User talk:Braian Hita

--The Story of a thousand miles....

I survived again... Our Life is just like a roller coaster. And I used those to keep motivated and continue the fight. Born in a very poor family; Living in near mountainious. My elementary life was a real struggled even though sobrang hirap ng buhay Hindi pa din nawala yung desire ko and persistence to go to school. Just imagined, nag lalakad pa punta school everyday minsan swerti pag may taong may busilak na puso para mag pasakay saamin or kung maihatid man kami ni papa wala yan trabaho pero palagi may trabaho yung parents ko. Yung masakit pa 3am umaalis na sila ng bahay para mag "Gani" I dunno what is the other term for basta seeds sya na ready itanim. Pag walang pasok tutulong kami sa farm or kahit may pasok tutulong din kami sa farm with may kapatid before punta school. Since I truly believed that "NO PAIN, NO GAIN", hindi ko yun ge take into a negative though nakakapagud pero that's okay mahirap lng eh.We don't have choice to help ourselves also to our parents. At a very young age, I learned for being independent. College Journey..... The burden doubles as a working student. I had been asked many times my department head---My school where in Leyte, if I plan to quit this course kishow di ko daw kaya at bakit Accountancy pa kinuha ko? The mere fact I was working student since then.🥺 perhaps I was in my 3rd year  Accountancy and my grades hindi na pang Accountancy and it hasn't same like brainy other students.. Unfortunately Kinausap nya ako privately and she said please quite this course kasi baba ng grades ko and I accept that Naman kasi totoo. (Mahirap kana nga tapos di pa pinalad sa mga scholarship. And I'd always questions to myself bakit ko kinauha yung Accountancy course kahit di naman katalunohan.  Like other student in UP. To be honest ina- idolize ko sila even though my  braincells hindi ka gaya nila, I'm still  don't regret for that infact it leads me to be motivated and resilience) So going forward BS Accounting Technology nalang and that's okay, but I’ll be studying hungry and homeless.” di ko pinakita na affected ko .For many working students like me, we do not meaninglessly work. Who wants less than six hours of sleep daily? Who wants to go to class unprepared? Who wants those shameful recitations? Who wants to juggle and attempt to balance double lives? For many working students like me, it was a matter of survival, it was a matter of getting through everyday. At the risk of sounding pathetic, getting your pay became a matter of having food to eat and having a place to stay. By the way before I entered in college I took vocational course and I choose Cookery and fortunately I pass for National Career II(NC11) That was 2015. That's why some of my friends knows this that I had also a passion  din when in terms in cooking not just for accounting  HAHA -- Hindi agad ako naka pag college due Hindi kaya ng parents ko because we are 11 in the family and I am the eldest and we don't have own land, as what I've mentioned earlier farming lng yung source of income namin in order to survive our daily lives. I really understand them though may galit pero in the end na realized ko na may kamay tayo and paa and Hindi lahat ng bagay umaasa sa parents and that's what I did nag trabaho sa bureaun for almost 3 months I think, for sales boy. But God is good pina paginggan Niya mga dasal ko mag college. I read an Article it say there --- Yung Red cross mag offer ng scholarship for vocational and thankfully i'm one of the chosen and luckiest person. My parents also to push through for this vocational since dream ko nga mag College and they don't know na Hindi siya college. They're thinking na ito yung college besides pina intindi ko na hindi sya college and it's different. Moving forward na asign ako sa rial street tacloban isang  restaurant--- During that I worked there as an assistant cook/Parag palingke/ Waiter.I approach my employer privately na gusto ko mag college and fortunately sa said "Yes"!I enrolled agad December yun and I remember late enrollees ako and one week  before prelims. I do multi tasking by the way and dumb it was not an easy but besides those hassled experienced I've learned naman and lastly I get paid off kasi binigyan ako ng touchscreen na phone and I'm so really happy that time since medyo uso na yung phone na ganyan. Mababaw lng kaligayahan ko that time also ngayon HAHA .Past forward yung restaurant pinag trabahoan ko nung una ay wla na ngayon, nag bankrupt na since 2016 Maybe?