar when you are in my arms again. I miss that feel, the exact way my arms fall around you, and the way your hair feels against my cheek, and your face against my chest. I can feel it already, the way your hands run through my chest hair, and the way you fingernails drag down my back, I can feel your legs wrapped around me, and my hands holding you tight around your back. Baby I want you know, i need you now, and i cant wait to have you home again. I'll write again tomorrow, probably in feminism (where I always do)

I miss you love, muah

Hi baby... so i am so blopnmde and so stupid todayyy.. the afternoon announcements said that we had lost all phone and internet connection even though our satellite seems to be picking up some sort of signal.. then they sed that we are trying to find out as much as we could abuot a freight ship which we passed this morning which seemed abandoned even though it was still moving.. basically the announcments were filled with creepy strange things all ebcause we are in the bermuda triangle! and i only half heard them and so was just confused about all the things they sed and only cared about the fact that they sed there was nointernet or phone. but i just found out what it was all about and that there actually has been internet all day. anywhoo elts forget about this. Baby i want you to viedo tape a line up!! i wish i could eee you tellign them all what to do.. it all just sounds like a ton of fu and im sure ur gunna want that recorded smomewhere! please please please record one tongiht and tomorrow, the next day whatever.. i want to see them! babe u HAVE to ahve them sock wrestle! the rules are simple. you basically make a rink with matts or you can just do towls or something but the idea is that there should be some sort of apdding. a pair of fighters goes up.. they need to be wearing only one sock, the same sock on each person. you blow the whistle and off they go. the rules are, no standing up, no no face punching and i think that was it. the object is to get the sock off your oponents foot. so they basically start on their knees and go fromt here, its really hillarious and really hard and you really need a lot of skill to win. i cant wait to show u all the sock wrestling viedos whenn get home. i think you should still make them wake up at 645 for breakfast. that shoudl be a standard. i actual;yl cant believe the reast of the brothers are being such pussies.. the fact that its the first hell week justifies it all even more! look its not like the aepi line ups which ive heard fo where its much mor ephyscally challenging. it seems like ur just making them drink their faces off which does take a toll but you def shouldnt let ur guard down. does that mean u have to wake up for breakfast too? i really hope not! we ahve special occasion dining tonight, you pay 25 dollars and have dinner in this class room that turns into a nie dining room, with wine and a special menu.. the food apparently is phenonmenal so im pretty excited ill elt u know what i had. i cant stop sleeping, i watched lost all ngiht last ngiht except for making an appearance at pub night. and then i passed out and woke up at 12, went to lunch, and then just wanted to go right back to sleep again! and i just got out fot he gym and am seriosuly ready to pass out for the night.i dont think ive been getting enough protein really, but i have bene eating well.. it could be the rocking of the ship. i dunno... i def knwo some people got the ship rocking on video but i dont know who. im sure tomrorow and the next day will be all about people exchanging videos and pics and stuff. turns out my exam tomorrow isnt going to be as easy as i thought and its cumulative and we have covered sososo much int eh class, natural history fo the earth. im sorry this isnt even in moral english, they are making announcements about Miami and stuff and im half paying attention and half trying to ignore it while i write to you. aww they are colelctig extra malaria pills and medication for a clinic in cape town. umm amyway i think i am due for my period soon WHICH SUCKS! my schedule is off cuz i messed up last month but feeling like somethign was wrong this mronign for no good reason is a sign of it coming soon. i wish i had another pack here so i could just start it and skip it this month.. I DONT WANT TO HAVE IT WHEN I GET HOME. i looked at my calendar and if i dont get it in the nest day or two, i will be getting it a day or two after i get home.. so we better get tp it! and baby jesus christ you dont even know how happy i am to be seeing you so soon. we can seriously just count down the hours now. i love you baby and i cant wait to hear from you again.. do you ahve much more work this week? i love you.. write me a story for the plane ride!

