User talk:BoReed92

The Struggle of life Growing up i always thought i would have a decent life, A wife, kids, a house, and a decent car. I relize now that those things in life are very hard to come by. I grew up mostly with my mom, she was a great parent but when i was young she had some growing up to do. I had to learn how to do most the things so i could support myself when she wasnt around, my sister helped me out alot growing up, Changing my diper's basicly being a mom to me as i was a todler. When i hit about 8 years old thats when i relized that i had to learn to cook for myself and learn to stay home and take care of everything that i could at that age because my sister was a teenager about to turn into an adult and have a family of her own. My dad was a great parent as well, he was the strict and do what he says type. I had to make sure that i did what he told me so i wouldnt get punished or anything in that matter. He tryed to help me with my school work by helping me with homework and helping with projects and sports. He did have his times where he got to violent and took it out on me. No matter what he was my dad and i loved him, till this day i still love him. He died of a heartattack in 2012, there was nothing they could do to help him. The Real struggle in life happend about when i was 16 years old, I had a job but i wasnt really welcome at my parents house. So as for me having a job i was asking around seeing if i could stay with people to see if i could have a place to sleep at night, i had my car that i had to sleep in for about 2 weeks and couch hopping around some place's then i finally got someone to help me out by living with them for a while. now the reason im wanting to tell all of you this is so you know that you can make it in life, there are people to help you but you just have to stay loyal to them and make sure you help them as much as you can or your not going to be getting help from anyone. i really wish there was more people in the world that would understand the amount of teenagers that need help, The parents not helping and not giving them a place to stay. My senior year in high school i was barley passing my classes, i was in a alternitive math class just so i could get my math credit to graduate. Thats the year i lost two of my dearest freinds. I ended up failing all my classes missing school for 6 months and basicly giving up on school. i didnt graduate because i missed out on 3 credits. What ever you do in life DO NOT GIVE UP. had i graduated i wouldnt be in the mess im in today. i then went on to work for a pizza delivery company that led me where i am now. i started there in 2011 and off and on until now. Back to where my dad passed away, When he died i got everything he had, I got the house the cars and everything at the age of 19. As you all may know it is nearly impossible for a 19 year old to get a 80,000 dollar loan in your name thus me losing the house and everything. i did get the cars in the settlement that my lawyer had gotten me. I sold the cars to get me a cheaper car and the rest to live on for as long as i could. The leftover money i had of course i wasnt thinking. I went nuts with it, buying what i wanted when i wanted within reason. i ended up losing all the money and the car i had bought with the rest had broken down on me leaving me with nothing. i got a car a little bit later from my uncle and begain my serch for a job again. i little bit later i was talking to this girl that i had liked for sometime but she had been dating one of my friends. so after i found out that they was seperated i went in to try and become more than friends with her. i never knew what i was walking into whenever i acually got to date her. Long story short, she wanted to end her life at lease once a week to evey other week. I couldnt go on living like that so i had to end that relationship due to me not knowing if i could get her the help she needed without her getting mad at me. So when she moved out i found some roomates to try and help me with rent. I want to tell everyone now, DO Not get roomate. I am now looking at over $2,000 owed to the apartment building that is making it where i cant even get a place for me and my wife right now. Sence i brought up my wife i should tell you how we met. I had known her from someone else and i knew where she workd, so i wanted to see her. the more and more i went to where she worked the more i fell in love with this girl, We talked every single day learning more and more about each other and it all lead on to us getting together. We had only been together about 3 months and i proposed to her. She said yes, We both was so happy. it had taken me a while to even ask her beacuase there was a place i was wanting to ask her but i always go to nervous to do it. anyway's we both went on to live our live's thinking we could do it on our own. We have now been together for a little over a year and we are still homeless. We are staying in a hotel that got robbed last week. I keep on thining to myself why would she still want to be with someone like me. I have a low paying job, no car, faimly that helps but only to a certain limit and you are still with me. She is the love of my life and the mother to my daughter. I Love them both with all my heart, my daughter will be here anytime. What i would like to share with you is to never give up. I have gone threw only a little of what has happend in my life, but people are always wondering how am i staying sain. how do you stay happy even though you are going threw all of this. I honestly dont know how i havent started an addiction or been in and out of jail. I just know, that if i can do one thing right is to stay calm and figure out everything day by day. Dont let anyone tell you that you are worthless or you wont amount to anything. As long as i can keep my wife happy and make sure that her and my daughter can eat and try and get a place to stay i am the wealthyest person alive. my wife is the reason im still standing here on this earth. If you ever read this, know that i love you. To everyone else that has read this i just want you to know you can make it threw anything in life. Make sure you keep your head up, and stay around people that will motivate you to live a better life.