- sorry I don't remember all those things  because I have  alots in my mind or maybe this was a sign of aging just kidding HAHAHA Reason to leave because the unfortunate happened the  husband of  my employer was put in gail due pinababawal na druga and the mere fact pulis sya and he has a highest rank in region 8 if I don't mistaken. I worked there for more than 1 year and so really proud of myself from very beginning. Moving forward after that happened nag ikot2x ko sa downtown para mag hanap ng bar na parang pan ADONIS charing I don't really think nagagawin ko sya or maybe in the future pag hindi pinalad maging CPA charing HAHA. I'll going to push this dreams in order to turn into a reality. --. Anyway God is Good after how many fastfood na gi applyan ko, pag kinabukasan McDonald's texted me to endorse daw bak-up ni Alden charing HAHAHA to interview lng guys and thankfully I passed it. I slayed very much to get that job because I don't see pa na pwedi pag trabahoan only for that. The most hardest experienced that time I  had two works actually. I work as Student Assistant in Asian/Student sa tanghali at Gabi plus duty midnight shift from 12:am to 7:am that was an amazing I can't believe na kaya ko to noh? If nakaya ko mas kaya niyo right?!.but guys I only slept 4 hours. Evey normal days I only slept well every Sunday since walang pasok sa school and I don't have time to landi pa that time just kidding HAHHA I just want you to laugh while reading this and I don't want you to get emotional though its a hardest thing for me but Im sill greatfull and blessed for this experiences I gain so much because of those experienced and I'm truly amazing. Even though I'm not the smartest but I'm so the wisest and bravest person and Im so really proud of this characteristics that I have. I hope you also proud of yourself even though no one can. always enjoy small wins guys and always be thankfull araw-araw Past forward I resign McDonald's kasi na pagud na ako and I felt Hindi na healthy yung physical ko also my mental. I need to protect and serve my mental health that time because that's the only investment that I had in order to push through for this dreams for my family. I'm getting stronger everyday it because of them mostly to my siblings. I'm really love them so much and I don't see myself now if without of them. My family is my everything.💙💖Past forward for almost two months I applied again  that's why I had two jobs that time because yung offer lng ng school is free tuition bali wala ako pang gastos. That's nag initiate ko to apply in fastfood in order to provide my daily expenses also in my rentals and books and everything for what my needed.. Bakery experienced Work sched 8pm - 7Am every Monday to Friday and Friday need to extend para bawi daw ko sa mga missing hours.I also worked every weekend and I don't have time to hangout or like magpaka-bulastog like others did and I don't think negativity in that way because mahirap lng kami  and I Idont have a  kapasidad to do that., though may freewell but I don't want  to tolerate myself to be kind like that. Moving forward pinauwi ako ng amo ko. Reason natutulog daw lng ko that's why maliit lng yung kita---because of that happened. I argued actually, sinabi kulang yung totoo. Nasaktan ako sobra kasi ginawa mona lahat Hindi padin Nakita kung gaano ako ka dictated sa trabaho  Like bruuuh always fully loaded ko every sem tapos wrong timing my first sub was econ and last sub is law and that was nerve freaking guys !!!!!! kasi more on theory. Back forward sa econ sub di man  major pero I don't know need to be ma harsh-- if adfellow ka you get this point -- Overtime work sometimes have to be rendered and I had to miss a few classes.Thats why na drop ko and sad to say semifinals na yun and the harsh thing is exam day yun tapos naka opo ako sa harap sa gilid it wasn't expected na pinalabas Niya ako. I'm so really sad that time, prepared naako to take semi tapos yun lumabas ako at pumunta sa roof top ng school at dun ako umiyak ng husto. Again disappointed naman ko and to be honest mashekit kasi minor lng naman Back forward na pinauwi  ako ng  amo ko and Gabe yun guys and naglakad lng ko from sagkahan to Downtown since my bhouse near in my  School. Sge ko iyak and I can't stop crying over and over while naglalakad pauwi. and overthink kung saan naman ako mag apply for partime sobra ako ka frustrated that time pero God is good he heard my prayers. Narinig Nya mga iyak ko. Habang naglalakad ako pauwi I don't stop crying and worrying about tomorrow and until malapit naako sa bhouse since near lng din yung rtr plaza sa bhouse nag drama mona ako dun ng ilang oras. I think 1:00 Am na yun. Ginawa kolang dun to calm myself and talking to God and I prayed While nakatulala sa langit.--- imagine nyo guys habang naka opo ako sa plaza tinatanaw ko yung stars tapos pinag mamasdan ko sila kung gaano ka ganda yung langit. At Pina feel ni God yun saakin na Ganon ka ganda Ang buhay ko kahit masalimoot and unorganized. Hindi padin ako tumigil sa kakaiyak kasi super negative na yung nangyari kala ko Hanggang dun nalang yung journey ko, so fast forward nahuli ko sa Pulis while nag eemote kasi mag Isa lng ko kala nila addict ko tapos pina explain nila bakit nandito paako so yun na touch sila. and they shared also a story to inspire me again. So na touched ako sa story nila and my realization is may iba2x tayong experiences  to fullfil our dreams basta wag lng mag give up kasi hinahamon lng tayo ng panahon. So yun umuwi naako sa bhouse and I'm tired so I decided to sleep. Pag kinabukasan I felt strength parang walang nag yari. And Thank God for making strong again.