I cant really write right now i have just a few minutes til i have to habd in my paper, but your PERIOD??? I"M GONNA KILL YOU!!!! ESTY.... why, why why why why.... don't make me cry baby... keep me posted, and hey worst case scenario is we keep an extra set of sheets, cuz i dont htink a couple drops of blood is going to stop 103 days of built up tension. its scientificlly impossible. I'lll write again soon. MUAH

Bbay!! its 1135 for me, im DEAD tired. only read over my notes for my exam tomorrow i just have no motivation and im so damn tired i ahve had no energy these past few days. YAIR dont be mad at me! i cant help my period!! but also... actually, about the whole sex thing.. Baby i duinno just considering all this relatively new found love for each other and everything and the fact that it developed and unfolded most while i was away, we werent even together for a second of the last 3.5 months.. i dunno i think the relaitonship deserves a brand new fresh start.. so maybe it would be nice, a testament to our love and devotion and commitment, if we waited to sleep together.. i know it seems silly with all the anticipation that has built up, but whats another few weeks gunna do to us? i really hope u agree with me and are standing behind me on this, because i hope that we are both looking out for whats int he best interest for our relationship, and not just our horny little bodies. just kidding, i cant belive how u are flipping out about the period thing.. i dont think itll be that bad baby! im always way hornier during my period even though im obviously gunna be ridiculously horny to make up for lost time. but hopefully itll only last a few days.. ucgh yair i dont wanna have my period yet! i cannot wait to come home and just do everything together again.. its gunna be so damn perfect!!

im so done with life right now i wanna go pass out. dinner was good tongiht but i got full reallyquickly and could barely eat anything after the 3rd course. i bet ur at pledge ed now, so its every night from when til when? baby i feel like we havent been tlaking as much these past few days.. obiviously cuz ive been studying and uve had frat stuff and papers and all.. i just cant wait til i can see you Yair you have no idea. so when am i seeing you baby? its close enough now that we can really make a plan. i wouldlove to see u friday, but i have no idea what my family situation is gunna be. what if u came into queens on saturday afternoon? i imagine im gunnaget home and spend the night with ode at home just tlaking to her and octavia and my dad for a bit.. even if my dad passes out early i feel bad not hanging out eith ode since she isnt gunna be around on saturday at all. i think saturday morning ill go out to breakfast with my dad and ode and then ill be free for the day with you! on the other hand, i would LOVE TO SEE OYU THE SECOND I GET HOME! i considered telling my dad i got in on saturday night instead of friday so i could just ocme straight to you, but then id have to have all my bags and et back to the airport and pretend i just got off the airplane hehe not too gerat aplan. but i also know u sed u wanted to come see me friday, but how would that work? look i am going to be textying u every secnd after i get home and keep u psoted on the family situation but i dont want u waiting up until like 2 or 3 am and then coming in to queens uknow? i duno baby i dont know what is asking u for too much and what is okay. i also dont want to have to sneak aorund with u at my house firdya ngiht.. and then what happend int he mornig u know? no way r u leaving my sight.. so i think it would be easiest and leaxst frustrating for you to come meet me in queens on saturday afternoon or for me to come into the city. my love i dont know i dont care i just want to see u please tell me what u want to do. we can figure something out together. my mind these past 2 days ave been entirley on you all the time! i cant even like process the fact that the trip is OVER because all i can do is think of you and what this means for me and u u know? anyway baby lover, im going to bed.. i miss u and love you and cant wait to hear form you. DONT BE MAD ABOUT MY PERIOD! itll be gone soon enough. and i still love you whe i have my period so you should still love me tooo1!

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I don't hate wiki! I've just ha seriously full days baby, and we've been back and forth by texting, so it always felt less urgent. baby.... I'm sitting here in roskies' class, its about 4pm my time, i guess just 5pm yours? wow. its so close. baby you've sent me a few messages now worred about how much I've been talking. please don't read ito it. you had finals, and i had papers and hell week. AND you're coming home in two days!! I still have a story i need to write... and things to prepare...On that note, actually, do you want to get dinner just the two of us before my formal? rather than going with the group? I don't mind either way really, but I thought it would give us some time alone before the hustle and bustle of formal, we can choose our own place and work on our own schedule... What do you think?

BY the way, I was SOOO had by your last email, and yes i was freaking out a little bit before you told me you were kidding. Not so much because of the lack of sex, but because it was scary in teh sense that i didn't know where it came from, like was something up? and so A teency tincy part of me didn't love even the joke. But its ok, cuz you're coming home! I understand what you mean abotu your family for friday night. I will be at a party, but I can leave any tiem you want if the night goes differently than you think it might. I'll just be on campus and can race hom, or come to you, or have you come to me, I can do anything to see you. ANYTHINg!! If, though, we do have to wait til saturday, maybe yu can coem to me? I have no problem hopping on the train, but if you're gonna be up getting breakfast, maybe it would make sense? I'm trying to get us dinner on the upper west side for nine-ish so maybe we can roll around in bed for the day and then get dinner and keep going? just a thought....Let me know what you think. Baby its so close!!!