-- Fast forward kinabukasan na nag apply naman ko isang Restobar sa Burgos street as an Inventory Clerk/Assistant Cook/Parag palingke/waiters and dishwasher. I'll do multi tasking again even I only applied lng as inventory but that's okay for me as long as may work ko. Ang toxic lng dun kasi kahit may pasok ka tinatawagan ko para tumulong. May catering services kasi sila Kaya pag may urgent preparation walang excuses. Until may isang araw exam day na yun tapos 2 hours lng tulog ko tapos wala review sa mga subjects and I'm so worried kasi bagbagsak Naman ko. Kaya ge decline ko yung utos.. Imagine sobrang ka toxic. It's 3Am na yung out ko tapos pasok ko 7:30 in the morning. Tapos kinagabihan habang nag huhugas ako ng mga Plato dumating yung amo ko na babae tapos inihagis nya sa ulo yung stainless na planggana. Sobra lng ka disrespectful saakin. Kaya umulalis na naman ako. Binantaan nya actually after ko umuwi sabi niya ipapa block Niya ako sa school since Father nya yung may Ari ng school kung saan ako nag aaral.

Another pagsubok na naman-- Hinamon na naman ako ng panahon Bali wala naako work same time Hindi na din ako Student assistant sa school kasi sinumbong Niya ako sa department head pati na din to my CPA proof. and following day kinausap ako ng department head and I explained everything tapos yung response is okay. Tapos sabi Niya wag kona daw uulitin yun but besides na ginawa ng employer ko ako pa may Mali. But I'm still grateful to my CPA proof. Pinag laban Niya ako sabi Niya bakit ko eda-drop si Braian which is ako na yun-- Na hardworking daw akong bata tapos wala ako bagsag na subject sa kanya. Disclaimer may isang bagsak ko taxations pero Hindi ko sya napapasukan kasi conflict sa trabaho ko that time pero the rest mga Accounting okay lahat at Hindi ako nagmamayabang I just you to inspire lng. After that unfortunate situation hindi sya nag tagumpay ipa block ako sa school bali rinimove lng ko pag ka Student Assistant. I'm really proud talaga sa mga teacher's na tumutulong sa mga students nila. At Marami akong kilala teachers na kagaya nila mostly to my beloved school in Mayorga High-- After that happen nag rest mona ako pag work nag focus ko sa study since nasa higher year naako that time.

One Day- Since wala akong work nag tambay ko sa plaza mag Isa, bali dun ako nag rereview kasi tahimik tapos malapit sa dagat na cacalm ko dun-- May isang bagay na ginawa ko sinulat ko lahat Ang mga wishes ko at doubt sa buhay tapos finold ko sya at inihagas sa alun sa dagat with matching pray before go e throw papel. Ang wish ko dun Sana Maka graduate ko as an Accountancy at maging CPA tapos mabigyan ko yung mga parents ko ng stable life like Hindi na sila mag woworied every day kung ano kakainin and Isang wish ko pa dun na naalala ko is Sana maka hanap ako ng isang tao na mag gabay sa studies ko. And Thankfully na kilala ko sya and I'm so greatfull talaga ng yari sa buhay. Imagine wish ko dati mag graduate ng BSA ito matutupad na. At Hindi malayo na maging CPA ko- I've always believing myself ever Since. And I know kaya ko. I hope kayo din. Hindi ako matalino na student pero I have an eagerness to learn and turn may negativity into a positive situation-fast forward, malapit na exam nag woworied ko kung saan ako kukuha pan bayad sa tuition. Pero Hindi pa din ako nawalan nag pag-asa. review lng ko kun wari walang akong problema in fact super down naako--- And God is good talaga after those challenges nakapag graduate ko ng Accounting Technology last 2020 sad to say kami yung batch naabot ng covid only one week nalang Sana to go before graduation. Pero that's okay, so fast forward pinauwi kami kami. Actually nagka work naako that time before ako mag graduate. nasa Accounting field yung work ko and working student din until yun nga nagka pandemic pinauwi kami then 1 month ko tambay until nag MGCQ I applied para may income. since mababa Ang Sahod I decided to resign and pumunta dito sa Pampanga last November 2020 para mag hanap ng work until naka hanap ako dito ng work and thanks to God dipa din nya ako pinabayan. Same time naka pag enroll then ako for BS Accountancy. Thankfully after evaluation 29 units lng need ko itake to finish BS Accountancy. And I'm so blessed graduating nako but I'm not yet ready to take the CPALE. Because I don't have enough money ta get my credentials in Leyte. My balance there tolal of 55k plus pa at nag woworried ko if saan ako kukuha nag pera at this moment. Balak ko Sana to take this October 2021 kung okay na yung credentials ko but unfortunately Hindi pa nga. Actually naka pag save naako ng money 25k plus pero umuwi ako last May 2021 to surprise my mother birthday at Hindi kona man yun pibagsisihan kasi sobrang happy ni mama at she didn't expect na uuwi ako sa leyte. If they're someone na mag pa borrow ng money and I'll willing na mag borrow eventhough may interest pa yan. Actually I do self Review lng ko, may doubt ko if I can pass pero I will do my best. My doubts kasi ako it because may kilala akong friend na matalino tapos nag enroll pa sta ng review center how more ako na Hindi katalinuhan and to be honest may Marami paakong Hindi alam eventhough nasa Accounting field naako nag tatrabaho. Pero laban lng. Dito kona tataposin Ang story ko.It was not easy guys, but every single day, I thank myself for having survived another day. I thank myself for keeping myself together for coming years pa -- what ever it takes laban lng. Sa ngayon go it the flow lng mona ko or maybe may prenipared ni God something special for and I can't wait for that moment. Again guys end kona to. You guys know my story na.

Basta guys always remember, madami mang challenges or failures. There were moments of victory. Difficulty is not tantamount to impossibility, nor does it cause struggles to last until infinity. The struggle ends. The goal is possible. The way up may not be the gentle slope that we have imagined it to be; it is a steep uphill climb along rugged terrain. But when we reach the peak, the view is breathtaking.

I had every opportunity to quit. But si God pinapaalala na wag susuko and I Ifelt that. This journey is not smooth nor is it pretty, but definitely, the journey is meaningfu in the end ... This is for all working students who take the burden of living double lives. This is for those who have less but strive for more. We turn our struggles into success. We make the hurdles our opportunities. We transform our fears into power. Your Future CPA at mag Atty. Pag kinaya😁

"Our Life is just a clay in our hand we can shape what we wanted to." - Bo Sanchez (My favorite book--- Title: How your words can change your world.")

"No Matter how long it takes, when God works, it's worth the wait." - Prc

THANK YOUUUU AGAIN GUYS FOR READING THIS 🥺💙💖

[Sorry sa entry sa essay writing contest.]