I can't video tape any of it, its kinda against the rules, as much as i wanted to. But it was nuts. They had to eat one jar of fake mayo, one chocolate cake, one jar of ham glaze, one pack of jalapenos, one quart of whole milk plain yogurt, one half gallon of soy milk, and two beef jerky sticks. There was one team of four and one team of three, and the team of three won!. The losers had to go run sprints outside in the cold, with the loser each round taking of an article of clothing until they were running in boxers. its was pretty good. Tonight is the last event, last chance to tear into them. They are getting quizzed on everything they need to know for the last time and are going on runs for the last time. Then they have a talent show They have been asked to put together a talent of 1-5 minutes per pledge. Then they have to do one as a group, including a couple songs we're teaching them. Anyway. Thats the day.

As far as work, i'm going ot try and get as much out of the way as possible, my next paper is due monday, but I have a lot of the work done already cuz it overlapped with my other paper. Baby! what are you upt to? you said you walked out of your last ifnal? how did it go? how's packing? how are all the girls? in their last moments are they still bickering like children> or has everyone gotten kinda nostalgic? I can't wait to see you esty, and I'm gonna finish up this class and head to the suite. Write me later, or text me later or soemthing. I don't even need to miss you anymore! thats how soon youre gonna be home. I love you doll....muah

Heyy.. I know we have both been real busy which is why I didn’t really read into but still I had to make sure my baby wasn’t upset.. I would love to get dinner just the two of us! I really wouldn’t care if we got dinner with the group it would totally be a LOT OF FUN BUT I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE IT JUST THE TWO OF US, I WANT TO SPEND EVERY SECOND WITH YOU ALONE THAT I CAN! BUT ITS TOTSLLY UP TO YOU, ITS UR FORMAL BABE AND I KNOW WE WILL HAVE PLENTY OF NGIHTS TO GET DINNER ALONE LATER U KNOW? Sorry for the caps! Woops.

Hah and im sorry about the joke! I totally thought u would see right through it, its such an obvious esty thing to pull.. OCME ON NOW! But I guess with so much time apart I have to expect that ud be a little rough around the edges.

What party will you be at Friday night? And what dinner are u trying to get for Saturday? Ur so cuteee.. I think coming into the city might be best on terms of privacy and undivided attention,. So that’s fine I miss your bed and your room more than my own at home believe it or not! Plus Odette will be going into the city to baby sit so I would have a ride, and then maybe just head home with her at the end of the night or something so it would be easier for me to get back and forth than for u to be training around all day.

The pledge ed with the eating contest sounds amazing! Who came up with all that? The mayo is DISGUTING OMG.. and the rest of it ucgh I cant even thuink about it. Was there a lot of throwing up? How long did it take? And for the strip-sprinting hahaha that’s hilarious.

Let me know about any cool talents.. I snure some will be hilarious. How many pledges are there? Who else is pledge master with u? Have u been talking to cohan? Im sure he would love to hear about all this and even see it.. anyway..

Baby.. I don’t mean to make ur schedule or intrude on ur life really but maybe u can write a lot of the paper on Friday!! I really don’t know what im gunna be doing Sunday but id love to spend soso much time with you, so maybe like ill go abck home staurday night and then hang out weith zvi and fam Sunday and then come back into the city Sunday or night for dinner and maybe sleep over, if not by u then at goldsmith or I can just come in on Monday and get ready for formal at ur house? I dunno.. u need tot ell me what u want to do cuz this is all about ur schedule and ur house and house rules.

Packing has been stressful its kind of annoying I nwasnt expecting it.. I had enough room for stuff but all the bags are due tomorrow afternoon by 1 pm! So I had to leave stuff out to wear for all day tomorrow, the dane tomorrow night, and then Friday in Miami and the flight home. So I got my packing out of the way but with all these bags I have absolutely no room to walk in my room it sucks! The girls aren’t biockering.. we all just avoid each other, im the only liason between the groups actually but its gotten way less annoying.

In other news, I got my period this morning! It was really light so this may be a good sign and mean that I will be just about cone in the next 3-5 days, or it can be a weird birth control period of spotting for like 10 days. Either way its not usually heavy at all so it wont be a problem but UCGH am I upset I didn’t get it earlier!